I am making an offer to anyone who is interested in buying an original Battlefield1942 cd.
The set includes 2 dics, and paper packs. It comes with a brand new cd key. All for 39.90. Since it does'nt include a box and a mannual guide, the price is reduced from 49.90. We can discuss the price, selling as low as 20 dollars(minimum).

***
christmas is a joyous occasion. Everyone can feel it everywhere in town. Yes, people spraying those things at you when you walk pass them. Thats pretty dumb, but who cares? It happens only once a year.

well so my friend kzh happened to introduce me some xmas job, promising great pay between 100 to 150. So we were kind of attracted to it. The interview went smoothly and then xmas eve came. Teamed up with 3 strangers, we made our way out of the office, carrying bags containing light sticks, reindeer hats, sprays and poppers. What happened next is totally dumb. We got rivals all around us. They sell better and more attractive products than us. Every corner of the streets were filled with them. We were stretched out thin.

The price we were supposed to sell was totally dumb too. 3 cans of sprays for 10 bucks. Bloody hell, who wants to buy? Our rivals selling 5 cans for 10 bucks. 1 light stick costs 2 bucks. -.-'' . So we made deals with customers and we took the initiative to slash the price. The boss wasnt happy, his face looks like he was about to burst. Because of what we did, the second round of sales was getting better. Why? Boss finally agree to change the price.

I did'nt know our sales is illegal. Chased away my policemen and running away. But Boss said that there are no more licence to apply for this kind of sales. How dumb can it be.

So after the really pathetic countdown, we finally sat down at the carpark. It was 2 hours to our freedom. There we sat down, stoning. But people recognise us, they keep coming to us, buying the sprays from us. The sprays quality sucks, compared to our rivals. I'm glad there are many kind souls there to help us. Esp., the group of bengs and lians. They kept coming back for more, so we happily took their money. Sitting down beside us, is the some tourists from god-knows-where. They are'nt Singaporean. You know how i know? They emptied all their singapore currency and gave it to us. That was when i realise, they were'nt singaporean.

ok 8 hours of dumb work. 6pm to 2am. we did only 80 plus dollars in sales. We set our goals before. 180 bucks for the sales. But what happened? 2am..2am, sharp. we reported back to our gathering point. We expect everyone to arrive but it was damn empty. We realise they left us without informing us to come back. What the hell. So we walk quite a distance just to hail a bloody taxi. Lucky they were kind enough to pay for us the fare. That's pretty good i suppose.

Next day, we went and collect our pay. I spent 45 mins travelling from Bukit Gombak to Bugis. Big deal? Probably not. Still suffering from the fatigue i had during the sales, we went into the office. It still looked like a cheaters' den.

"42.50 in total for the both of you"

I was -.-'' . 42.50 divide 2. You do the math. Our transport allowance is included. So imagine, our share minus 10 bucks. Thats our pay for 8 hours selling dumb things. So i turned to my friend, who is as -.-'' as me and said, "Thanks buddy. I really appretiate that you introduce me that job."

***

The last week of holidays starts when i end this post. I've got nothing to do. No work, no money. Why no money? After getting my pay, i spend everything that is in my wallet to buy a WW2 collection game set. (thats why i have 2 copies of bf now). The money in my wallet is not enough too. So i had to borrow money from kzh. How pathetic.
New year's eve is coming again. The same carnage is going to happen. Well, what can i say? I have the money to enjoy new year's eve and not the money to go back home. -.-'' . So we will see how.

from Dec 04 till now, everyday is so damn boring.
work everyday and now im sacked from my work.
well, i still have alternate days work.
im having a xmas job from 6pm onwards on 24th Dec.
Buy from me, or i wont have pay. since this job is on performance basis plus it ends at 2am, still need pay 10 bucks for transportation. -.-''

finally, i got myself a damn good computer.(well for me)
those games i cant play, can be played now.
but sadly all pirated except for bf1942.
initially i thought halflife 2 and CS:Source sucks.
But after going to naraen house and actually saw it being played, i want to buy it sia.
If only i have the game earlier. Go and buy, damn nice

For those gamers whos damn siao about WW2 FPS game,
try Call of Duty and its expansion pack, United Offensive

America's Army(recently there is a singapore community and singapore's server. Singapore server = little latency) Download Americas Army v2.2 for free(750MB) at www.americasarmy.com

Battlefield 1942. Join ClanDarkForce. http://www.df-sg.tk Those looking for singapore server in BF1942, go to www.pagn.net to check out the IP.

Medal of Honour Battlechest. These set includes Medal of Honour Allied Assault, Medal of Honour Spearhead and Breakthrough.

