ARGHH! I got physics mock exam in a few hours time and I have not fully understand the concepts of Archimedes' Principles nor Einstein's
energy vs mass concept!!

not going to blog much, but im going to post some nice videos.

CHOPIN!! My favourite pianist after watching the movie "The Pianist". My favourite piece? Nocturne in C-Sharp Minor!!



not by chopin though, but he was flawless.

The 5 browns!!


no ending though =(

and of course not forgetting my favourite band! SKID ROW! Original by Jimi Hendrix. I just love the voice of Bach. Enjoy.



Back to mugging =(

"boy, you zhup buey he liao leh. happy birthday hor." (Son, you're 18 already. happy birthday.)

Upon hearing that, my hair starts to stand, goosebumps starts to appear, my skin turned paler than usual and my heart almost skipped a damn beat. I thought to myself, "woah, i'm 18 already?!?"

Albeit the insignificance of that day to others, turning 18 and being 18 meant alot to me. Besides being able to consume and buy alcohol legitimately(FINALLY!!), watching m18 films(most of them have better plots than PG films) and probably doing things under-18s can't do, 18 was a milestone number. To many, 18 is just probably another number, another year to pass, but to me its a period of transition of becoming an adult; maturity and responsibility.

Having said that, I would admit that I have the worst birthday ever. I don't really understand why people always tend to think otherwise when you are actually sincerely trying to be a friend, a REAL FRIEND.

On a lighter note, I went out with 2 of my classmates for a heavy lunch. We had it at Seoul Garden and we ate for 4 hours!(+, - 1 hr. can't remember). Actually this was'nt planned, it was just a spontaneous decision. Since we were so famished, a heavy lunch was our top choice. Upon reaching there, we voraciously ate as much as we could to fill our stomach and we made eggs from our ladle. Even the manager there was impressed with our impressive culinary skills! I promised to put up some pictures once my friend had uploaded it. It was so cute that we were relunctant to eat it. hahah!

We ate for 4 hours sia, so we decided to head to the nearby library to mug for our mock exams. haha, was productive actually leh.

Anyway, I was blog surfing and I came across this blog entry which had a proposed speech to the UN for the Prime Minister of Israel. I was stunned for a while after reading it and I would agree with what Ben Caspit had wrote about.

This is the speech Ben Caspit wrote:

Ladies and gentlemen, leaders of the world. I, the Prime Minister of Israel, am speaking to you from Jerusalem in the face of the terrible pictures from Kfar Kana. Any human heart, wherever it is, must sicken and recoil at the sight of such pictures. There are no words of comfort that can mitigate the enormity of this tragedy. Still, I am looking you straight in the eye and telling you that the State of Israel will continue its military campaign in Lebanon.

The Israel Defense Forces will continue to attack targets from which missiles and Katyusha rockets are fired at hospitals, old age homes and kindergartens in Israel. I have instructed the security forces and the IDF to continue to hunt for the Katyusha stockpiles and launch sites from which these savages are bombarding the State of Israel.

We will not hesitate, we will not apologize and we will not back off. If they continue to launch missiles into Israel from Kfar Kana, we will continue to bomb Kfar Kana. Today, tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. Here, there and everywhere. The children of Kfar Kana could now be sleeping peacefully in their homes, unmolested, had the agents of the devil not taken over their land and turned the lives of our children into hell.

Ladies and gentlemen, it's time you understood: the Jewish state will no longer be trampled upon. We will no longer allow anyone to exploit population centers in order to bomb our citizens. No one will be able to hide anymore behind women and children in order to kill our women and children. This anarchy is over. You can condemn us, you can boycott us, you can stop visiting us and, if necessary, we will stop visiting you.

A voice for six million citizens Today I am serving as the voice of six million bombarded Israeli citizens who serve as the voice of six million murdered Jews who were melted down to dust and ashes by savages in Europe. In both cases, those responsible for these evil acts were, and are, barbarians devoid of all humanity, who set themselves one simple goal: to wipe the Jewish race off the face of the earth, as Adolph Hitler said, or to wipe the State of Israel off the map, as Mahmoud Ahmedinjad proclaims.

And you - just as you did not take those words seriously then, you are ignoring them again now. And that, ladies and gentlemen, leaders of the world, will not happen again. Never again will we wait for bombs that never came to hit the gas chambers. Never again will we wait for salvation that never arrives. Now we have our own air force.

The Jewish people are now capable of standing up to those who seek their destruction - those people will no longer be able to hide behind women and children. They will no longer be able to evade their responsibility. Every place from which a Katyusha is fired into the State of Israel will be a legitimate target for us to attack. This must be stated clearly and publicly, once and for all. You are welcome to judge us, to ostracize us, to boycott us and to vilify us. But to kill us? Absolutely not.

Four months ago I was elected by hundreds of thousands of citizens to the office of Prime Minister of the government of Israel, on the basis of my plan for unilaterally withdrawing from 90 percent of the areas of Judea and Samaria, the birth place and cradle of the Jewish people; to end most of the occupation and to enable the Palestinian people to turn over a new leaf and to calm things down until conditions are ripe for attaining a permanent settlement between us.

