Life After As...Blissfulness

i rejected fender. The feel and the chemistry is just right for me, but the sound is very disappointing. Too twangy for the distortion, too muddy for the overdrive.

anyhow, life after As is pretty blissful. Ever since the end of As, my days are packed with all kinds of activities. Sibei busy one, finally today can have a day by myself.

the other day, xl, bill n me went jamming. Stupid la, waste my time n money. A lesson learnt though. Never go fucking jamming without a proper drummer or singer. bill was whacking the cymbals so hard until my fucking ears was going deaf. feel damn pissed off lor. but we did a couple of songs, which was rather successful. we played sweet child o' mine, knocking on heaven's door and some improvisation on different keys.
Before that jamming session, we had kbox and some lan with some ppl from our class la. We sang quite a lot, some of the songs damn crappy. Lucky i left for the jamming or not I have to sing that jennifer lopez song.

sian la. i dunno what to blog also lor. lucky next week got class chalet, or not i also dunno what to do. now i feel that go into NS earlier is actually better la. Faster go in, faster come out mah. Sian, somemore when i go into NS, is not straight into BMT lor, is into that PTP, coz lim bei fail napfa.

WASSUP!!!

Vai neo is back again.

(applause!)

Kum Xia!! (Thank you in Hokkien).

OK la, i know its not very funny but I'm too happy liao. A levels going to finish by tomorrow! I dont have to take physics, chemistry and my mother tongue for the rest of my life!

I've nothing to blog actually lah. Tomorrow my paper is in the afternoon so I can slack abit. I have not touch anything yet since my 2nd last paper which is physics paper 3. Its ok though, coz tml's only mcq.

Anyway, alvin lee's going to sell me his fender tml. I fought with my parents because of that. I know its 2nd hand but that doesnt meant it has to be as cheap as possible. They dont understand how Fender guitars work and its feel and their tone is fucking superb. Selling at 1.2 k for a 2.5k guitar is actually a good steal. I still get the certificate of authencity and a hard case.
Actually if swee lee is offering JEM guitars for less than $1500, i might consider ditching alvin's deal, since i hate single coil guitars.

ok, thats it.

Sebastian Bach of Skid Row Attacking a Fan. \m/


Marty Friedman and Paul Gilbert in some Jap Show. (its ok if u dun understand, coz i dont. Just listen to the guitars.)

Wah! Damn Jia lat!.

"The kidnappers of an Italian journalist in Afghanistan have offered to free him in exchange for a Christian convert who fled the country, an aid agency says.

Photojournalist Gabriele Torsello was seized last week while travelling on a bus in southern Afghanistan.

The kidnappers will free Mr Torsello, a Muslim convert, if Abdul Rahman returns from Italy where he was granted asylum earlier this year, the aid agency says.
Mr Rahman had escaped a possible death sentence for becoming a Christian. "

Read full story here

Will they(Italian Authorities) actually meet the kidnappers' demands by handing over Mr Abdul Rahman?

Is it fair to cause someone to walk to his death (assuming that the death sentence is in effect against the christian convert) in order to save another person's life?

It is not a demand that a decent human being would ever consider," the politician, Rocco Buttiglione, told the BBC.

"We are not ready to offer one human life for another human life... It is barbarian, inhuman, and it grinds against any accepted convention on human rights."

What about Mr. Torsello then?

Phucking Long Post. But patience is a virtue, you know?

"SONIYERBITCHERNAYI!!!!!"

That's Tamil btw. Its the only word i can swear confidently, thanks to my secondary school friend.

I just got back almost all my papers. I did'nt phucking pass most of the subject! How can that be!?! Especially my Physics, my marks is so low until i myself and Mr Wong can't believe it. No, i'm not trying to self-deprecate myself on the net, but seriously I'm stiffled by my really poor results.(ok im exaggerating). So now, I have no choice lor, have to consult Mr Wong almost daily to pass my Physics. =(

Today, GP lesson got me awe-struck for a while. Mr Fahy discussed about a theory that is called "Relativist Fallacy". That topic was so intellectually stimulating that i got lost for a moment, at times not sure I fully understood the theory. But this theory seems to explain why most of us always fail essays and the ka ni na application qns.

This "Relativist Fallacy" theory was explained in an article written by Stephen Law. He explained that a truth itself may be true for some people but it might not be true for others. He then goes on by saying that people always believe that their conclusion is true simply by believing it without any substantial evidence. In other words, these people have committed a logical fallacy!

This fallacy, whether committed knowingly or not, is actually an error which a person conclude their views by going with their personal feelings. So in other words, if it is based on their personal feelings, its is not the truth at all, because arguably, their evidence is not based on actual facts but just on the individual's feelings or maybe intuition.

The funny part comes in...
If a person based on his/her personal feelings, which is actually not true to a certain extent, then how could he/she deny something that is true in the first place? In other words, if he/she said something that is not accurate but yet conclude its accurate(perhaps unknowingly), how could he/she deny something that is actually accurate especially when the accurate claim is based on actual scientific facts.

Isnt the person contradicting himself?

Some really cheem stuffs. Actually hor, i dont know if i explained it correctly or not, but this is what i understand about Relativist Fallacy. Correct me if i'm wrong.

Enough about these cheem stuffs lah! Cockanathan. J Chua came over to my hse to interview me(yes i know u would go what the phuck!). This newbie director came my hse to redo the shootings because due to his inexperience of handling the cameras and gears( he doesnt know how to use the tripod and took a couple of hrs figuring how to set up the camera properly), he has to do it again today! Anyway, i had to say about my struggle towards the higher class of society. But i dont think i ever said things on that because all I did was to introduce myself, about my school, complain about anything and play the guitar. In the end, it seems like J chua wanna market me out into the music industry coz most of what he did was on my guitars.

ok lah. going to 8pm liao, i still haven touch physics tys, later mr wong give me that hopeless look again. =/

PRELIMS END LIAO!

"Jimi Hendrix passed suddenly on September 18, 1970 while touring through London,
England. When news of the tragedy made its way to James “Al” Hendrix, (Jimi's
father) back in the United States, the wheels for a lasting memorial began to
take shape. Al Hendrix requested that Jimi's body be brought back to his
birthplace of Seattle, Washington so that a burial at a new family plot, located
at Greenwood Memorial Park in Renton could be performed... "

Read more here.

R.I.P Hendrix.

Prelims finally ended, concluding one of my worst nightmares. Soon, a new impending doom will be bestowed on me. KA NI NA! The phucking A levels is starting in 1 month!!! ARGHH....

OMG! I just love Stevie Ray Vaughan! His music rejuvenate my Sunday morning, at least it did made me settle down to read my oh-so-boring Physics Notes. hmm..
too bad he's gone now. =(

I changed my template, though it isn't much of a change. But i like it simple and plain, with no fancy animations or complicated javas trolling around the whole site. I just love the Blogger Beta thing, it really makes my life way easier. No more searching through the HTML codes! All I need is to click a button, type in a few words and tada, its done.

The rest of my prelims will commence next Tuesday. I dont think i will make it anyway, especially for Physics. Mr Wong should have taught us since J1 and not arrive at Term 3 this year to replace Mr Tan.

My GP is a goner man!!! I'm going to fail it badly and mr fahy is going to scream at me again! I did a question which required me to comment on the comparison between a pragmatist and an idealist. Initially, i wanted to pick the question on the war on terrorism, but I can't remember the names of some of the terrorist groups. =(

Ok this entry is actually quite pointless. I blog another one when I have the time.

Here is Tommy Emmanuel doing a Chet Atkins cover. One of my favourite songs. =)

Hey!
If anyone is reading this, i have just set up a new musicians' blog. Its still new and i need help to run it too. But you can take a look here.

ARGHH! I got physics mock exam in a few hours time and I have not fully understand the concepts of Archimedes' Principles nor Einstein's
energy vs mass concept!!

not going to blog much, but im going to post some nice videos.

CHOPIN!! My favourite pianist after watching the movie "The Pianist". My favourite piece? Nocturne in C-Sharp Minor!!



not by chopin though, but he was flawless.

The 5 browns!!


no ending though =(

and of course not forgetting my favourite band! SKID ROW! Original by Jimi Hendrix. I just love the voice of Bach. Enjoy.



Back to mugging =(

"boy, you zhup buey he liao leh. happy birthday hor." (Son, you're 18 already. happy birthday.)

Upon hearing that, my hair starts to stand, goosebumps starts to appear, my skin turned paler than usual and my heart almost skipped a damn beat. I thought to myself, "woah, i'm 18 already?!?"

Albeit the insignificance of that day to others, turning 18 and being 18 meant alot to me. Besides being able to consume and buy alcohol legitimately(FINALLY!!), watching m18 films(most of them have better plots than PG films) and probably doing things under-18s can't do, 18 was a milestone number. To many, 18 is just probably another number, another year to pass, but to me its a period of transition of becoming an adult; maturity and responsibility.

Having said that, I would admit that I have the worst birthday ever. I don't really understand why people always tend to think otherwise when you are actually sincerely trying to be a friend, a REAL FRIEND.

On a lighter note, I went out with 2 of my classmates for a heavy lunch. We had it at Seoul Garden and we ate for 4 hours!(+, - 1 hr. can't remember). Actually this was'nt planned, it was just a spontaneous decision. Since we were so famished, a heavy lunch was our top choice. Upon reaching there, we voraciously ate as much as we could to fill our stomach and we made eggs from our ladle. Even the manager there was impressed with our impressive culinary skills! I promised to put up some pictures once my friend had uploaded it. It was so cute that we were relunctant to eat it. hahah!

We ate for 4 hours sia, so we decided to head to the nearby library to mug for our mock exams. haha, was productive actually leh.