Medal of Honour Pacific Assault (MUST BUY). Very High requirements but its a damn bloody excellent game

Half Life 2 and Cs: Source. Im going to buy this game. Not only the whole damn interface change, the realism changes too. Like the CS:Source, realism really rock the game. It looks like an American Army Game interface but its damn bloody cool.

Oh yeah. I went to sim lim square to look at the games there. One game really caught my eye. Its not FPS, its RTS. Lord of The Rings: battle of the middle earth. DAMN cool. I recommend you the shop. Its at 05-78 Iec Drome, sim lim square. they sell quite standard price lah but there got all kinds of game and softwares.

=|

hey frois,
im too caught up with the games i bought recently. so i totally lost touch with blogging.
blogging no fun.
yes, i will try to msg u my number.

my comp finally crashed.
bryan's too.
he managed to convince her mom and im in the process.
if i get a new comp, with a sexy graphics card like the ATI radeon 9800, HAH!
btw, im using comp in my mum's working place.

we should actually organise a lunch gathering for our class or not must wait 10 years leh. well according to frois, seoul gardens seems to be the best place. depends on how much, im having serious cash problems.

sian ah. went for 2 job interviews, till now haven call me yet. -.-'' so in the end, work at my mom's place lor. can slack and use comp plus can get salary. how good can that be?

having a primary sch gathering next week. don't know should go or not. i go dere also sian.


SIAN.

finally i've got a good night sleep yesterday.
Sleeping at 3 plus am and waking up couple of hours later to go out with my friends.

O's ended. Somehow, i don't feel any overwhelmed happiness or excitment. Maybe i did'nt put in any effort at all. I felt that i've put in more effort in my prelims than in my Os. Countless times, i made small mistakes which i will regret later on. Well, Os ended as soon as it started and i think i would'nt go too nostalgic over it.

***

ah crap. My computer is so ancient. I could'nt play most of the latest games. I bought 'call of duty' with clement on sunday. After waiting for an hour, my fucking computer sounded a depressing warning alarm. "Your graphics card does not meet the minimum requirements"

"WHAM!"

I slammed my hands on the table, furious that after waiting for an hour, my pathetic pc screw it up. My family is too poor to afford a computer anyway. I've got to find a solution to this.

I browsed through funan center with Naraen, winston and feymun yesterday. Enduring the sharp pain from the blisters in my right foot, i walked on with them. It was my first trip to Funan center. The hardwares displayed there seemed so alien to me. I've never seen so many computer hardwares in my life before. No doubt, i was not too sure what i was looking at.

Shops after shops, we went in and out. I was looking around while winston was looking for his joystick. One sound system caught my eye and that fucking thing costs $985. Ah forget it, im not buying it. I gave up looking for hardwares and decided to try out the XbOx. It was displayed at every floor. I saw Halo 2, it was so cool. The game context and the graphics are sure to blow me away. But looking at the price, i looked away with a heavy heart.
So winston did'nt find this joystick and i did'nt make any progress looking at hardwares. So everyone's sad.

Caught two movies recently. 'SAW' is a phsyco cum thriller which is so different compared to those boring, mediocre thriller u watched on channel 5 or i. Im not saying all thrillers are boring but most of the time you can correctly guessed what's going to happen next, right? SAW does'nt. In fact, it tricked you. Go watch it, im sure u'll like it.

Incredibles. Those adorable animation will sure win the hearts of many primary school kids and sometimes maybe adults. And i'm darn sure you know who will win when the movie ends. The superheros have to win! The movie's supposed to be marketed in a way that kids would'nt have the wrong impression.
No?
Maybe i am being biased here.
On the other hand, the show is giving movie-goers a good laugh for a couple of hours. 6.50 for this movie is not too bad but a 7.50 for this isn't worth it.

I shall go and shoot cybersoilders. Thats the pleasurable thing i could do now. I'm downloading maplestory later, not sure whether its nice. It seems that everyone is addicted to it.

=|

Before blogging on my stuffs.
I think it is appropriate for me to apologize to tag-board spammers and the potentials.
This is your apology. _|_ _|_ (if you don't know what this means, you can shove it)
I guess you're happy huh?

I can't wait.
Its three(3) days more before exams are over.
I just can't wait. Imagine the time i could stay in town, play lan in the morning, watch movie the next and play pool to end the day.
Winston decided to organise a lan party(for those who are committed to play Battlefield). It should be played for real, like in terms of money. =D Well, its just a suggestion.
ANyone interested? After the PAE exercise?