The Prime Minister who preceded me, Ariel Sharon, made a full withdrawal from the Gaza Strip back to the international border, and gave the Palestinians there a chance to build a new reality for themselves. The Prime Minister who preceded him, Ehud Barak, ended the lengthy Israeli presence in Lebanon and pulled the IDF back to the international border, leaving the land of the cedars to flourish, develop and establish its democracy and its economy.

What did the State of Israel get in exchange for all of this? Did we win even one minute of quiet? Was our hand, outstretched in peace, met with a handshake of encouragement? Ehud Barak's peace initiative at Camp David let loose on us a wave of suicide bombers who smashed and blew to pieces over 1,000 citizens, men, women and children. I don't remember you being so enraged then. Maybe that happened because we did not allow TV close-ups of the dismembered body parts of the Israeli youngsters at the Dolphinarium? Or of the shattered lives of the people butchered while celebrating the Passover seder at the Park Hotel in Netanya? What can you do - that's the way we are. We don't wave body parts at the camera. We grieve quietly.

We do not dance on the roofs at the sight of the bodies of our enemy's children - we express genuine sorrow and regret. That is the monstrous behavior of our enemies. Now they have risen up against us.

Tomorrow they will rise up against you. You are already familiar with the murderous taste of this terror. And you will taste more. In a loud and clear voice And Ariel Sharon's withdrawal from Gaza. What did it get us? A barrage of Kassem missiles fired at peaceful settlements and the kidnapping of soldiers. Then too, I don't recall you reacting with such alarm.

And for six years, the withdrawal from Lebanon has drawn the vituperation and crimes of a dangerous, extremist Iranian agent, who took over an entire country in the name of religious fanaticism and is trying to take Israel hostage on his way to Jerusalem - and from there to Paris and London.

An enormous terrorist infrastructure has been established by Iran on our border, threatening our citizens, growing stronger before our very eyes, awaiting the moment when the land of the Ayatollahs becomes a nuclear power in order to bring us to our knees. And make no mistake - we won't go down alone. You, the leaders of the free and enlightened world, will go down along with us.

So today, here and now, I am putting an end to this parade of hypocrisy. I don't recall such a wave of reaction in the face of the 100 citizens killed every single day in Iraq. Sunnis kill Shiites who kill Sunnis, and all of them kill Americans - and the world remains silent. And I am hard pressed to recall a similar reaction when the Russians destroyed entire villages and burned down large cities in order to repress the revolt in Chechnya. And when NATO bombed Kosovo for almost three months and crushed the civilian population - then you also kept silent.

What is it about us, the Jews, the minority, the persecuted, that arouses this cosmic sense of justice in you? What do we have that all the others don't?

In a loud clear voice, looking you straight in the eye, I stand before you openly and I will not apologize. I will not capitulate. I will not whine.

This is a battle for our freedom. For our humanity. For the right to lead normal lives within our recognized, legitimate borders. It is also your battle. I pray and I believe that now you will understand that. Because if you don't, you may regret it later, when it's too late.

Stunned already??
Oh btw, i would start adding links and putting some images and videos here lah. Coming soon lah, when i have time ok?

HELLO!

mr vai neo is back once again. i've just realised i didnt blog for more than 1 month liao! no la, its not because im busy or what, its because i don't have the passion to blog anymore. anyway, im contemplating to create a new blog on something different, not something about my pathetic boring life, but on something of a larger scale run by my close friends and of course yours truly.

i hate my blog's name, can't wait to change it. it's like some kind of existential angst that i was feeling long long time ago. =
i hate going to school nowadays. i hate the peer pressure and the overemphasis of the consequences of failing my A lvls. I shudder in fear everytime my science tutors starts teaching new concepts regarding the last few remaining chapters. Each new concept is like a hurdle to me; i'm never a fast learner that is. Everytime i dont understand a new concept, i would just give up, yielding shitty results. Mid year was another failure. I did tried for it, i start to dig up and consolidate all my notes and started to scutinize every single details i might have missed out in past exams. The only problem was my ongoing hatred for JC education. This stops me from going on and on in my studies. I was comparing how liberal some of my friends are now, i.e besides still being obliged to memorize and do shitloads of sums and essays, they were learning and absorbing new concepts without so much pressure and without rigid rubrics. Although they were so liberal, they fell into other temptations, i.e drugs, cigarettes and alcohols.

I envy jeremy chua's "courage". I wonder how he could quit JC to pursue his passion in scriptwriting, even though he was promoted. I wished i could do that, to pursue my passion and not get stuck in some pressurized education system. It might seem too naive in saying that, because i seemed to be someone who would want to "enjoy" life first, then work hard for my retirement funds, but JC education is just not the right path. Screw this, too late to regret now.

aiyah, life damn sian now. yu hsien going back to states liao, can no longer come out and have a drink and chit chat with j chua and other ppl from the "chua chu kang" gang + other 409 ppl. world cup ended too and i missed the shouts from my neighbours, it gives me that kind of heartwarming feeling. hahah! zidane apologized but the world is still not happy, so sad. =S . i can't wait to reach 18 too, its coming steadfast, too fast though. Can't wait to buy myself a bottle of tiger(yu hsien its a good beer ok) and drink with my dear friends.

ok la, talk so much cock.
BYEZ!