Anyway, I was blog surfing and I came across this blog entry which had a proposed speech to the UN for the Prime Minister of Israel. I was stunned for a while after reading it and I would agree with what Ben Caspit had wrote about.

This is the speech Ben Caspit wrote:

Ladies and gentlemen, leaders of the world. I, the Prime Minister of Israel, am speaking to you from Jerusalem in the face of the terrible pictures from Kfar Kana. Any human heart, wherever it is, must sicken and recoil at the sight of such pictures. There are no words of comfort that can mitigate the enormity of this tragedy. Still, I am looking you straight in the eye and telling you that the State of Israel will continue its military campaign in Lebanon.

The Israel Defense Forces will continue to attack targets from which missiles and Katyusha rockets are fired at hospitals, old age homes and kindergartens in Israel. I have instructed the security forces and the IDF to continue to hunt for the Katyusha stockpiles and launch sites from which these savages are bombarding the State of Israel.

We will not hesitate, we will not apologize and we will not back off. If they continue to launch missiles into Israel from Kfar Kana, we will continue to bomb Kfar Kana. Today, tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. Here, there and everywhere. The children of Kfar Kana could now be sleeping peacefully in their homes, unmolested, had the agents of the devil not taken over their land and turned the lives of our children into hell.

Ladies and gentlemen, it's time you understood: the Jewish state will no longer be trampled upon. We will no longer allow anyone to exploit population centers in order to bomb our citizens. No one will be able to hide anymore behind women and children in order to kill our women and children. This anarchy is over. You can condemn us, you can boycott us, you can stop visiting us and, if necessary, we will stop visiting you.

A voice for six million citizens Today I am serving as the voice of six million bombarded Israeli citizens who serve as the voice of six million murdered Jews who were melted down to dust and ashes by savages in Europe. In both cases, those responsible for these evil acts were, and are, barbarians devoid of all humanity, who set themselves one simple goal: to wipe the Jewish race off the face of the earth, as Adolph Hitler said, or to wipe the State of Israel off the map, as Mahmoud Ahmedinjad proclaims.

And you - just as you did not take those words seriously then, you are ignoring them again now. And that, ladies and gentlemen, leaders of the world, will not happen again. Never again will we wait for bombs that never came to hit the gas chambers. Never again will we wait for salvation that never arrives. Now we have our own air force.

The Jewish people are now capable of standing up to those who seek their destruction - those people will no longer be able to hide behind women and children. They will no longer be able to evade their responsibility. Every place from which a Katyusha is fired into the State of Israel will be a legitimate target for us to attack. This must be stated clearly and publicly, once and for all. You are welcome to judge us, to ostracize us, to boycott us and to vilify us. But to kill us? Absolutely not.

Four months ago I was elected by hundreds of thousands of citizens to the office of Prime Minister of the government of Israel, on the basis of my plan for unilaterally withdrawing from 90 percent of the areas of Judea and Samaria, the birth place and cradle of the Jewish people; to end most of the occupation and to enable the Palestinian people to turn over a new leaf and to calm things down until conditions are ripe for attaining a permanent settlement between us.

The Prime Minister who preceded me, Ariel Sharon, made a full withdrawal from the Gaza Strip back to the international border, and gave the Palestinians there a chance to build a new reality for themselves. The Prime Minister who preceded him, Ehud Barak, ended the lengthy Israeli presence in Lebanon and pulled the IDF back to the international border, leaving the land of the cedars to flourish, develop and establish its democracy and its economy.

What did the State of Israel get in exchange for all of this? Did we win even one minute of quiet? Was our hand, outstretched in peace, met with a handshake of encouragement? Ehud Barak's peace initiative at Camp David let loose on us a wave of suicide bombers who smashed and blew to pieces over 1,000 citizens, men, women and children. I don't remember you being so enraged then. Maybe that happened because we did not allow TV close-ups of the dismembered body parts of the Israeli youngsters at the Dolphinarium? Or of the shattered lives of the people butchered while celebrating the Passover seder at the Park Hotel in Netanya? What can you do - that's the way we are. We don't wave body parts at the camera. We grieve quietly.

We do not dance on the roofs at the sight of the bodies of our enemy's children - we express genuine sorrow and regret. That is the monstrous behavior of our enemies. Now they have risen up against us.

Tomorrow they will rise up against you. You are already familiar with the murderous taste of this terror. And you will taste more. In a loud and clear voice And Ariel Sharon's withdrawal from Gaza. What did it get us? A barrage of Kassem missiles fired at peaceful settlements and the kidnapping of soldiers. Then too, I don't recall you reacting with such alarm.

And for six years, the withdrawal from Lebanon has drawn the vituperation and crimes of a dangerous, extremist Iranian agent, who took over an entire country in the name of religious fanaticism and is trying to take Israel hostage on his way to Jerusalem - and from there to Paris and London.

An enormous terrorist infrastructure has been established by Iran on our border, threatening our citizens, growing stronger before our very eyes, awaiting the moment when the land of the Ayatollahs becomes a nuclear power in order to bring us to our knees. And make no mistake - we won't go down alone. You, the leaders of the free and enlightened world, will go down along with us.

So today, here and now, I am putting an end to this parade of hypocrisy. I don't recall such a wave of reaction in the face of the 100 citizens killed every single day in Iraq. Sunnis kill Shiites who kill Sunnis, and all of them kill Americans - and the world remains silent. And I am hard pressed to recall a similar reaction when the Russians destroyed entire villages and burned down large cities in order to repress the revolt in Chechnya. And when NATO bombed Kosovo for almost three months and crushed the civilian population - then you also kept silent.

What is it about us, the Jews, the minority, the persecuted, that arouses this cosmic sense of justice in you? What do we have that all the others don't?

In a loud clear voice, looking you straight in the eye, I stand before you openly and I will not apologize. I will not capitulate. I will not whine.

This is a battle for our freedom. For our humanity. For the right to lead normal lives within our recognized, legitimate borders. It is also your battle. I pray and I believe that now you will understand that. Because if you don't, you may regret it later, when it's too late.

Stunned already??
Oh btw, i would start adding links and putting some images and videos here lah. Coming soon lah, when i have time ok?

HELLO!

mr vai neo is back once again. i've just realised i didnt blog for more than 1 month liao! no la, its not because im busy or what, its because i don't have the passion to blog anymore. anyway, im contemplating to create a new blog on something different, not something about my pathetic boring life, but on something of a larger scale run by my close friends and of course yours truly.

i hate my blog's name, can't wait to change it. it's like some kind of existential angst that i was feeling long long time ago. =
i hate going to school nowadays. i hate the peer pressure and the overemphasis of the consequences of failing my A lvls. I shudder in fear everytime my science tutors starts teaching new concepts regarding the last few remaining chapters. Each new concept is like a hurdle to me; i'm never a fast learner that is. Everytime i dont understand a new concept, i would just give up, yielding shitty results. Mid year was another failure. I did tried for it, i start to dig up and consolidate all my notes and started to scutinize every single details i might have missed out in past exams. The only problem was my ongoing hatred for JC education. This stops me from going on and on in my studies. I was comparing how liberal some of my friends are now, i.e besides still being obliged to memorize and do shitloads of sums and essays, they were learning and absorbing new concepts without so much pressure and without rigid rubrics. Although they were so liberal, they fell into other temptations, i.e drugs, cigarettes and alcohols.

I envy jeremy chua's "courage". I wonder how he could quit JC to pursue his passion in scriptwriting, even though he was promoted. I wished i could do that, to pursue my passion and not get stuck in some pressurized education system. It might seem too naive in saying that, because i seemed to be someone who would want to "enjoy" life first, then work hard for my retirement funds, but JC education is just not the right path. Screw this, too late to regret now.

aiyah, life damn sian now. yu hsien going back to states liao, can no longer come out and have a drink and chit chat with j chua and other ppl from the "chua chu kang" gang + other 409 ppl. world cup ended too and i missed the shouts from my neighbours, it gives me that kind of heartwarming feeling. hahah! zidane apologized but the world is still not happy, so sad. =S . i can't wait to reach 18 too, its coming steadfast, too fast though. Can't wait to buy myself a bottle of tiger(yu hsien its a good beer ok) and drink with my dear friends.

ok la, talk so much cock.
BYEZ!

Oh yes, notice my blog is almost 2 years old. =|

hai...
finally the long awaited weekends came.
feel like the start of june holidays actually, cos' weekends means no school. after all the endless amount of homeworks, tests, it just drives me crazy.

alot of things happened over the weeks. dinah got infatuated by her eyecandy, but then felt that it was the end of the world when she read something. people who are classmates cum 1st aiders fought. i got raped, mr fahy as usual still foams at his mouth when he talks with such ardent and dramatic expression.

talking about mr fahy, my gp teacher. this ang moh teacher is from ireland, been in sg even before i was born. he claims that he read more books than anyone in singapore. haha! i wonder if its really true. anyway, this teacher is damn eccentric(wonder if eccentric should be used here though, coz he appears to be more dramatic for the purpose of the lesson. maybe i should know more of his personal life). he always act out some funny things in the middle of his lesson, most of the time raising his voice and shocking the sian 1/2 people in the class, esp. yours truly. anyway, maybe i got brainwashed by him, or its because of the environment i'm in, i can't believe i have actually develop an interest in academically inclined books such as river out of eden by richard dawkins or maybe writings from the famous stephen hawkings. whats happening to me?!?

enough bout fahy, coz i can go on and on about him.
i just upgraded my music equipment and now i could use my distortion pedals. wah, i tell you the pedal makes my tone goes wahhhhh!, considering that my guitar only have single pickups, which sucks alot in tone if you want to play rock. anyway, after what my guitar teacher said to me about the practical and potential prospects of music in today's competitive world, i think pursuing a music career is out of the question. if i were to pay so much to just get into berklee and then achieve nothing in the real world, then its not worth it. coz its like i have only 2 years of exp in playing an instrutment, which is too little.

hai, i gtg now lah. going to ride to my fav hangout now, west coast park! i want to ride to east coast, but considering the distance and the inconvenience of asking for directions and travelling with vehicles that are bigger than me and most of them looks like they were about to crash into me, i decided F*** man. west coast park is a nice and quiet place, though the shoreline not ready till end of this yr, i still like that place.

oh yah, those who are fans of both hoobastank and RHCP, u must buy their latest albums. GOOD STUFF MAN!

oh yah, hey alvin! didnt expect u to come here though. anyway, i always thought ur blog link had two 8s, now i realise why i could'nt go ur blog. sheesh.