My mom got me a job for the month of December. Hopefully i can earn enough to buy myself a new computer. How much can i earn in just 1 month? ponders.
Shourav msged me to be his "working-out" buddy. He wants to lose 12 kg in December. Well, he's crazy. He wants to run from newton to toapayoh and then work out in the gym. I can bet that we would be tired out when we reached the gym.

Damnit, hell lot of activities coming up after the exams. I really cannot wait.

Here are some websites that you might find it interesting.
http://www.lalalabom.blogspot.com
http://listentoher.blogspot.com
http://bitchpartner.blogspot.com/
http://72.3.131.10/

alright.
i admit defeat.
Whats this? empty promises!
Well, just let me take a break man.
Nono, i won't come online till 19th Nov.

emaths paper2 was such a breeze. hope it can pull my paper 1 up
coz paper 1 was really horrendous.

for the past papers in school...
i always hear people saying, "aiyah neighbourhood school ppl so stupid how can they do better than us? sure will lower the national standard one lah" and other related comments.
I felt extremely pissed hearing it.
why...why do people(including me) like to generalise others?
Arrogance.
They think they are so smart?
What about those students from neighbourhood schools who can come to independent schools but chose not to because its either too far or too expensive? Are they stupid and dumb too?
Just because their school has long and valued history or belonged to the independent schools category, does'nt mean they are smarter than students in neighbourhood schools. But so sad, its the influence that caused this generalisation.
well..

another thing.
i hate it..
when i see girls
acting cute when they walk.
Its so fucking disgusting.
Their wierd or their so called "cute" posture are so stupid, adding on is their face expression. It really irks me.
I think its okay when girls act cute infront of their close friends or their loved ones or whatever, but walking too?
Thats disgusting.

blogger is extremely screw up lah.
i think i am changing the host.

this week i took half of my Os already.
It was'nt that fantastic.
shit lah.
even emaths so simple i can screw up.
Fortunately, i still have amaths to save my ass.

9 days of break after emaths paper 2 is the time i am going to redeem myself.
my last chance.
so i think this is my last post and my last time im coming online.
when Os finish,
i just can't wait to go back to my gaming sheldule again.

i can't...i can't see myself falling into some black hole, unable to get up. Lost in that world, humiliated.
What is this?
Humanities.
one of my better subjects. I screw it up. That a1 and a2 is just gone.
fuck it
Maybe i did'nt study much or its just me.
Why...why?

I find this article very amusing.
****

Minister Mentor Lee proves he can reach out to today’s youth with the release of a hip-hop rap album, under his stage name, Em’n’em.

“Some people have suggested that I am increasingly out of touch with the aspirations of the young people of today,” said Mr. Lee, who was recently bestowed the title of ‘Minister Mentor’ after the handover of the Prime Ministership to his son. “So I gotta knuckle up and prove to these niggaz that there ain’t no diggety that me and my homies, we still be down wid it an’ shit, you know what I’m sayin’, son?”

The album, “My Name Is (MM Lee)” is the first hip-hop album to be made compulsorily examinable for the GCE ‘O’ Levels, and its first single, “The Real MM Lee”, has been hailed by the State’s Times music reviewer as “more chillin’ than the air-con at Whitley Road Detention Centre.”

For our readers’ edification, we are pleased to excerpt some lyrics:

THE REAL MM LEE
Em’n’em’ (Temasek Records, 2004)

Hi! My name is... (what?) My name is... (who?)
My name is... {scratches} Harry Lee
Hi! My name is... (huh?) My name is... (what?)
But call me... {scratches} MM Lee!
Ahem. Excuse me!
Can I have the attention of the class for o­ne second?

May I have your attention please?
May I have your attention please?
For MM Lee will you please stand up?
I repeat, for MM Lee, will you please stand up?
Or else you’re gonna have a problem here...

Y'all act like you never seen a minister mentor before
But I been here for years, in this city of Singapore
Which I’m gonna rule till I’m a hundred and four or more
I’m gonna make a prediction, that whether or not there’s an election (Ahh!)
I’m going to return just like before
Hey, wait, no way, don’t ji seow me
He didn’t just say that, did he?
What about his son Little PM Lee? So what about him?
Who’s your daddy? I said, who’s your daddy? (Ha ha!)
Your daddy - he’s Em’n’em! (Chigga chigga chigga)
Harry Lee, you can’t eject me
Look at me, walkin’ around, grabbin’ them votes
Suin’ the pants of you-know-who!
Yeah, and you could be next too!
Some folks, they say they don’t like my views
But so what? It’s your citizen’s right to choose
And you folks, you just refuse to let me lose
So you ain’t got no right to sing the blues
My ass is o­n your lips, my ass is o­n your lips
So pucker up and give me a big wet kiss
That’s the message I want to deliver to all you kids
In my hood, the game’s played like this
Of course you all know that’s how it is
By the time you hit Sec 4
And you want cash to go to the department store
You know you got to play my game, if you want more of the same
It’s all planned out for you like a blueprint
You better listen close and get the hint
Follow it, or your face will bear my shoeprint (Owww!)
Careful now, don’t be tempted to rock the boat
You don’t want someone to come slit your throat
I don’t mean to brag
But all you niggaz be flyin’ my flag