Oh yes, notice my blog is almost 2 years old. =|

hai...
finally the long awaited weekends came.
feel like the start of june holidays actually, cos' weekends means no school. after all the endless amount of homeworks, tests, it just drives me crazy.

alot of things happened over the weeks. dinah got infatuated by her eyecandy, but then felt that it was the end of the world when she read something. people who are classmates cum 1st aiders fought. i got raped, mr fahy as usual still foams at his mouth when he talks with such ardent and dramatic expression.

talking about mr fahy, my gp teacher. this ang moh teacher is from ireland, been in sg even before i was born. he claims that he read more books than anyone in singapore. haha! i wonder if its really true. anyway, this teacher is damn eccentric(wonder if eccentric should be used here though, coz he appears to be more dramatic for the purpose of the lesson. maybe i should know more of his personal life). he always act out some funny things in the middle of his lesson, most of the time raising his voice and shocking the sian 1/2 people in the class, esp. yours truly. anyway, maybe i got brainwashed by him, or its because of the environment i'm in, i can't believe i have actually develop an interest in academically inclined books such as river out of eden by richard dawkins or maybe writings from the famous stephen hawkings. whats happening to me?!?

enough bout fahy, coz i can go on and on about him.
i just upgraded my music equipment and now i could use my distortion pedals. wah, i tell you the pedal makes my tone goes wahhhhh!, considering that my guitar only have single pickups, which sucks alot in tone if you want to play rock. anyway, after what my guitar teacher said to me about the practical and potential prospects of music in today's competitive world, i think pursuing a music career is out of the question. if i were to pay so much to just get into berklee and then achieve nothing in the real world, then its not worth it. coz its like i have only 2 years of exp in playing an instrutment, which is too little.

hai, i gtg now lah. going to ride to my fav hangout now, west coast park! i want to ride to east coast, but considering the distance and the inconvenience of asking for directions and travelling with vehicles that are bigger than me and most of them looks like they were about to crash into me, i decided F*** man. west coast park is a nice and quiet place, though the shoreline not ready till end of this yr, i still like that place.

oh yah, those who are fans of both hoobastank and RHCP, u must buy their latest albums. GOOD STUFF MAN!

oh yah, hey alvin! didnt expect u to come here though. anyway, i always thought ur blog link had two 8s, now i realise why i could'nt go ur blog. sheesh.

Life's been very fucked up right now.
recently, i could'nt take it anymore, so i blew up.
It cost me an almost injured eye and a friendship.
friendship that was meant to last forever...

even though we patched up, the friendship was'nt like before.
it just became more superficial.

exams come and go.
i have been fucking around too much.
i've just realised why i am wasting 2 years of my short life.
since i've almost wasted almost 3/2 of it, why dont i just make the best out of it.

LOVE
i'm in love with a beautiful sweet girl.
right across my class, it's her class.
i still dont have the guts to her.
it just so...,
whenever she's so close to me.
i just don't have the damn guts.

i read kai chuen's blog just now and what he wrote there makes me ponder on some of the shit that happened to me. It was about how he said about the many shit i have already saw in NCC. Basically, as a cadet, you don't have to plan or tolerate cb people under your responsibility. Basically, you just go there for your cca and waste your time. But as leader, you start to realise how stupid things can get. The red tapes, the communication stuff, the programs and the problems go on.
Actually the main problem is the people you are going to deal with. They just don't give you the fucking respect you want when you want to get serious. Especially, when you want to get things in control so you can plan things well. Some people just don't understand how to limit themselves when they are required to be serious.
It just pisses me off. I could remember how things started to go wrong when 1 person have to say the wrong things. Its ok to joke once in a while, but when things go overboard, it can get very fucked up. My last year in NCC was really screwed up. Alot people just don't understand how difficult my post were. My stupid rank does'nt make me very happy either. I remembered a quote that said about how rank and respect is different and how respect is earned regardless of your cheebye rank. This quote make sense totally to me then.
Well, you must be wondering why i wrote this long piece of crap. Part of it relates to the problem i am facing now and part of it was because my junior told me the cadets i have trained has screwed up the unit as specialists. Usually, anyone who fucking hates NCC and all kinds of uniformed grp stuffs(like me) will not give a damn about it. But inside me, i still feel that i have some strings attached in ncc and sji itself. What my junior had said makes me guilty and angry. I'm guilty because i have not done my job well. All the recommendations and praises from my senior and officers are all wasted.

My last year in ncc really screwed up my life pretty much and so it greatly affect my attitude in last year in sji. My graduation year wasnt a fucking good one.

Aiyah, fuck la. I don't know why im typing so damn long. anyway, i will just end now.