Life's been very fucked up right now.
recently, i could'nt take it anymore, so i blew up.
It cost me an almost injured eye and a friendship.
friendship that was meant to last forever...

even though we patched up, the friendship was'nt like before.
it just became more superficial.

exams come and go.
i have been fucking around too much.
i've just realised why i am wasting 2 years of my short life.
since i've almost wasted almost 3/2 of it, why dont i just make the best out of it.

LOVE
i'm in love with a beautiful sweet girl.
right across my class, it's her class.
i still dont have the guts to her.
it just so...,
whenever she's so close to me.
i just don't have the damn guts.

i read kai chuen's blog just now and what he wrote there makes me ponder on some of the shit that happened to me. It was about how he said about the many shit i have already saw in NCC. Basically, as a cadet, you don't have to plan or tolerate cb people under your responsibility. Basically, you just go there for your cca and waste your time. But as leader, you start to realise how stupid things can get. The red tapes, the communication stuff, the programs and the problems go on.
Actually the main problem is the people you are going to deal with. They just don't give you the fucking respect you want when you want to get serious. Especially, when you want to get things in control so you can plan things well. Some people just don't understand how to limit themselves when they are required to be serious.
It just pisses me off. I could remember how things started to go wrong when 1 person have to say the wrong things. Its ok to joke once in a while, but when things go overboard, it can get very fucked up. My last year in NCC was really screwed up. Alot people just don't understand how difficult my post were. My stupid rank does'nt make me very happy either. I remembered a quote that said about how rank and respect is different and how respect is earned regardless of your cheebye rank. This quote make sense totally to me then.
Well, you must be wondering why i wrote this long piece of crap. Part of it relates to the problem i am facing now and part of it was because my junior told me the cadets i have trained has screwed up the unit as specialists. Usually, anyone who fucking hates NCC and all kinds of uniformed grp stuffs(like me) will not give a damn about it. But inside me, i still feel that i have some strings attached in ncc and sji itself. What my junior had said makes me guilty and angry. I'm guilty because i have not done my job well. All the recommendations and praises from my senior and officers are all wasted.

My last year in ncc really screwed up my life pretty much and so it greatly affect my attitude in last year in sji. My graduation year wasnt a fucking good one.

Aiyah, fuck la. I don't know why im typing so damn long. anyway, i will just end now.

SONG BO
vai neo back again.
knn..
i just receive my NS letter. dunno ask me to go check up on Jan 2006
everytime this kind of lj letter come, i will have a heavy heart.
dunno why also, nabei
like i going to prison for 2 years, u know what i mean right.

now holiday like going to end.
pooki la. J2 coming, NS coming, As coming.
how to enjoy life?
wait till i finish NS, finish all my studies, come out and enjoy life.
i hope la.

i just came back frm that S. Korea. kns, sibei cold. but i tell u, the ice skiing damn shiok. shiok until very shiok. i think S. Korea much better than SG. i got take sibei alot of photos, got time i upload into internet den oput i link la.

SIAN LA, kunal the guitar god broke my string. now i come back, hand itching to shred my wife, but string snap how to shred. haiz. also hor, i waiting for my pay to come also, so that i can go n upgrade my amps. no need to use that lousy wire and the pedal. everytime play volume go up and down itself, sibei pek chek. play also no mood again, how to be steve vai, u tell me?

hai, sibei sian, my mind now dunno happy or sad. very hard to tell leh.
kns
all my buddies tell me i seem to be a happy person.
hai, how to reply my friends.
even my teachers thot so.
so many small big medium, happy sad angry thoughts.
pooki la.

sibei sian.
i damn hate holidays before exam.
knn.

now still got few wks left to promos, sibei sian. dunno how to mug properly. alot you know. i see maths still can, coz i really love maths. but when i see chem and physics on my table, i will sian 1/2. then i will regret my times when i day dream too much in class.

ANYWAY, i today go back to school to attend chem lectures. extra lectures lah but sibei useless. go back is to sleep, sit beside andreas worst. he slp, must also tempt me to sleep. after the sibei sian lectures, my frens go out with me to eat. same old people lor(benny, xing long, jesse..) when on the bus, i see one indian, his face reminds me of steve vai and a bit of kirk hammet. his eyes was like half dead, those sian sian kind, abit like drug addict. then the hair quite long, quite curly also, like kirk hammet during s&m concert. wah sia lah, i thot he rocker leh but in the end he damn sad. go around the bus asking for money. potential rocker leh, got the style, got the attitude, got the face. what a waste.

now my mama n papa go overseas, the hse is damn quiet. they say quiet good for u to study, but my hse quiet until like graveyard silence, how to study?!? one pin drop can also stunned me, kns. hse so quiet, i so lonely. hai..

kunal the guitar god finally fix his electric. now finally can go his hse see the world go by and then enjoy life with his electric. knn, when i play his electric, i feel like god lor. when i play my own electric, bo feeling leh. summore play can until fingers damn pain. his electric so comfortable, his amps sounds produce original metal sound leh. knnb, i sibei like it.

siao liao, going to 8pm liao. still infront comp. zhao liao.

hey!
its a nice saturday morning.
suppose to go to sch for the vip pac opening but in the end cancelled.
so now its a boring saturday liao.
zzzzzzz.

stupid promos coming,den dunno why nowadays the teachers like to pms alot. esp. mr thomas ho. but cannot blame him, coz we always disturb his lessons. hah! shit lah, so many things to mug, everytime i want to study, i will just lie on my bed. den i will sleep. ZZZZZZ..

ytd, I had a nice time out in thompson plaza with 5 classmates. xing long wanna excaped the pac opening night duty. so he did and of course he make up alot of stories lah. then dunno why he so suay, just as we were walking out of thompson plaza, just nice bang into the fsv ppl. den atiqah was there. dunno whether she got see xing long or not, if not all 5 of us musketteers will just die lor.

shit lah, my stupid hand shaking very badly now. i wonder if i have played too much of master of puppets. that song require very fast hand movement lor, but i cannot go that fast wad. so maybe my hand now abit screwed up trying to go that fast. knnbccb.

sian..i go relax abit lah before MUGGING

=|

tuesday's gone with the wind.

part of a song from one of the rare occasions when metallica plays a more country tune.

national day has just ended which means school's starting soon. spent a really boring and lazy tuesday afternoon at home. zzzz

as i watched the parade segment, i just cant help but recount those precious momments as a cadet in sjinccland. when i went back on mon evening, things hasnt changed much but the people in it has changed alot. It was their day, especially my former cadets who have passed out and officially take over as seniors. time flies so damn fast. it was only 2years ago, that 8th august was our DAY. when we were promoted to specialist. it was the happiest momment then because we knew power is ours and we were freed from those rigours as a cadet.

the only biggest regret i had when i passed out was not accomplishing what i was supposed to do. it is a damn long story and i think i shouldnt post it here.

anyhow, national day celebrations in CJ was a blast. cool performances esp. the ultra sexy cheerleaders performance and the ROFLMAO faggot performance by the rugby team. And the most digusting one, the guitar club's performance. yucks. speaking about CCA, i just joined a new one called FSV(film, sound and video) with 5 ppl frm my class. got no choice though since we all got no CCA. we were supposed to join editorial but the teacher i/c was on maternity leave so we turn to the most "enticing" one, the FSV.

xing long said we were treated as coolie and FSV could have been better known as coolie club. i agree lah. but i think we were treated as coolie because we were still newbs in those complicated gadgets which i have no bloody interest and cant help. but it was a real eyeopener because it was cool to play around with those sounds effects, just like how i tweak my guitar sounds on my amps. somehow, i still feel that the current members of the FSV treat the 5 of us as outcasts. haha, don't know maybe its just me.

hmm...i really wonder if anyone really check this blog out, since i have'nt blog for ages. who cares about this **** anyway. =S

i gtg. later./

i can't believe i'm typing this.
so many months of not blogging, i've decided to try my hands on it again.

since the day i've last post, tons of things happen. of course, life changed drastically for me at least. from the day i received my Os results to now when i am beginning to mug for my promos.

see how almost 1 year is coming to an end? fuck it. its happening too fast. whenever i think of how my As is going to start and end, i will start to ponder about me entering NS. I would shudder in contemplation. Soon, i will be 21 years old. Oh my god, i'm growing older now.

cjc is a fun place i must say. The environment is just right for me. There is this home class rule and we get to bond closely with the class. 1T31 is where i was assigned to. I have come to know that this class is filled with extremely hardworking and smart people, but at the same time having fun. What could i possibly expect?

leaving my good buddies in yj is such a pain. the most sincere friends that i have are all my 1st 3 mths friends. Especially, KIM WEE, Kairen and Kunal. Well, kunal in cj now. it was them that make the 1st 3 mths bearable. God, i missed them so much. and oh yes, how could i forget P09. the class filled with wacky and cool people, people that clicked so well with each other at the instant we met. too bad it was all over.

its 2.34am. at least right now as i finish this statement. its time for me to turn in then. wonder if anyone still check this blog once in a while. i doubt so. nobody blogs now except for a few. hmm..

later man.

for most of us, its only a short 2 and a half days break from our daily routine.
it was the break i have long anticipated.
Finally, no more waking up at 6am in the morning or listening to boring lecturers talking crap.
It was shortlived though.

