HELLO!

mr vai neo is back once again. i've just realised i didnt blog for more than 1 month liao! no la, its not because im busy or what, its because i don't have the passion to blog anymore. anyway, im contemplating to create a new blog on something different, not something about my pathetic boring life, but on something of a larger scale run by my close friends and of course yours truly.

i hate my blog's name, can't wait to change it. it's like some kind of existential angst that i was feeling long long time ago. =
i hate going to school nowadays. i hate the peer pressure and the overemphasis of the consequences of failing my A lvls. I shudder in fear everytime my science tutors starts teaching new concepts regarding the last few remaining chapters. Each new concept is like a hurdle to me; i'm never a fast learner that is. Everytime i dont understand a new concept, i would just give up, yielding shitty results. Mid year was another failure. I did tried for it, i start to dig up and consolidate all my notes and started to scutinize every single details i might have missed out in past exams. The only problem was my ongoing hatred for JC education. This stops me from going on and on in my studies. I was comparing how liberal some of my friends are now, i.e besides still being obliged to memorize and do shitloads of sums and essays, they were learning and absorbing new concepts without so much pressure and without rigid rubrics. Although they were so liberal, they fell into other temptations, i.e drugs, cigarettes and alcohols.

I envy jeremy chua's "courage". I wonder how he could quit JC to pursue his passion in scriptwriting, even though he was promoted. I wished i could do that, to pursue my passion and not get stuck in some pressurized education system. It might seem too naive in saying that, because i seemed to be someone who would want to "enjoy" life first, then work hard for my retirement funds, but JC education is just not the right path. Screw this, too late to regret now.

aiyah, life damn sian now. yu hsien going back to states liao, can no longer come out and have a drink and chit chat with j chua and other ppl from the "chua chu kang" gang + other 409 ppl. world cup ended too and i missed the shouts from my neighbours, it gives me that kind of heartwarming feeling. hahah! zidane apologized but the world is still not happy, so sad. =S . i can't wait to reach 18 too, its coming steadfast, too fast though. Can't wait to buy myself a bottle of tiger(yu hsien its a good beer ok) and drink with my dear friends.

ok la, talk so much cock.
BYEZ!

Oh yes, notice my blog is almost 2 years old. =|