SONG BO
vai neo back again.
knn..
i just receive my NS letter. dunno ask me to go check up on Jan 2006
everytime this kind of lj letter come, i will have a heavy heart.
dunno why also, nabei
like i going to prison for 2 years, u know what i mean right.

now holiday like going to end.
pooki la. J2 coming, NS coming, As coming.
how to enjoy life?
wait till i finish NS, finish all my studies, come out and enjoy life.
i hope la.

i just came back frm that S. Korea. kns, sibei cold. but i tell u, the ice skiing damn shiok. shiok until very shiok. i think S. Korea much better than SG. i got take sibei alot of photos, got time i upload into internet den oput i link la.

SIAN LA, kunal the guitar god broke my string. now i come back, hand itching to shred my wife, but string snap how to shred. haiz. also hor, i waiting for my pay to come also, so that i can go n upgrade my amps. no need to use that lousy wire and the pedal. everytime play volume go up and down itself, sibei pek chek. play also no mood again, how to be steve vai, u tell me?

hai, sibei sian, my mind now dunno happy or sad. very hard to tell leh.
kns
all my buddies tell me i seem to be a happy person.
hai, how to reply my friends.
even my teachers thot so.
so many small big medium, happy sad angry thoughts.
pooki la.

sibei sian.
i damn hate holidays before exam.
knn.

now still got few wks left to promos, sibei sian. dunno how to mug properly. alot you know. i see maths still can, coz i really love maths. but when i see chem and physics on my table, i will sian 1/2. then i will regret my times when i day dream too much in class.

ANYWAY, i today go back to school to attend chem lectures. extra lectures lah but sibei useless. go back is to sleep, sit beside andreas worst. he slp, must also tempt me to sleep. after the sibei sian lectures, my frens go out with me to eat. same old people lor(benny, xing long, jesse..) when on the bus, i see one indian, his face reminds me of steve vai and a bit of kirk hammet. his eyes was like half dead, those sian sian kind, abit like drug addict. then the hair quite long, quite curly also, like kirk hammet during s&m concert. wah sia lah, i thot he rocker leh but in the end he damn sad. go around the bus asking for money. potential rocker leh, got the style, got the attitude, got the face. what a waste.

now my mama n papa go overseas, the hse is damn quiet. they say quiet good for u to study, but my hse quiet until like graveyard silence, how to study?!? one pin drop can also stunned me, kns. hse so quiet, i so lonely. hai..

kunal the guitar god finally fix his electric. now finally can go his hse see the world go by and then enjoy life with his electric. knn, when i play his electric, i feel like god lor. when i play my own electric, bo feeling leh. summore play can until fingers damn pain. his electric so comfortable, his amps sounds produce original metal sound leh. knnb, i sibei like it.

siao liao, going to 8pm liao. still infront comp. zhao liao.

hey!
its a nice saturday morning.
suppose to go to sch for the vip pac opening but in the end cancelled.
so now its a boring saturday liao.
zzzzzzz.

stupid promos coming,den dunno why nowadays the teachers like to pms alot. esp. mr thomas ho. but cannot blame him, coz we always disturb his lessons. hah! shit lah, so many things to mug, everytime i want to study, i will just lie on my bed. den i will sleep. ZZZZZZ..

ytd, I had a nice time out in thompson plaza with 5 classmates. xing long wanna excaped the pac opening night duty. so he did and of course he make up alot of stories lah. then dunno why he so suay, just as we were walking out of thompson plaza, just nice bang into the fsv ppl. den atiqah was there. dunno whether she got see xing long or not, if not all 5 of us musketteers will just die lor.

shit lah, my stupid hand shaking very badly now. i wonder if i have played too much of master of puppets. that song require very fast hand movement lor, but i cannot go that fast wad. so maybe my hand now abit screwed up trying to go that fast. knnbccb.

sian..i go relax abit lah before MUGGING

=|

tuesday's gone with the wind.

part of a song from one of the rare occasions when metallica plays a more country tune.

national day has just ended which means school's starting soon. spent a really boring and lazy tuesday afternoon at home. zzzz

as i watched the parade segment, i just cant help but recount those precious momments as a cadet in sjinccland. when i went back on mon evening, things hasnt changed much but the people in it has changed alot. It was their day, especially my former cadets who have passed out and officially take over as seniors. time flies so damn fast. it was only 2years ago, that 8th august was our DAY. when we were promoted to specialist. it was the happiest momment then because we knew power is ours and we were freed from those rigours as a cadet.

the only biggest regret i had when i passed out was not accomplishing what i was supposed to do. it is a damn long story and i think i shouldnt post it here.

anyhow, national day celebrations in CJ was a blast. cool performances esp. the ultra sexy cheerleaders performance and the ROFLMAO faggot performance by the rugby team. And the most digusting one, the guitar club's performance. yucks. speaking about CCA, i just joined a new one called FSV(film, sound and video) with 5 ppl frm my class. got no choice though since we all got no CCA. we were supposed to join editorial but the teacher i/c was on maternity leave so we turn to the most "enticing" one, the FSV.

xing long said we were treated as coolie and FSV could have been better known as coolie club. i agree lah. but i think we were treated as coolie because we were still newbs in those complicated gadgets which i have no bloody interest and cant help. but it was a real eyeopener because it was cool to play around with those sounds effects, just like how i tweak my guitar sounds on my amps. somehow, i still feel that the current members of the FSV treat the 5 of us as outcasts. haha, don't know maybe its just me.