YJC has this fantastic idea of organising xcountry run on lunar new year's eve. how nice.
...
the run started after some band performance and ridiculous martial arts display. i told them i wasnt from yjc, since i wasnt wearing the orientation tshirt. I met up with kim wee and waited for kairen to change out shirt. So we 3 big slackers walked all the way, just to get the dumb chop.
then it all ended.

It was the most boring CNY i ever had in 16 years. Besides listening to the constant bickering from the adults, i had nothing better to do. I was watching those kids playing among themselves, how nice it cld be if i was a child like them. Carefree, no homework, no school. Life would be great then.

Day 2 was much better but nevertheless it was still boring. Finally, there's a guitar in the hse. But din touch it for long before my cousins invited me to gamble. bad luck all the way, cant believe i lost almost all my money. They were playing this betting horse game. If you win, u get all the money of other players and triple from the banker. So i thought it must be damn easy to win, so i showed hand. Ugh, i lost all and i have to play triple to the banker.

watched I do I do with my uncle's family. So funny, but Jack is getting more boring.
It was late after the movie. So i decided to pon sch the next day. So now i have 1 day week. Cheers! No, should be 1.5 days week.

I have watched many MVs such as Slayer, Alter Bridge, Red hot chilli peppers, Eagles etc. but none caught my eye except one band. METALLICA! I think they're the best, no one can beat their way of jamming a song. The S&M version of Nothing Else Matters is really damn cool. Fag, if only i could play like them.

ok, i think thats all.

another new entry, another new month into a screwed up year.
my days are numbered
everyone's making me worried about my Os results.
they were saying that they were confident of getting below 16 pts.
i dont even have the confidence of getting that 20 pts and below.

i could still remember my geog elect paper. i cld'nt believe i was dreaming.
so i had 15 mins left to do the remaining 2 parts qns. each consists of 8 marks.
then it was physics. i took 30 mins to do the logic gates qns. then all i left was 5 mins to do the either/or qns. I could have chosen the OR, coz it was much much easier. But i dint give a damn since i only have 5 mins left.

now, i dont want to blog about my school life.
i felt stupid everytime i read my past entries.
its about how i protest school life, how bad it was, how screwed up the ppl were.
ok..
now i got nth to blog.
forgive me. im a boring person.

how come the petition for friday(11/02/05) to be a holiday wasnt successful? damn.

today's another slack day.
skipped every single lectures except for GP.
Why?
Coz there's a movie. And its rather boring since i watched that movie(Day After Tomorrow) twice.

today started off as usual. I was early by a minute.
miss aisha came up to me with a pissed look and said she wanted to see me. So i thought its probably the MCs i owned her.
But instead, she was telling me that i wasnt standing at attention during morning assembly.
-.-''

i started my day at the basketball court. with a few of my grpmates. I wasnt that enthusiastic since the sun was pretty hot and i din want to sweat. So i just stood there, and just attempt a few shots whenever i had the chance to hold the ball.
and oh so sorry to shiping who got 'injured' during the game. HAHAH. it was wai kiat who hit the ball at your eyes. hah!

then it was stoning period at the piano area. this time serene din play the piano. It was some pro playing it. Rather soothing. then melissa has this brilliant idea. in order to kill time, we decided to play a childish game. We were supposed to play sisscors paper stones. Crap, the person who lost shall be whacked. IT was damn painful ok. Then we rotated among ourselves. quite fun lah, although very embarassing, but it was to kill time anyway.

i have a damn hilarious grpmate. He's a bloody faggot(my first time seeing one). He mimics the way a pregnant woman walks and behave. It was so disgusting. Then he decided to display his opera 'skills'. Imagine a guy trying to do a high pitch voice and sounds like a faggot doing it.

next week, we will be assigned to a new class. I have to start making new friends all over again. Being the anti-social me, i wont be so happy about it. Being in a permanent class would mean i cldnt skip any more lectures and that will suck alot.

sian

hi all,
i dont know how to start this. But its another screwed up entry.
i guess thats how i'm going to start.
bryan said my entry are kind of sad.
what?!?
Sad? Ok, this time i write about happy stuffs ok?
ponders
......















wait. they arent any happy stuffs(stuffs that are real DAMN happy. yeah..if stuffs can smile)

my orientation grp kick ass in some way or another. But its just that i dont get the content of it.
I know faces but not the names. Worst, my group did'nt know my existence either.
Why?
Because i am so anti-social and quiet that i'm always not with the group.
well, nvm.
there's still KUNAL.
But fuck! He's leaving college and joining the red cross. Now i'm alone. SCREW IT.
nvm. there's darrenn eng. OH yah, i just remembered. He has michelle, so im still alone. there's jing sheng, but who the fuck is jing sheng. He's from sji but i dont know him. I cant find clifton in school. Ahh, im alone on my own.
Lets look at this in a positive way. Maybe they want me to interact with my group?


lectures start so soon. I believe yjc is the only college that starts lectures on the 3rd day of school. Its kind of boring and uncomfortable. I can't doze off, like what i always do in my good ol' classroom back at sji. Occasionally, the lecturers would ask volunteers to go up and solve problems. Lucky i wasnt called upon yet.

2 weeks of lectures and tutorials, i concluded that jc life is not fit for me. I'm considering a poly route. I dont know, i'll decide later.

heheh. now i got contacts of my groupmates. And because of these friendster thing, they know my existence(hehehe!). Welldone oh yeah btw, thanks to kairen. Being in a mixed school is still so wierd, nvm i will adapt to it.

gathering of the good ol' mates. HAHA. calling all 09s and SJI people. 1pm at city hall mrt(though i will b late). Having some big lunch thing. wonder if its possible since we have such a big group. Hope everyone turns up.

finally, last day of orientation ended.
unfortunately, i ponned the last day of orientation.
so sian.
i really miss sji man.
once a josephian, always a josephian.
u can take the person out of sji, but not the sji out of the person.

yjc sucks sia.
school look as if its run down. look totally different from the brochure they gave us back in sji.
but one good thing is, they dont have strict rules like cant use handphones. We can even talk with our mobile phones in the library.

hai. lectures already started 3 days ago. we had homework on the 3rd day of school. Wah, that sucks. Our school ends quite late too, around 4pm. Wahh, this is dumb, i want to get out of this dumb shit school.

just when kunal hse and saw him played the guitar. I really need to worship him. He plays metallica like so nice man. When i first saw him played at school, i came back and hang around with it for everyday. So that at least i can play something nice when i go to trial for guitar club.

seriously, if anyone can play better than kunal, i will sure worship him/her.

hi all,
i know this is a crude way of starting my first entry of the year but nevertheless it's for some laughs.

HOKKIEN SWEARING 101



Hong Gan: Get fucked!

Kgum Lan: Whatever the hell for? (lit. Suck balls)

Tio Gan: Being fucked

Sio Gan: Fucking

Bo Ji / Bo Lum Pa: No balls

Lan Jiao Lang: Cock person (Jerk / Bastard)

Kena sai: Disgraced! (lit. to be stained by shit)

Chee Bye Chwee: Pussy mouth

Hah? Hah Lum Par!: Huh? Huh, testicles!

Kan Nin Nia/Bu: Fuck your mum

Gan Nin Lao Pei: Fuck your dad

Lin Nia eh...!: Your mum's...!

Lan Jiao Wei: Nonsense! (lit. Cock story)

Lan Sai Wei: Nonsense! (lit. Cock shit story)

Lan Sai Bin: Cock shit face

Chow Ter Bye: Foul pig's pussy

Chow Lang: Foul Person

Hao lian: An extremely vain person

Chee Bye Kia: Pussy child (Jerk, Bastard)

Lum Pa Jeng: Swollen Balls (Exhausted)

Chee Hong: A man who always socializes with ladies

Neh Neh Pok: Breast

Neh Ji: Nipple

Png Tang: Good for nothing (lit. Rice bucket)

Char Tow: Blockhead

How Dai: Foolish

Swey: Unlucky

Bo Lor Yeong: No road to use (Useless)

Bo Bei Chow: No horse run (Unbeatable)

Tei Mia: Short life (Cursing one to an early death)

Pua Pbee: Sickly (Damning someone)

Gong Kia:Stupid child

Kei Kiang: Faking Cleverness (Smart alec)

Gow: Faking Cleverness (Smart alec)

Hao Lian: Proud, Boastful

Lau Kau: Monkey

Si Bak Kau: Four-eyed monkey (Person with glasses)

Seow Kow: Mad dog

Seow Lang: Mad person

Guey: Chicken (Prostitute)

Pua Chu Teng: Broken Roof (Partially bald person)

Low Kui: Embarrass

Sia Suay: Disgrace

Jzao Sai: To be unfaithful

Pah Cheow Bak: Shoot bird eyes (cross-eyed)

Bak Jiu Gkor Sai: Eyes smeared with shit (Bad taste)

Low Lan: Arrogant (lit. Droopy Balls)

Sia Lan: Rude and arrogant

Siao Liao: Expression for dismay, resignation

Siam: Get out of the way

Gei Seow: Feign ignorance

Jzao Gka Bei Tit: Run until tail strait (Run and flee like hell)

See Kwee Kia: Damned Demon Child (Naughty kid)

See Ghin Na: Damn Child

Hao Lum Bin: Sour and unhappy face

Kow Bei Kow Bu: Cry father, cry mother (Making noise)

Ke Chia: Die! (lit. Up the lorry)

Kan ni lao bu chow chee: bye Fuck your mother's smelly cunt

Ki sai: Go to hell (lit: go shit)

Jiak Pah Bo Sai Pang: Walk unknown road (To make a lousy decision)

Kin Jio Kia:A Chinese who wishes to be a Caucasian (lit. Banana kid)

Jiak Gan Tang: A Chinese who speak English as their 1st language (lit. Eat potato)

Bak Jiu Tah Stamp: Stamps pasted over eyes (Bad taste; careless)

Wah Biang / Lau / Liu / Lan / Kao / Korh: Expressions of surprise, disbelief, anger, etc.