Chorus:

‘Cause I’m Harry Lee,
Yes, I’m the real Lee
All the MPs, they’re just imitatin’
So for me, ol’ MM Lee, won’t you please stand up
Please stand up!
Please stand up!
Don’t you dare say I’m shady
Because I’m si beh steady
So for me, ol’ MM Lee, won’t you please stand up
Please stand up!
Please stand up!

Etc.

© TalkingCock.Com

i went for my tuition this morning.
a lesson that i won't forget.

They say Singaporeans are always commended because they can SPEAK well in English. However, caucasians such as Americans or Australians have a difficult time understanding Singaporeans.
Why?
Since Singaporeans can speak well in English, then why is it that caucasians can't understand us?

Let me ask you a question.

Why are you late for school?
So simple right? HOW THE FUCK can i get it wrong?
Think of an answer.
NOW.
































Does your answer includes any of these?
1. It was raining
2. I overslept
or related reasons.

A typical Singaporean will usually respond with such answers. 9/10 of Singaporeans usually do that. No, thats not speculation. Next time try it on your friends and compare the results. Students answering these questions usually think their answers are correct and at the same time assuming they had answered the teacher's question.

BUT....

"So what?!?"
So what if its raining? Have you answered my question?
No you have'nt!



Look closely at the question again.
Read: Why are you late?


Wheres the damn link? It can be raining but it does'nt mean that you have to be late.
It is raining but there's no traffic jam. I can still reach school in time.
Yes, so what if its raining?

The answer, "It was raining" sounds perfect to a question that asked, "What was the weather like?" Isn't it?

Hmm, confused? Yes, i am very confused too.

But as my tuition teacher goes on, i realise that whenever we say simple answers, our answers contradicts with our mind. There isn't a link in our answers. You can't expect people to make a link from inference by listening to your answer and that's why some people just don't understand us, Singaporeans.

Lets compare another answer.
"I was caught in a rain"
What does that answer tells you?
It was raining and i am stuck in it and hence i could'nt reach school in time.

Look at the original answer again.
"It was raining"
Yes, it was raining cats and dogs.
But how did the damn rain delayed you then?
Now thats a missing link.


****

Ok here are some interesting Q & A for you to figure out.

Student: Can i go to the toilet?
Teacher: Yes of course you can. But you may not.

Girlfriend(grinning): Will you please buy me that diamond ring?
Boyfriend has no choice but to buy for her. Because the way his girlfriend asked him left him with no choice.


=|

I want you to stand up from the computer seat you
are almost certainly sitting in.
If your in a public area, this may make you look
stupid but I am demanding this of you.
Ok.
How did that feel? Feel any twinges, aches,
cramps, strain or tiredness?
You probably did. Now sit down. There it is again.
Strech your fingers out as far as they will go and
then contract them. Repeat.
You can really feel the strain and cracking there
can't you?
What's my point?
The Human body is one of the most self-mutilating
feeble things. It is the weakness of mankind!

Everyone gets injuries. Even if you don't play
proffesional sport - before you hit 20 you will
almost certainly have some sort of debilitating
injury. Whether it be a broken arm/leg or an
ingrowing toe-nail - its annoying and it reveals the
human bodies feebleness. And it's not because
we are agressive, clusmsy but because we are
weak. About as weak as my mobile signal when I
actually need to call someone. We all need to
toughen up.