hmm...i really wonder if anyone really check this blog out, since i have'nt blog for ages. who cares about this **** anyway. =S

i gtg. later./

i can't believe i'm typing this.
so many months of not blogging, i've decided to try my hands on it again.

since the day i've last post, tons of things happen. of course, life changed drastically for me at least. from the day i received my Os results to now when i am beginning to mug for my promos.

see how almost 1 year is coming to an end? fuck it. its happening too fast. whenever i think of how my As is going to start and end, i will start to ponder about me entering NS. I would shudder in contemplation. Soon, i will be 21 years old. Oh my god, i'm growing older now.

cjc is a fun place i must say. The environment is just right for me. There is this home class rule and we get to bond closely with the class. 1T31 is where i was assigned to. I have come to know that this class is filled with extremely hardworking and smart people, but at the same time having fun. What could i possibly expect?

leaving my good buddies in yj is such a pain. the most sincere friends that i have are all my 1st 3 mths friends. Especially, KIM WEE, Kairen and Kunal. Well, kunal in cj now. it was them that make the 1st 3 mths bearable. God, i missed them so much. and oh yes, how could i forget P09. the class filled with wacky and cool people, people that clicked so well with each other at the instant we met. too bad it was all over.

its 2.34am. at least right now as i finish this statement. its time for me to turn in then. wonder if anyone still check this blog once in a while. i doubt so. nobody blogs now except for a few. hmm..

later man.

for most of us, its only a short 2 and a half days break from our daily routine.
it was the break i have long anticipated.
Finally, no more waking up at 6am in the morning or listening to boring lecturers talking crap.
It was shortlived though.

YJC has this fantastic idea of organising xcountry run on lunar new year's eve. how nice.
...
the run started after some band performance and ridiculous martial arts display. i told them i wasnt from yjc, since i wasnt wearing the orientation tshirt. I met up with kim wee and waited for kairen to change out shirt. So we 3 big slackers walked all the way, just to get the dumb chop.
then it all ended.

It was the most boring CNY i ever had in 16 years. Besides listening to the constant bickering from the adults, i had nothing better to do. I was watching those kids playing among themselves, how nice it cld be if i was a child like them. Carefree, no homework, no school. Life would be great then.

Day 2 was much better but nevertheless it was still boring. Finally, there's a guitar in the hse. But din touch it for long before my cousins invited me to gamble. bad luck all the way, cant believe i lost almost all my money. They were playing this betting horse game. If you win, u get all the money of other players and triple from the banker. So i thought it must be damn easy to win, so i showed hand. Ugh, i lost all and i have to play triple to the banker.

watched I do I do with my uncle's family. So funny, but Jack is getting more boring.
It was late after the movie. So i decided to pon sch the next day. So now i have 1 day week. Cheers! No, should be 1.5 days week.

I have watched many MVs such as Slayer, Alter Bridge, Red hot chilli peppers, Eagles etc. but none caught my eye except one band. METALLICA! I think they're the best, no one can beat their way of jamming a song. The S&M version of Nothing Else Matters is really damn cool. Fag, if only i could play like them.

ok, i think thats all.

another new entry, another new month into a screwed up year.
my days are numbered
everyone's making me worried about my Os results.
they were saying that they were confident of getting below 16 pts.
i dont even have the confidence of getting that 20 pts and below.

i could still remember my geog elect paper. i cld'nt believe i was dreaming.
so i had 15 mins left to do the remaining 2 parts qns. each consists of 8 marks.
then it was physics. i took 30 mins to do the logic gates qns. then all i left was 5 mins to do the either/or qns. I could have chosen the OR, coz it was much much easier. But i dint give a damn since i only have 5 mins left.

now, i dont want to blog about my school life.
i felt stupid everytime i read my past entries.
its about how i protest school life, how bad it was, how screwed up the ppl were.
ok..
now i got nth to blog.
forgive me. im a boring person.

how come the petition for friday(11/02/05) to be a holiday wasnt successful? damn.

today's another slack day.
skipped every single lectures except for GP.
Why?
Coz there's a movie. And its rather boring since i watched that movie(Day After Tomorrow) twice.

today started off as usual. I was early by a minute.
miss aisha came up to me with a pissed look and said she wanted to see me. So i thought its probably the MCs i owned her.
But instead, she was telling me that i wasnt standing at attention during morning assembly.
-.-''

i started my day at the basketball court. with a few of my grpmates. I wasnt that enthusiastic since the sun was pretty hot and i din want to sweat. So i just stood there, and just attempt a few shots whenever i had the chance to hold the ball.
and oh so sorry to shiping who got 'injured' during the game. HAHAH. it was wai kiat who hit the ball at your eyes. hah!

then it was stoning period at the piano area. this time serene din play the piano. It was some pro playing it. Rather soothing. then melissa has this brilliant idea. in order to kill time, we decided to play a childish game. We were supposed to play sisscors paper stones. Crap, the person who lost shall be whacked. IT was damn painful ok. Then we rotated among ourselves. quite fun lah, although very embarassing, but it was to kill time anyway.