Mm Jai See: Recklessness (lit. Don't know death)

Jzoh Gui Tow: A troublemaker (lit. Be leader of Ghost)


Cheers! =D

I am making an offer to anyone who is interested in buying an original Battlefield1942 cd.
The set includes 2 dics, and paper packs. It comes with a brand new cd key. All for 39.90. Since it does'nt include a box and a mannual guide, the price is reduced from 49.90. We can discuss the price, selling as low as 20 dollars(minimum).

***
christmas is a joyous occasion. Everyone can feel it everywhere in town. Yes, people spraying those things at you when you walk pass them. Thats pretty dumb, but who cares? It happens only once a year.

well so my friend kzh happened to introduce me some xmas job, promising great pay between 100 to 150. So we were kind of attracted to it. The interview went smoothly and then xmas eve came. Teamed up with 3 strangers, we made our way out of the office, carrying bags containing light sticks, reindeer hats, sprays and poppers. What happened next is totally dumb. We got rivals all around us. They sell better and more attractive products than us. Every corner of the streets were filled with them. We were stretched out thin.

The price we were supposed to sell was totally dumb too. 3 cans of sprays for 10 bucks. Bloody hell, who wants to buy? Our rivals selling 5 cans for 10 bucks. 1 light stick costs 2 bucks. -.-'' . So we made deals with customers and we took the initiative to slash the price. The boss wasnt happy, his face looks like he was about to burst. Because of what we did, the second round of sales was getting better. Why? Boss finally agree to change the price.

I did'nt know our sales is illegal. Chased away my policemen and running away. But Boss said that there are no more licence to apply for this kind of sales. How dumb can it be.

So after the really pathetic countdown, we finally sat down at the carpark. It was 2 hours to our freedom. There we sat down, stoning. But people recognise us, they keep coming to us, buying the sprays from us. The sprays quality sucks, compared to our rivals. I'm glad there are many kind souls there to help us. Esp., the group of bengs and lians. They kept coming back for more, so we happily took their money. Sitting down beside us, is the some tourists from god-knows-where. They are'nt Singaporean. You know how i know? They emptied all their singapore currency and gave it to us. That was when i realise, they were'nt singaporean.

ok 8 hours of dumb work. 6pm to 2am. we did only 80 plus dollars in sales. We set our goals before. 180 bucks for the sales. But what happened? 2am..2am, sharp. we reported back to our gathering point. We expect everyone to arrive but it was damn empty. We realise they left us without informing us to come back. What the hell. So we walk quite a distance just to hail a bloody taxi. Lucky they were kind enough to pay for us the fare. That's pretty good i suppose.

Next day, we went and collect our pay. I spent 45 mins travelling from Bukit Gombak to Bugis. Big deal? Probably not. Still suffering from the fatigue i had during the sales, we went into the office. It still looked like a cheaters' den.

"42.50 in total for the both of you"

I was -.-'' . 42.50 divide 2. You do the math. Our transport allowance is included. So imagine, our share minus 10 bucks. Thats our pay for 8 hours selling dumb things. So i turned to my friend, who is as -.-'' as me and said, "Thanks buddy. I really appretiate that you introduce me that job."

***

The last week of holidays starts when i end this post. I've got nothing to do. No work, no money. Why no money? After getting my pay, i spend everything that is in my wallet to buy a WW2 collection game set. (thats why i have 2 copies of bf now). The money in my wallet is not enough too. So i had to borrow money from kzh. How pathetic.
New year's eve is coming again. The same carnage is going to happen. Well, what can i say? I have the money to enjoy new year's eve and not the money to go back home. -.-'' . So we will see how.

from Dec 04 till now, everyday is so damn boring.
work everyday and now im sacked from my work.
well, i still have alternate days work.
im having a xmas job from 6pm onwards on 24th Dec.
Buy from me, or i wont have pay. since this job is on performance basis plus it ends at 2am, still need pay 10 bucks for transportation. -.-''

finally, i got myself a damn good computer.(well for me)
those games i cant play, can be played now.
but sadly all pirated except for bf1942.
initially i thought halflife 2 and CS:Source sucks.
But after going to naraen house and actually saw it being played, i want to buy it sia.
If only i have the game earlier. Go and buy, damn nice

For those gamers whos damn siao about WW2 FPS game,
try Call of Duty and its expansion pack, United Offensive

America's Army(recently there is a singapore community and singapore's server. Singapore server = little latency) Download Americas Army v2.2 for free(750MB) at www.americasarmy.com

Battlefield 1942. Join ClanDarkForce. http://www.df-sg.tk Those looking for singapore server in BF1942, go to www.pagn.net to check out the IP.

Medal of Honour Battlechest. These set includes Medal of Honour Allied Assault, Medal of Honour Spearhead and Breakthrough.

Medal of Honour Pacific Assault (MUST BUY). Very High requirements but its a damn bloody excellent game

Half Life 2 and Cs: Source. Im going to buy this game. Not only the whole damn interface change, the realism changes too. Like the CS:Source, realism really rock the game. It looks like an American Army Game interface but its damn bloody cool.

Oh yeah. I went to sim lim square to look at the games there. One game really caught my eye. Its not FPS, its RTS. Lord of The Rings: battle of the middle earth. DAMN cool. I recommend you the shop. Its at 05-78 Iec Drome, sim lim square. they sell quite standard price lah but there got all kinds of game and softwares.

=|

hey frois,
im too caught up with the games i bought recently. so i totally lost touch with blogging.
blogging no fun.
yes, i will try to msg u my number.

my comp finally crashed.
bryan's too.
he managed to convince her mom and im in the process.
if i get a new comp, with a sexy graphics card like the ATI radeon 9800, HAH!
btw, im using comp in my mum's working place.

we should actually organise a lunch gathering for our class or not must wait 10 years leh. well according to frois, seoul gardens seems to be the best place. depends on how much, im having serious cash problems.

sian ah. went for 2 job interviews, till now haven call me yet. -.-'' so in the end, work at my mom's place lor. can slack and use comp plus can get salary. how good can that be?

having a primary sch gathering next week. don't know should go or not. i go dere also sian.


SIAN.

finally i've got a good night sleep yesterday.
Sleeping at 3 plus am and waking up couple of hours later to go out with my friends.

O's ended. Somehow, i don't feel any overwhelmed happiness or excitment. Maybe i did'nt put in any effort at all. I felt that i've put in more effort in my prelims than in my Os. Countless times, i made small mistakes which i will regret later on. Well, Os ended as soon as it started and i think i would'nt go too nostalgic over it.

***

ah crap. My computer is so ancient. I could'nt play most of the latest games. I bought 'call of duty' with clement on sunday. After waiting for an hour, my fucking computer sounded a depressing warning alarm. "Your graphics card does not meet the minimum requirements"

"WHAM!"

I slammed my hands on the table, furious that after waiting for an hour, my pathetic pc screw it up. My family is too poor to afford a computer anyway. I've got to find a solution to this.

I browsed through funan center with Naraen, winston and feymun yesterday. Enduring the sharp pain from the blisters in my right foot, i walked on with them. It was my first trip to Funan center. The hardwares displayed there seemed so alien to me. I've never seen so many computer hardwares in my life before. No doubt, i was not too sure what i was looking at.

Shops after shops, we went in and out. I was looking around while winston was looking for his joystick. One sound system caught my eye and that fucking thing costs $985. Ah forget it, im not buying it. I gave up looking for hardwares and decided to try out the XbOx. It was displayed at every floor. I saw Halo 2, it was so cool. The game context and the graphics are sure to blow me away. But looking at the price, i looked away with a heavy heart.
So winston did'nt find this joystick and i did'nt make any progress looking at hardwares. So everyone's sad.

Caught two movies recently. 'SAW' is a phsyco cum thriller which is so different compared to those boring, mediocre thriller u watched on channel 5 or i. Im not saying all thrillers are boring but most of the time you can correctly guessed what's going to happen next, right? SAW does'nt. In fact, it tricked you. Go watch it, im sure u'll like it.

Incredibles. Those adorable animation will sure win the hearts of many primary school kids and sometimes maybe adults. And i'm darn sure you know who will win when the movie ends. The superheros have to win! The movie's supposed to be marketed in a way that kids would'nt have the wrong impression.
No?
Maybe i am being biased here.
On the other hand, the show is giving movie-goers a good laugh for a couple of hours. 6.50 for this movie is not too bad but a 7.50 for this isn't worth it.

I shall go and shoot cybersoilders. Thats the pleasurable thing i could do now. I'm downloading maplestory later, not sure whether its nice. It seems that everyone is addicted to it.

=|

Before blogging on my stuffs.
I think it is appropriate for me to apologize to tag-board spammers and the potentials.
This is your apology. _|_ _|_ (if you don't know what this means, you can shove it)
I guess you're happy huh?

I can't wait.
Its three(3) days more before exams are over.
I just can't wait. Imagine the time i could stay in town, play lan in the morning, watch movie the next and play pool to end the day.
Winston decided to organise a lan party(for those who are committed to play Battlefield). It should be played for real, like in terms of money. =D Well, its just a suggestion.
ANyone interested? After the PAE exercise?

My mom got me a job for the month of December. Hopefully i can earn enough to buy myself a new computer. How much can i earn in just 1 month? ponders.
Shourav msged me to be his "working-out" buddy. He wants to lose 12 kg in December. Well, he's crazy. He wants to run from newton to toapayoh and then work out in the gym. I can bet that we would be tired out when we reached the gym.

