yay, i got nights out today. the most boring of all the nights out because i have to go home to bring back half of my stuffs.
And, this week is also quite boring. Except for the cert presentation, photo-taking and some rehearsal for the POP, its wake up, eat and sleep kind of life.
After much thought, I think calling my parents down to watch the POP is not really necessary. Its a waste of time and I dont see any pride in passing out. Pride or rather pride in getting our ranks doesnt really exist in our course. Pride actually stands for "people rest I do extra". Worse still, we were told that we will be going to our new unit next Thursday and before that we have to come back to move everything from our old building to the new one. NA BEI!
It would be much better if it was like my graduation parade back in sispec. We were shagged like fuck after route marching like fuck and then have to stand sommore with the @#$% fieldpack still on for them to stick our ranks. For pride I will still stand straight lor but actually during that day i almost fainted, i was squatting down cos too tired sia.

my friend went siao after watching Enchanted lor. he kept singing the "happy working song" when he's doing saikang and he said it actually made him want to work.



This one is another song from the movie. Quite nice too.



ok got to go back liao. =(

Giant is Dead!

woohoo i finished my last field exercise as a trainee liao. After moving around the whole of the Northern Singapore, including one deployment ground that was so near my house and sitting inside the fucking hot, crampy and smelly command post vehicle, we were presented our beret.

I read Jesse's blog just now and he was talking about some things that made him nostalgic and filled with regrets. Basically it was part emo, part reminiscing of the past. Anyway, I just want to say no point in getting emo over the past, just move on. Not everything in life ends as happily ever after. Well, you might have missed your past madly but you could relive all these memories by meeting up with your old friends again. As for your love, I dont know what to say. For me, I've already forgotten that girl that I have so fanatically been infatuated with in school. Well, partly because she went away to some far away land to study. But then, i realise I dont want to dwell in such a sad and pathetic feeling everyday. Love supposed to be filled with warmth and happiness, not emo-ness, right?

anyway, listen to this bumblegum pop of the 70s. Its called Yesterday Once more by the carpenters.

When a human body is exhumed, the remains seemed so fragile, proving how feeble humans really are. It doesnt really matter how powerful u were or how good looking u were, you just become a heap of bones that really meant nothing but only memories that will only be close to your loved ones and friends.
So make those memories a good one. Strive towards your dream in life, love your loved ones like as if there's no tomorrow, dont be afraid to have fun in your life and so on and on.

Bah, Exercise Giant starts tomorrow. The grand finale before I graduate. Actually i am more stressed than thrilled. I'm not really sure of my stuffs cos I dont have good long term memory. My sgt major said i rank 2nd last in the whole course because I failed one of the test, arghh. I hope i still can pass out as a spec, considering i have pass my soc and ippt.

shit is going to happen tml sia.

HAHAHAHA

LOL!

Damn tired after 3 days of Khatib Chalet

I'm back with a pair of very rotten legs. Its really rotten with pus oozing out and then there are scars and wounds everywhere on my calves. Disgusting sia, i got exotic looking insect-bitten lesion all over my hands and I have not inhabit the jungle since bslc.

Zeus the Greek god has been rather busy nowadays, which in a way is good for all soldiers that are about to embark on a rundown with 11 obstacles along the way. I used to whistle one of Travis's song when im met with extreme bad luck but not for that day. Then suddenly i remembered Guns N' Roses's November Rain and I was overjoyed.

This week has been quite eventful. I went to slackmore camp, opps, its stagmont camp for a few hours of insomnia therapy. I returned home with difficulties in shutting my eyelids due to intensive shutting of the eyelids at both khatib chalet and at the therapy.

All of u students, civilian workers and fellow soldiers, i've got a good 4 days off and my pay day is in 2 days.

WooHoo!