i have a damn hilarious grpmate. He's a bloody faggot(my first time seeing one). He mimics the way a pregnant woman walks and behave. It was so disgusting. Then he decided to display his opera 'skills'. Imagine a guy trying to do a high pitch voice and sounds like a faggot doing it.

next week, we will be assigned to a new class. I have to start making new friends all over again. Being the anti-social me, i wont be so happy about it. Being in a permanent class would mean i cldnt skip any more lectures and that will suck alot.

sian

hi all,
i dont know how to start this. But its another screwed up entry.
i guess thats how i'm going to start.
bryan said my entry are kind of sad.
what?!?
Sad? Ok, this time i write about happy stuffs ok?
ponders
......















wait. they arent any happy stuffs(stuffs that are real DAMN happy. yeah..if stuffs can smile)

my orientation grp kick ass in some way or another. But its just that i dont get the content of it.
I know faces but not the names. Worst, my group did'nt know my existence either.
Why?
Because i am so anti-social and quiet that i'm always not with the group.
well, nvm.
there's still KUNAL.
But fuck! He's leaving college and joining the red cross. Now i'm alone. SCREW IT.
nvm. there's darrenn eng. OH yah, i just remembered. He has michelle, so im still alone. there's jing sheng, but who the fuck is jing sheng. He's from sji but i dont know him. I cant find clifton in school. Ahh, im alone on my own.
Lets look at this in a positive way. Maybe they want me to interact with my group?


lectures start so soon. I believe yjc is the only college that starts lectures on the 3rd day of school. Its kind of boring and uncomfortable. I can't doze off, like what i always do in my good ol' classroom back at sji. Occasionally, the lecturers would ask volunteers to go up and solve problems. Lucky i wasnt called upon yet.

2 weeks of lectures and tutorials, i concluded that jc life is not fit for me. I'm considering a poly route. I dont know, i'll decide later.

heheh. now i got contacts of my groupmates. And because of these friendster thing, they know my existence(hehehe!). Welldone oh yeah btw, thanks to kairen. Being in a mixed school is still so wierd, nvm i will adapt to it.

gathering of the good ol' mates. HAHA. calling all 09s and SJI people. 1pm at city hall mrt(though i will b late). Having some big lunch thing. wonder if its possible since we have such a big group. Hope everyone turns up.

finally, last day of orientation ended.
unfortunately, i ponned the last day of orientation.
so sian.
i really miss sji man.
once a josephian, always a josephian.
u can take the person out of sji, but not the sji out of the person.

yjc sucks sia.
school look as if its run down. look totally different from the brochure they gave us back in sji.
but one good thing is, they dont have strict rules like cant use handphones. We can even talk with our mobile phones in the library.

hai. lectures already started 3 days ago. we had homework on the 3rd day of school. Wah, that sucks. Our school ends quite late too, around 4pm. Wahh, this is dumb, i want to get out of this dumb shit school.

just when kunal hse and saw him played the guitar. I really need to worship him. He plays metallica like so nice man. When i first saw him played at school, i came back and hang around with it for everyday. So that at least i can play something nice when i go to trial for guitar club.

seriously, if anyone can play better than kunal, i will sure worship him/her.

hi all,
i know this is a crude way of starting my first entry of the year but nevertheless it's for some laughs.

HOKKIEN SWEARING 101



Hong Gan: Get fucked!

Kgum Lan: Whatever the hell for? (lit. Suck balls)

Tio Gan: Being fucked

Sio Gan: Fucking

Bo Ji / Bo Lum Pa: No balls

Lan Jiao Lang: Cock person (Jerk / Bastard)

Kena sai: Disgraced! (lit. to be stained by shit)

Chee Bye Chwee: Pussy mouth

Hah? Hah Lum Par!: Huh? Huh, testicles!

Kan Nin Nia/Bu: Fuck your mum

Gan Nin Lao Pei: Fuck your dad

Lin Nia eh...!: Your mum's...!

Lan Jiao Wei: Nonsense! (lit. Cock story)

Lan Sai Wei: Nonsense! (lit. Cock shit story)

Lan Sai Bin: Cock shit face

Chow Ter Bye: Foul pig's pussy

Chow Lang: Foul Person

Hao lian: An extremely vain person

Chee Bye Kia: Pussy child (Jerk, Bastard)

Lum Pa Jeng: Swollen Balls (Exhausted)

Chee Hong: A man who always socializes with ladies

Neh Neh Pok: Breast

Neh Ji: Nipple

Png Tang: Good for nothing (lit. Rice bucket)

Char Tow: Blockhead

How Dai: Foolish

Swey: Unlucky

Bo Lor Yeong: No road to use (Useless)

Bo Bei Chow: No horse run (Unbeatable)

Tei Mia: Short life (Cursing one to an early death)

Pua Pbee: Sickly (Damning someone)

Gong Kia:Stupid child

Kei Kiang: Faking Cleverness (Smart alec)

Gow: Faking Cleverness (Smart alec)

Hao Lian: Proud, Boastful

Lau Kau: Monkey

Si Bak Kau: Four-eyed monkey (Person with glasses)

Seow Kow: Mad dog

Seow Lang: Mad person

Guey: Chicken (Prostitute)