Damnit, hell lot of activities coming up after the exams. I really cannot wait.

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http://bitchpartner.blogspot.com/
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alright.
i admit defeat.
Whats this? empty promises!
Well, just let me take a break man.
Nono, i won't come online till 19th Nov.

emaths paper2 was such a breeze. hope it can pull my paper 1 up
coz paper 1 was really horrendous.

for the past papers in school...
i always hear people saying, "aiyah neighbourhood school ppl so stupid how can they do better than us? sure will lower the national standard one lah" and other related comments.
I felt extremely pissed hearing it.
why...why do people(including me) like to generalise others?
Arrogance.
They think they are so smart?
What about those students from neighbourhood schools who can come to independent schools but chose not to because its either too far or too expensive? Are they stupid and dumb too?
Just because their school has long and valued history or belonged to the independent schools category, does'nt mean they are smarter than students in neighbourhood schools. But so sad, its the influence that caused this generalisation.
well..

another thing.
i hate it..
when i see girls
acting cute when they walk.
Its so fucking disgusting.
Their wierd or their so called "cute" posture are so stupid, adding on is their face expression. It really irks me.
I think its okay when girls act cute infront of their close friends or their loved ones or whatever, but walking too?
Thats disgusting.

blogger is extremely screw up lah.
i think i am changing the host.

this week i took half of my Os already.
It was'nt that fantastic.
shit lah.
even emaths so simple i can screw up.
Fortunately, i still have amaths to save my ass.

9 days of break after emaths paper 2 is the time i am going to redeem myself.
my last chance.
so i think this is my last post and my last time im coming online.
when Os finish,
i just can't wait to go back to my gaming sheldule again.

i can't...i can't see myself falling into some black hole, unable to get up. Lost in that world, humiliated.
What is this?
Humanities.
one of my better subjects. I screw it up. That a1 and a2 is just gone.
fuck it
Maybe i did'nt study much or its just me.
Why...why?

I find this article very amusing.
****

Minister Mentor Lee proves he can reach out to today’s youth with the release of a hip-hop rap album, under his stage name, Em’n’em.

“Some people have suggested that I am increasingly out of touch with the aspirations of the young people of today,” said Mr. Lee, who was recently bestowed the title of ‘Minister Mentor’ after the handover of the Prime Ministership to his son. “So I gotta knuckle up and prove to these niggaz that there ain’t no diggety that me and my homies, we still be down wid it an’ shit, you know what I’m sayin’, son?”

The album, “My Name Is (MM Lee)” is the first hip-hop album to be made compulsorily examinable for the GCE ‘O’ Levels, and its first single, “The Real MM Lee”, has been hailed by the State’s Times music reviewer as “more chillin’ than the air-con at Whitley Road Detention Centre.”

For our readers’ edification, we are pleased to excerpt some lyrics:

THE REAL MM LEE
Em’n’em’ (Temasek Records, 2004)

Hi! My name is... (what?) My name is... (who?)
My name is... {scratches} Harry Lee
Hi! My name is... (huh?) My name is... (what?)
But call me... {scratches} MM Lee!
Ahem. Excuse me!
Can I have the attention of the class for o­ne second?

May I have your attention please?
May I have your attention please?
For MM Lee will you please stand up?
I repeat, for MM Lee, will you please stand up?
Or else you’re gonna have a problem here...

Y'all act like you never seen a minister mentor before
But I been here for years, in this city of Singapore
Which I’m gonna rule till I’m a hundred and four or more
I’m gonna make a prediction, that whether or not there’s an election (Ahh!)
I’m going to return just like before
Hey, wait, no way, don’t ji seow me
He didn’t just say that, did he?
What about his son Little PM Lee? So what about him?
Who’s your daddy? I said, who’s your daddy? (Ha ha!)
Your daddy - he’s Em’n’em! (Chigga chigga chigga)
Harry Lee, you can’t eject me
Look at me, walkin’ around, grabbin’ them votes
Suin’ the pants of you-know-who!
Yeah, and you could be next too!
Some folks, they say they don’t like my views
But so what? It’s your citizen’s right to choose
And you folks, you just refuse to let me lose
So you ain’t got no right to sing the blues
My ass is o­n your lips, my ass is o­n your lips
So pucker up and give me a big wet kiss
That’s the message I want to deliver to all you kids
In my hood, the game’s played like this
Of course you all know that’s how it is
By the time you hit Sec 4
And you want cash to go to the department store
You know you got to play my game, if you want more of the same
It’s all planned out for you like a blueprint
You better listen close and get the hint
Follow it, or your face will bear my shoeprint (Owww!)
Careful now, don’t be tempted to rock the boat
You don’t want someone to come slit your throat
I don’t mean to brag
But all you niggaz be flyin’ my flag

Chorus:

‘Cause I’m Harry Lee,
Yes, I’m the real Lee
All the MPs, they’re just imitatin’
So for me, ol’ MM Lee, won’t you please stand up
Please stand up!
Please stand up!
Don’t you dare say I’m shady
Because I’m si beh steady
So for me, ol’ MM Lee, won’t you please stand up
Please stand up!
Please stand up!

Etc.

© TalkingCock.Com

i went for my tuition this morning.
a lesson that i won't forget.

They say Singaporeans are always commended because they can SPEAK well in English. However, caucasians such as Americans or Australians have a difficult time understanding Singaporeans.
Why?
Since Singaporeans can speak well in English, then why is it that caucasians can't understand us?

Let me ask you a question.

Why are you late for school?
So simple right? HOW THE FUCK can i get it wrong?
Think of an answer.
NOW.
































Does your answer includes any of these?
1. It was raining
2. I overslept
or related reasons.

A typical Singaporean will usually respond with such answers. 9/10 of Singaporeans usually do that. No, thats not speculation. Next time try it on your friends and compare the results. Students answering these questions usually think their answers are correct and at the same time assuming they had answered the teacher's question.

BUT....

"So what?!?"
So what if its raining? Have you answered my question?
No you have'nt!



Look closely at the question again.
Read: Why are you late?


Wheres the damn link? It can be raining but it does'nt mean that you have to be late.
It is raining but there's no traffic jam. I can still reach school in time.
Yes, so what if its raining?

The answer, "It was raining" sounds perfect to a question that asked, "What was the weather like?" Isn't it?

Hmm, confused? Yes, i am very confused too.

But as my tuition teacher goes on, i realise that whenever we say simple answers, our answers contradicts with our mind. There isn't a link in our answers. You can't expect people to make a link from inference by listening to your answer and that's why some people just don't understand us, Singaporeans.

Lets compare another answer.
"I was caught in a rain"
What does that answer tells you?
It was raining and i am stuck in it and hence i could'nt reach school in time.

Look at the original answer again.
"It was raining"
Yes, it was raining cats and dogs.
But how did the damn rain delayed you then?
Now thats a missing link.


****

Ok here are some interesting Q & A for you to figure out.

Student: Can i go to the toilet?
Teacher: Yes of course you can. But you may not.

Girlfriend(grinning): Will you please buy me that diamond ring?
Boyfriend has no choice but to buy for her. Because the way his girlfriend asked him left him with no choice.


=|

I want you to stand up from the computer seat you
are almost certainly sitting in.
If your in a public area, this may make you look
stupid but I am demanding this of you.
Ok.
How did that feel? Feel any twinges, aches,
cramps, strain or tiredness?
You probably did. Now sit down. There it is again.
Strech your fingers out as far as they will go and
then contract them. Repeat.
You can really feel the strain and cracking there
can't you?
What's my point?
The Human body is one of the most self-mutilating
feeble things. It is the weakness of mankind!

Everyone gets injuries. Even if you don't play
proffesional sport - before you hit 20 you will
almost certainly have some sort of debilitating
injury. Whether it be a broken arm/leg or an
ingrowing toe-nail - its annoying and it reveals the
human bodies feebleness. And it's not because
we are agressive, clusmsy but because we are
weak. About as weak as my mobile signal when I
actually need to call someone. We all need to
toughen up.

So - what do I propose we do about this? Weak
and feeble men are normally described
as "SPINELESS". This should not be the case. I
believe if we didn't have a spine - and were
spineless - we would be much better off. back
injuries are the most common debiliating injury
world wide. You remove our spine suddenly our
key and crucial weakness is removed. Obviously,
i understand we inherit the problems of lack of
movement and adopt a sort of jelly consistency
meaning we all look like collapsed tents. So,
instead I suggest that each person has a custom
build spine of solid steel. Think of the advantages.
Think of the INDESTRUCTABILITY! If someone
comes up to you and sledgehammers you in the
back - you probably wont feel a thing
(please don't try that at home kiddies)

How else can we "toughen up" our species? Well
another key problem is our faces. Yes, 62.6% are
hideously ugly,
but this is not the problem. Instead, they are poorly
constrcted and supported.
I want you to poke your face. Go on. Not too hard
but poke anywhere on your face. (please avoid
the eyes)
(chrisafi can take no responsibilty for any
injuries/deaths caused by your actions)

Even a poke is uncomfortable - and if you hit your
face really hard, you would break something(s)
and it would
probably REALLY REALLY hurt. And you'd
become on of those 62.6% (if you weren't there
already)
(please note - chrisafi cannot ensure nor promise
hitting your face really hard will make you ugly but
will give it his best shot should you fail)

So again - what can we do? We don't want to
cover up our faces do we? Maybe if they are ugly -
buy they are what
make us unique. So, I propose we all wear
Astronaught helmets - ALL THE TIME.
Oh yes. I'd like to see you damage your head now.
3 inch glass is a very good shock absorber.
Although there are
saftey risks which I have been informed of
(something about air - bah), I believe we can
make this work

So join me - in enhancing the human body for
years to come. Together we can be indestructable
(please note - chrisafi cannot ensure your
immortalitly should you agree to join his cause)

By Chrisafi.
(taken from a forum
http://htbdf.ipbhost.com/index.php?
showtopic=2759)

ok. i ripped the entire blog layout from jacky's website.
including the music.
hah!

alright its getting late.
i'll blog tomorrow.

i took this from friendster.

If A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q
R S T U V W X Y Z

Is equal to

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12
13 14 15 16 17
18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26


Then
Hardwork=H+A+R+D+W+O+R+K
= 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11
= 98% only


Knowledge=K+N+O+W+L+E+D+G+
E
= 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5
= 96%
only


Love=L+O+V+E
=12+15+22+5
=54%


Luck =L+U+C+K
= 12+21+3+11
= 47%
(don't most of us think that this is the most important?)



Then what makes 100% Is it
Money? ..... No
Leadership? ...... NO


Every problem has a solution, only if
we perhaps change our attitude.

To go to the top, to that 100%

what we really need to go further.....
a
bit more.......

Attitude=A+T+T+I+T+U+D+E
=1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5
= 100%

We meet on-line to have a great time....
We laugh and we giggle and smile at
our
screens,
We sit back and wonder what this all
means.

We surf the Web, we travel afar,
We span thousands of mile without a
car.
We watch conversations flowing on the
screen,
We tell jokes and stories and know what
they mean.

What are we looking for? Where's the
attraction?
How can we do this and get
satisfaction?
Who are we? Why are we here?

We are "the Circle of Friends", made
from a chain.
And we're here because friendship is
what we gain!
Born on-line formed by few,
We had no idea just what to do.

So we are linking our pages, first one
then two,
And wonder where we'll end up when we
are through?
The Circle will spread, like a wild vine,
It will breathe and whisper like the
winds of time.

We are the Circle of Friends, made from
a chain.

whoever it is,
please.
grow up. you are just making a fool of yourself here.
Even if you hated me, so what?
We graduated, we won't see each other again.
Would i even care if you hated me?
I thank you for your comments as you made my blog even more interesting.
Look, your comments isn't affecting me. mofo.
how much do you know jz?
Im his close-friend for 4 good years, though we had unresolved dispute.
But we went through shit together, and i know he's someone who's very mature. He has integrity unlike some people.
Unless im wrong at this...

***

+[Self Destruction Part 2]+

we livin life in modern jahiliah
all blurry like we have myopia
now, drugs the fad like in colombia
girls exposing skin, where's gymnophobia?

the thing is, we're self-destructing
sins rise high, it's almost erupting
people sin with all their might
we're all choosing wrong from right

I trust that God hear all our prayers
But we talk like walking tape recorder
Trivial fault of others we hate.
But what about major ones we did?

this track spells rude awakening
for those who spent their life idling
not aware that afterlife be waiting
it just reflects our own upbringing

from friends & co.

Ok, i ripped this from friendster. =D

The Top 10 Reasons Why It Sucks To Be A Dick


10. You've got a hole in your head.
9. Your master strangles you all the time.
8. Your head is disproportionate to the rest of
your body.
7. You shrink in cold water.
6. You never get a haircut.
5. You always hang around with 2 nuts.
4. Your closest neighbor is an asshole.
3. Your best friend is a pussy.
2. Your scalp gets cut off if you're Jewish.

And the number one reason why it sucks to be a
dick:

1. Everytime you get excited, you throw up.

I'd like to share with you a small comic strip which i took it from someone's blog.



I saw from the newspapers that they are making it a serious crime for home users who downloaded stuffs from kazaa.
Arghh!
No more music and videos.
But there's always alternatives.
=)

If you plan to use the tagboard to insult me with your senseless insults, well go ahead. Stupid senseless comments people make on tagboards don't mean anything. Since it turns you on everytime you come up with something that you think I might give a damn about, then go ahead. Thats if it makes your day. Whatever rocks you on. Because if your life revolves around siting infront of your PC all day trying to justify your existance by having people acknowledge your lack of intelligence, then be my guest. Its the INTERNET for god sakes. There has to be something to be something else you'd rather be doing then coming back here day after day.

If you're going to take this personally you can shove it. It's just me bitching about how dumbfucked people can get. Your apology is right here. _|_ _|_ .

=|

SELF DESTRUCTION PART 1

you know live's a bitch
when you fucked up your day and have someone else to blame.
you know live's a bitch
when you don't know what to do in loneliness.
you know live's a bitch
when you study about diplomacy and deterrence and it doesn't apply to your life unless you do politics.
you know live's a bitch
when you begin to screw up cover songs when you jammed.
you know live's a bitch
when you spend $9 on Sampoerna Menthol every Friday.
you know live's a bitch
when your Sampoerna Menthol finished by Sunday.
you know live's a bitch
when a poem turns into nasty rantings like mine.

from friends & co.

Phantom Planet - California

We've been on the run
Driving in the sun
Looking out for #1
California here we come
Right back where we started from

Hustlers grab your guns
Your shadow weighs a ton
Driving down the 101
California here we come
Right back where we started from

California!
Here we come!

On the stereo
Listen as we go
Nothing's gonna stop me now
California here we come
Right back where we started from
Pedal to the floor
Thinkin' of the roar
Gotta get us to the show
California here we come
Right back where we started from

California!
Here we come!

1. you grew up watching He-man,
MASK,Transformers, Silver
hawk ,Mickey Mouse, Ninja turtles, My Little
Pony
and Smurfs too.

2. You grew up brushing your teeth with a mug
in
Primary school during.You will squat by a drain
with all ur classmates beside u,& brush your
teeth
with a coloured mug.The teachers said u must
brush each side 10 times too.

3.You pay 40 cents for Chocolate or
Strawberry
MILK every week in class.

4.You find your friends with pagers and hp cool
in
Sec school.

5. Envelopes given to us to donate to Sharity
Elephant every Children's Day .

6. You've probably read Young Generation
magazine.u know who's Vinny the little vampire
and Acai the constable.

7. u were there when they 1st introduced MRT.
u
went for the first ride with ur parents & u would
kneel on the seat to see e scenery.

8.Movie tickets used to cost only $3.50.

9. u longed to buy tibits called Kaka(20 cents
per
pack),& Ding Dang(50 cents per box), that had
a
toy in it & it changes every wk,not forgetting
the 15
cents animal crackers and the ring pop, where
e
lollipop is the diamond on the ring.

10. u watched TV2(also known as Ch 10)
cartoons because Ch 5 nv had enough
cartoons
for u.

11. Hardy Boys, Nancy Drew,e 3 Investigators,
Famous 5 & Secret 7 are probably the thickest
story books you ever thought you have read.
Even
Sweet Valley High and Malory Towers.

12.The most vulgar thing you said was asshole
&
idiot .THE MOST EXTREME WAS 'super
white'...

13. Your English workbooks was made of some
damn poor quality paper that was smooth &
yellow.

14. Waterbottles were slinged around your
neck
and a must everywhere u go.

15. Teng-teng, batu lesung, chapteh, hentam
bola
and zero point were all the rage with the girls
&boys too..

16.Who can forget Ahmad, Bala, Sumei and
John,
eternalized in our minds from the
textbooks.Miss
Lala & Zaki and Tini in Malay textbooks.

17.We carry out experiments of our own to get
ourself badges for being a Young
Zoologist/Botanist etc.

18.Every children's day& national day u either
get
pins or pens with 'HappyChildren's Day 1993'
or
dumbfiles with Happy National Day1994'.

19.We wear BM2000, BATA, or Pallas shoes.

20.You went to school in slippers & raincoat
when
it rained, & you find a dry spot in the school to
sit
down, dry your feet, &wear your dry and warm
socks and shoes.

21.Autograph books were loaded with "Best
Wishes", "Forget Me Not", &small poems
like "Bird fly high, hard to catch.Friend like
you, hard to forget".

22.Class monitors & prefects loved to say "You
talk somemore, I write your name ah!"

23.When bullied by friends..we tend to
say.."Teacher,u see he take my pencil"..

24. You brought every single book to school,
even
though there was one thing called the timetable.

Ex-Josephians!!

geez.
we ARE finally ex-josephians.

The sec 4 farewell and paraliturgy went on.
i dreaded it cos' it had to last till 12.30pm and this will reduce the time im going to play in lan later on.
well, the event was touching.
I took this time to apologize to whoever i had offended except for a few whom i think don't deserve it.
......
we organised a lan party.
around 11 to 12 people.
it was the biggest.
went to cineleisure, played the whole afternoon away.
damn it, our happiness was shortlived.
we were robbed too....
8.50 for 3.5 hrs.
egad!

till then,
and 10 years later from now. we would see each other again. friend of foe, its always good to meet up again.
how about a time capsule?

=|

Finally,
tomorrow's our last day in SJI.
Aww...so sad.

How sad you know.
Last day of proper lessons,
people still fight violently.
What can i say?

Anyway,
It's so funny.
I find myself tangled up in this mess between certain people.
This group of people(victims of my ranting in this blog in the last 5 posts) decided to screw each other up even till the last day.
A screw B, den B screw C but at the same time screw A. Then D comes into the picture and screw everyone...
The list goes on and on.
Living proof of yours truly validity.
Hyprocrites prevails....
even till their last.
Its so risky to blog what is happening or whatever crap and senseless conspiracy is going on.
If these <> were to be revealed in yours truly blog,
things won't be so pleasant tomorrow.
So i shall just end here.

Oh by the way,
have you people heard about Eminem's controversial music video, Just Lose It?
I find it amusing.
You people should download it.

i just deleted the latest entry.
It was too explicit.
I splurred out everything i had in mind at that momment.
But it seems, that it went too much.
Well, at least i have some remorse of what i write and think. Unlike the master of 2 dogs.