Pua Chu Teng: Broken Roof (Partially bald person)

Low Kui: Embarrass

Sia Suay: Disgrace

Jzao Sai: To be unfaithful

Pah Cheow Bak: Shoot bird eyes (cross-eyed)

Bak Jiu Gkor Sai: Eyes smeared with shit (Bad taste)

Low Lan: Arrogant (lit. Droopy Balls)

Sia Lan: Rude and arrogant

Siao Liao: Expression for dismay, resignation

Siam: Get out of the way

Gei Seow: Feign ignorance

Jzao Gka Bei Tit: Run until tail strait (Run and flee like hell)

See Kwee Kia: Damned Demon Child (Naughty kid)

See Ghin Na: Damn Child

Hao Lum Bin: Sour and unhappy face

Kow Bei Kow Bu: Cry father, cry mother (Making noise)

Ke Chia: Die! (lit. Up the lorry)

Kan ni lao bu chow chee: bye Fuck your mother's smelly cunt

Ki sai: Go to hell (lit: go shit)

Jiak Pah Bo Sai Pang: Walk unknown road (To make a lousy decision)

Kin Jio Kia:A Chinese who wishes to be a Caucasian (lit. Banana kid)

Jiak Gan Tang: A Chinese who speak English as their 1st language (lit. Eat potato)

Bak Jiu Tah Stamp: Stamps pasted over eyes (Bad taste; careless)

Wah Biang / Lau / Liu / Lan / Kao / Korh: Expressions of surprise, disbelief, anger, etc.

Mm Jai See: Recklessness (lit. Don't know death)

Jzoh Gui Tow: A troublemaker (lit. Be leader of Ghost)


Cheers! =D

I am making an offer to anyone who is interested in buying an original Battlefield1942 cd.
The set includes 2 dics, and paper packs. It comes with a brand new cd key. All for 39.90. Since it does'nt include a box and a mannual guide, the price is reduced from 49.90. We can discuss the price, selling as low as 20 dollars(minimum).

***
christmas is a joyous occasion. Everyone can feel it everywhere in town. Yes, people spraying those things at you when you walk pass them. Thats pretty dumb, but who cares? It happens only once a year.

well so my friend kzh happened to introduce me some xmas job, promising great pay between 100 to 150. So we were kind of attracted to it. The interview went smoothly and then xmas eve came. Teamed up with 3 strangers, we made our way out of the office, carrying bags containing light sticks, reindeer hats, sprays and poppers. What happened next is totally dumb. We got rivals all around us. They sell better and more attractive products than us. Every corner of the streets were filled with them. We were stretched out thin.

The price we were supposed to sell was totally dumb too. 3 cans of sprays for 10 bucks. Bloody hell, who wants to buy? Our rivals selling 5 cans for 10 bucks. 1 light stick costs 2 bucks. -.-'' . So we made deals with customers and we took the initiative to slash the price. The boss wasnt happy, his face looks like he was about to burst. Because of what we did, the second round of sales was getting better. Why? Boss finally agree to change the price.

I did'nt know our sales is illegal. Chased away my policemen and running away. But Boss said that there are no more licence to apply for this kind of sales. How dumb can it be.

So after the really pathetic countdown, we finally sat down at the carpark. It was 2 hours to our freedom. There we sat down, stoning. But people recognise us, they keep coming to us, buying the sprays from us. The sprays quality sucks, compared to our rivals. I'm glad there are many kind souls there to help us. Esp., the group of bengs and lians. They kept coming back for more, so we happily took their money. Sitting down beside us, is the some tourists from god-knows-where. They are'nt Singaporean. You know how i know? They emptied all their singapore currency and gave it to us. That was when i realise, they were'nt singaporean.

ok 8 hours of dumb work. 6pm to 2am. we did only 80 plus dollars in sales. We set our goals before. 180 bucks for the sales. But what happened? 2am..2am, sharp. we reported back to our gathering point. We expect everyone to arrive but it was damn empty. We realise they left us without informing us to come back. What the hell. So we walk quite a distance just to hail a bloody taxi. Lucky they were kind enough to pay for us the fare. That's pretty good i suppose.

Next day, we went and collect our pay. I spent 45 mins travelling from Bukit Gombak to Bugis. Big deal? Probably not. Still suffering from the fatigue i had during the sales, we went into the office. It still looked like a cheaters' den.

"42.50 in total for the both of you"

I was -.-'' . 42.50 divide 2. You do the math. Our transport allowance is included. So imagine, our share minus 10 bucks. Thats our pay for 8 hours selling dumb things. So i turned to my friend, who is as -.-'' as me and said, "Thanks buddy. I really appretiate that you introduce me that job."