IT'S ABOUT YOU

what a boring day, isn't it?
School's sucks, especially with dogs in the class.

It seems that no one in the class can be trusted.
Even the closest.
Things have to turn out this way and they blamed me.
tsk.
Everything won't have happened if so and so don't do this.
Both sides are in the wrong and they insist that i started this.
Well,
on the contrary, i did confront him.
But they don't realise that i won't have confronted him without a damn reason.
Fucking mofos.

That mofo, Yu hsien.
Just think that they are right and i am wrong.
Holy shit.
In the first place, he's exagerating things so badly.
Giving his point of views that he actually heard something out of Shawn.
Its the conscience lah.
It goes to the original point. He classify me into his "attitude sucks" people and pinpointed me that i am in the wrong.
What the Fuck.
Yu Hsien wake up lah. That master is trying to brain wash you.
He's cunning remember?
And look what happened to the dogs?

I am stranded.
For goodness sake, i am really stranded.
Days later, its our farewell day. I read winston's blog and i agree with him.
We shan't hate anybody now. Its useless.
What's the point of hating that fuck face?
After all, he gained nothing but happiness.
Its easy to say but difficult to put it into action.
Ignoring them is an obstacle.
Their senseless yet tempting "hush-hush" is getting on my nerves.
But i cant do anything.
Cause i can't talk out of them and they admit that they can infer well because they are history students.
Arrogant Bastards.

Well, i believe that everything that goes around comes around.
His truimph, his evil grins, his master plans can be his trademark and a living proof that he is what-he-called-himself a genius or cunning.
Whatever.
But things don't last long.
Afterall, imperfection prevails, unless you have other views on this.

Honestly, i regret making fun of people like cyril and hating people like zihong or cho yao..
I realise after 2 years, they may seem fucked up on the outside but on the inside i think they are people who uphold good values.
I respect them.
Some people just cannot be trusted. Not one bit.
They are kind souls but backstabbing is their disguise.
You'll never know when they are going to strike.
You're just one poor soul stranded after being stabbed.
I'm not trying to generalise people but seriously history students are one of a kind.
They admit it themselves though.
Youre in my class and you will know it.
This ongoing-useless-getting nowhere things are happening.

I think its time for me to grow up.
Pointless to hate people like that.
I wasted my 1 week, looking at them.
My self esteem got the better of me.
I got tempted by their laughter and their looks at me.
He can go on with his blabbering about me but so what?
Theres no damage done.
Im still myself.
Ignoring them is damn difficult, i got tempted to use force.
I am in a dilema. I don't want to make a fool of myself.
I tried to control myself. Smiling more helps.
Moreover, i felt relieved that i confronted him.
At least i told him i hate him straight in his face.
Cold wars are a waste of time because you gained nothing and misunderstanding happened. In the end, people make a fool of themselves.

I don't know what kind of comments i will be inviting.
But this at least, tell those who are reading and is involved in this piece of crap,
what i am feeling.
And to tell you, that this thing is getting nowhere and both sides are in the wrong.

=|

a few days ago,
i was watching the live services at City Harvest Church.
I was anticipating those solemn environment that you would expect.
Instead,
I saw a group of rockers or musicians strumming their guitars jumping along like it was some rock concert. I saw people jumping with them too. Fortunately, they were singing songs that rhyme.
Do you call that a church service?
The whole place was like an auditorum. I suppose that it was to make church goers more comfortable. But making like a rock concert was totally out.

wasting my time with my guitar, though i still fail to play a full song. I have'nt study since results came out. Yesterday, i did 5 questions for physics mcq. I think when you read this, you'll feel quite relieved. Knowing that someone is slacking more than you.

Yukchun said:" Rap Competition 2004. Gathering of all rappers from China and Tanglin CC. Grab your application form at the teachers table at 409 NOW!!

=|

that shawn rodriguez.
I confronted him few days ago.
That freaking small boy.

He got 2 dogs. Jeremy Chua and Alvin Ong.
These 2 dogs follow his orders everywhere he goes.
The dogs unfortunately did'nt realise that they are now obeying the master.
Shawn shout, "SIT!"
Jeremy Chua will sit down.
gasp! such a good dog.
The master, Shawn, said, "Turn around and look at ERIC!"
Alvin ong followed his orders and dutifully turned around and look at me with his doggy tongue sticking out and barked.
"Woof!"

Hmm..
two nice dogs.

Shawn's a fcuker. He thinks he's oh so great. Talking behind my back with his forever dumb comments of his own logic.
I am sure he's speaking ill of me.
Maybe I am just too sensitive.
Since the day i confronted him, things changed.

Oh he's humji too.
He's too humji in carry out his freaking senseless plan on people(or do u called it a plan?).
Instead, he asked his 2 dogs to carry out.
Oh by the way, he gossiped like some girls.
Its like he came close to his dog's ears and start hushing about this and that. Then he turn to his 2nd dog and start hushing. And he was sooo close to his dogs' ears.
Imagine the smell?

i really hope shawn rodriguez is reading this.

=|

i feel so ashamed of myself.
got 21 points and still can be happy.
Im not even trying hard for my O lvls.
Since release of results, i have'nt really get down and study real hard.

From what i can see, 409 isn't a stupid or dumb class as what people always generalise us. Look, the class average agreggate score isn't that high, most probably around 14 or 15. I am sure the whole class will go JC.
Some people in 409 is just born smart BUT they are just too lazy.
409 just stands out with its unique amptitutes.

mrs chong managed to push my l1r5 to 20. BUT so wad?
20 freaking pts, no big deal. I can't be too assured either.
competition from so many 20 pointers.
I heard that CJC is affiliated to 13 sec schs?
What the Fcuk?
WHich means i have so many competitions and CJC might just be overflooded and probably kick out the borderline people.
Hmm..
I just have to wait and cross my fingers.

From what eugene had blogged, i agreed totally with him.
That Mark Tay is someone that i classify into a freaking bootlicker. Sucking up with supposedly "fame" people.
Well, i think it isn't morally wrong to be close to people who are emotionally down but Mark Tay twisted the whole thing. Instead of shutting his crap, he became some freaking insensitive bastard.
He realised it(thank god, he's at least a tad civilised). But he brought a get well card to school and asked the class to sign it. It just because he wants to apologize for being insensitive at the expense of the class.
What the fcuk?
I got no comments about this because i did'nt realise that he was insensitive initially. I thought it was enrique.
Well...

I STILL HATE THAT MARK TAY.
No words can just describe him lah.
His face contradicts his way of posing.(hehhe, eugene i copy u lah).
Few days ago, i had a small dispute with him. But at that time, both of us were wrong. So no comments...
He think he's so intelligent and well knowledgable.
Maybe he thinks he's very handsome too. I don't know.
His physical appearance may looked like as if he got something but inside its all NOTHING
and..
he's really SICK

well, thats all folks.
FROIS u freaking racist bastard. i changed your surname in my blog for the first time. heh.

=|

what a day, what a sight.

L1r5 = 21 (SOB!)

Well, looks like i won't be getting into a JC.
But there's one more alternative that i can get to.
Thats the Centralised Institute for the 1st three months.
I just have to take 5 subjects(l1r4) which is 16.

so the suspense is over. I can finally get down to study.
Look, its like less than 30 days?

***

There's one thing about hyprocrites and backstabbers.
Fancy saying that you hate backstabbers and hyprocrites, but you failed to realise that you are actually one too.
This made me realise that life imperfection, hyprocrites and backstabbers forever prevails.
You can't prevent them nor change yourself so that you won't be like them.
Its just part of us.

Close friends turn your back at you.
This guy, Ben(not his real name) has been a close friend of mine for like 2 years.
I trusted this guy too much.
He's now turning one big round and shoot me.
Backstabbing at me.
Oh yes and i remembered him telling me how he hated hyprocrites and backstabbers.
And the way he gossipped, geez. He din realise how he made a fool out of himself.

***

Hmm, bryan told me he's not going for the 48th CLT course.
So, that would say it all lah.
I would not be going then.
Soon, naraen will follow suit.

Well, i don't want to enter the course with _________ and _________.

=|

excitement and axiety fills in.
we filled the seats in the hall with much anticipation.
Personally, I was overwhelmed by the people there. It was a different sense of mood, unlike the couple of rehearsals we had beforehand.
As the sun slowly tucked right into the clear blue sky, the ceremony commenced.
It was Graduation Day!
I looked around promptly, everyone was in their neatest uniform, sitting down chattering away.

****
Embarrasement.
Well, our parents were asked to open the envelope that was given to them earlier. It was the letter which most of us wrote sincerely. The song accompanied this segment gives me the bumps.
geez.
I spotted some parents laughing, some were crying. Aww soo sad.

Next was the presentation of certificate to us. Nothing special about it. I like the part when we sang the song "We are Friends" together as a school. We hold on to each other, regardless whether the person beside me was a bastard or a cheebye. We felt the emotions as we sang away, delivering the maximum effect.
It was a touching sight indeed!

ceremony ended, i met my parents for a momment and i rushed off to meet up with yu hsien and jeremy chua. We were planning to watch resident evil at westmall. Jeremy frois tagged along later.
Well, the movie's quite interesting but not that gory. However, Resident evil seems pale in comparison with Art of the Devil.
The movie's short, the plot is simple, other than that there's nothing interesting about it.

Monday's the release of prelims results. I just can't figure out my feelings for it. Well, we shall see tml.

=|

of course!
its graduation day.
i suppose its something important at this point of life, though the ceremony can be damn boring.
like wad calvin said, graduation makes us feel sooo old.
i somewhat agree with him.

hmm....
its onli 11 plus only.
let me play my games first.