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The last week of holidays starts when i end this post. I've got nothing to do. No work, no money. Why no money? After getting my pay, i spend everything that is in my wallet to buy a WW2 collection game set. (thats why i have 2 copies of bf now). The money in my wallet is not enough too. So i had to borrow money from kzh. How pathetic.
New year's eve is coming again. The same carnage is going to happen. Well, what can i say? I have the money to enjoy new year's eve and not the money to go back home. -.-'' . So we will see how.

from Dec 04 till now, everyday is so damn boring.
work everyday and now im sacked from my work.
well, i still have alternate days work.
im having a xmas job from 6pm onwards on 24th Dec.
Buy from me, or i wont have pay. since this job is on performance basis plus it ends at 2am, still need pay 10 bucks for transportation. -.-''

finally, i got myself a damn good computer.(well for me)
those games i cant play, can be played now.
but sadly all pirated except for bf1942.
initially i thought halflife 2 and CS:Source sucks.
But after going to naraen house and actually saw it being played, i want to buy it sia.
If only i have the game earlier. Go and buy, damn nice

For those gamers whos damn siao about WW2 FPS game,
try Call of Duty and its expansion pack, United Offensive

America's Army(recently there is a singapore community and singapore's server. Singapore server = little latency) Download Americas Army v2.2 for free(750MB) at www.americasarmy.com

Battlefield 1942. Join ClanDarkForce. http://www.df-sg.tk Those looking for singapore server in BF1942, go to www.pagn.net to check out the IP.

Medal of Honour Battlechest. These set includes Medal of Honour Allied Assault, Medal of Honour Spearhead and Breakthrough.

Medal of Honour Pacific Assault (MUST BUY). Very High requirements but its a damn bloody excellent game

Half Life 2 and Cs: Source. Im going to buy this game. Not only the whole damn interface change, the realism changes too. Like the CS:Source, realism really rock the game. It looks like an American Army Game interface but its damn bloody cool.

Oh yeah. I went to sim lim square to look at the games there. One game really caught my eye. Its not FPS, its RTS. Lord of The Rings: battle of the middle earth. DAMN cool. I recommend you the shop. Its at 05-78 Iec Drome, sim lim square. they sell quite standard price lah but there got all kinds of game and softwares.

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hey frois,
im too caught up with the games i bought recently. so i totally lost touch with blogging.
blogging no fun.
yes, i will try to msg u my number.

my comp finally crashed.
bryan's too.
he managed to convince her mom and im in the process.
if i get a new comp, with a sexy graphics card like the ATI radeon 9800, HAH!
btw, im using comp in my mum's working place.

we should actually organise a lunch gathering for our class or not must wait 10 years leh. well according to frois, seoul gardens seems to be the best place. depends on how much, im having serious cash problems.

sian ah. went for 2 job interviews, till now haven call me yet. -.-'' so in the end, work at my mom's place lor. can slack and use comp plus can get salary. how good can that be?

having a primary sch gathering next week. don't know should go or not. i go dere also sian.


SIAN.

finally i've got a good night sleep yesterday.
Sleeping at 3 plus am and waking up couple of hours later to go out with my friends.

O's ended. Somehow, i don't feel any overwhelmed happiness or excitment. Maybe i did'nt put in any effort at all. I felt that i've put in more effort in my prelims than in my Os. Countless times, i made small mistakes which i will regret later on. Well, Os ended as soon as it started and i think i would'nt go too nostalgic over it.

***

ah crap. My computer is so ancient. I could'nt play most of the latest games. I bought 'call of duty' with clement on sunday. After waiting for an hour, my fucking computer sounded a depressing warning alarm. "Your graphics card does not meet the minimum requirements"

"WHAM!"

I slammed my hands on the table, furious that after waiting for an hour, my pathetic pc screw it up. My family is too poor to afford a computer anyway. I've got to find a solution to this.

I browsed through funan center with Naraen, winston and feymun yesterday. Enduring the sharp pain from the blisters in my right foot, i walked on with them. It was my first trip to Funan center. The hardwares displayed there seemed so alien to me. I've never seen so many computer hardwares in my life before. No doubt, i was not too sure what i was looking at.

Shops after shops, we went in and out. I was looking around while winston was looking for his joystick. One sound system caught my eye and that fucking thing costs $985. Ah forget it, im not buying it. I gave up looking for hardwares and decided to try out the XbOx. It was displayed at every floor. I saw Halo 2, it was so cool. The game context and the graphics are sure to blow me away. But looking at the price, i looked away with a heavy heart.
So winston did'nt find this joystick and i did'nt make any progress looking at hardwares. So everyone's sad.

Caught two movies recently. 'SAW' is a phsyco cum thriller which is so different compared to those boring, mediocre thriller u watched on channel 5 or i. Im not saying all thrillers are boring but most of the time you can correctly guessed what's going to happen next, right? SAW does'nt. In fact, it tricked you. Go watch it, im sure u'll like it.

Incredibles. Those adorable animation will sure win the hearts of many primary school kids and sometimes maybe adults. And i'm darn sure you know who will win when the movie ends. The superheros have to win! The movie's supposed to be marketed in a way that kids would'nt have the wrong impression.
No?
Maybe i am being biased here.
On the other hand, the show is giving movie-goers a good laugh for a couple of hours. 6.50 for this movie is not too bad but a 7.50 for this isn't worth it.

I shall go and shoot cybersoilders. Thats the pleasurable thing i could do now. I'm downloading maplestory later, not sure whether its nice. It seems that everyone is addicted to it.

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