So - what do I propose we do about this? Weak
and feeble men are normally described
as "SPINELESS". This should not be the case. I
believe if we didn't have a spine - and were
spineless - we would be much better off. back
injuries are the most common debiliating injury
world wide. You remove our spine suddenly our
key and crucial weakness is removed. Obviously,
i understand we inherit the problems of lack of
movement and adopt a sort of jelly consistency
meaning we all look like collapsed tents. So,
instead I suggest that each person has a custom
build spine of solid steel. Think of the advantages.
Think of the INDESTRUCTABILITY! If someone
comes up to you and sledgehammers you in the
back - you probably wont feel a thing
(please don't try that at home kiddies)

How else can we "toughen up" our species? Well
another key problem is our faces. Yes, 62.6% are
hideously ugly,
but this is not the problem. Instead, they are poorly
constrcted and supported.
I want you to poke your face. Go on. Not too hard
but poke anywhere on your face. (please avoid
the eyes)
(chrisafi can take no responsibilty for any
injuries/deaths caused by your actions)

Even a poke is uncomfortable - and if you hit your
face really hard, you would break something(s)
and it would
probably REALLY REALLY hurt. And you'd
become on of those 62.6% (if you weren't there
already)
(please note - chrisafi cannot ensure nor promise
hitting your face really hard will make you ugly but
will give it his best shot should you fail)

So again - what can we do? We don't want to
cover up our faces do we? Maybe if they are ugly -
buy they are what
make us unique. So, I propose we all wear
Astronaught helmets - ALL THE TIME.
Oh yes. I'd like to see you damage your head now.
3 inch glass is a very good shock absorber.
Although there are
saftey risks which I have been informed of
(something about air - bah), I believe we can
make this work

So join me - in enhancing the human body for
years to come. Together we can be indestructable
(please note - chrisafi cannot ensure your
immortalitly should you agree to join his cause)

By Chrisafi.
(taken from a forum
http://htbdf.ipbhost.com/index.php?
showtopic=2759)

ok. i ripped the entire blog layout from jacky's website.
including the music.
hah!

alright its getting late.
i'll blog tomorrow.

i took this from friendster.

If A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q
R S T U V W X Y Z

Is equal to

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12
13 14 15 16 17
18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26


Then
Hardwork=H+A+R+D+W+O+R+K
= 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11
= 98% only


Knowledge=K+N+O+W+L+E+D+G+
E
= 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5
= 96%
only


Love=L+O+V+E
=12+15+22+5
=54%


Luck =L+U+C+K
= 12+21+3+11
= 47%
(don't most of us think that this is the most important?)



Then what makes 100% Is it
Money? ..... No
Leadership? ...... NO


Every problem has a solution, only if
we perhaps change our attitude.

To go to the top, to that 100%

what we really need to go further.....
a
bit more.......

Attitude=A+T+T+I+T+U+D+E
=1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5
= 100%

We meet on-line to have a great time....
We laugh and we giggle and smile at
our
screens,
We sit back and wonder what this all
means.

We surf the Web, we travel afar,
We span thousands of mile without a
car.
We watch conversations flowing on the
screen,
We tell jokes and stories and know what
they mean.

What are we looking for? Where's the
attraction?
How can we do this and get
satisfaction?
Who are we? Why are we here?

We are "the Circle of Friends", made
from a chain.
And we're here because friendship is
what we gain!
Born on-line formed by few,
We had no idea just what to do.

So we are linking our pages, first one
then two,
And wonder where we'll end up when we
are through?
The Circle will spread, like a wild vine,
It will breathe and whisper like the
winds of time.

We are the Circle of Friends, made from
a chain.

whoever it is,
please.
grow up. you are just making a fool of yourself here.
Even if you hated me, so what?
We graduated, we won't see each other again.
Would i even care if you hated me?
I thank you for your comments as you made my blog even more interesting.
Look, your comments isn't affecting me. mofo.
how much do you know jz?
Im his close-friend for 4 good years, though we had unresolved dispute.
But we went through shit together, and i know he's someone who's very mature. He has integrity unlike some people.
Unless im wrong at this...

***

+[Self Destruction Part 2]+

we livin life in modern jahiliah
all blurry like we have myopia
now, drugs the fad like in colombia
girls exposing skin, where's gymnophobia?

the thing is, we're self-destructing
sins rise high, it's almost erupting
people sin with all their might
we're all choosing wrong from right

I trust that God hear all our prayers
But we talk like walking tape recorder
Trivial fault of others we hate.
But what about major ones we did?

this track spells rude awakening
for those who spent their life idling
not aware that afterlife be waiting
it just reflects our own upbringing

from friends & co.

Ok, i ripped this from friendster. =D

The Top 10 Reasons Why It Sucks To Be A Dick


10. You've got a hole in your head.
9. Your master strangles you all the time.
8. Your head is disproportionate to the rest of
your body.
7. You shrink in cold water.
6. You never get a haircut.
5. You always hang around with 2 nuts.
4. Your closest neighbor is an asshole.
3. Your best friend is a pussy.
2. Your scalp gets cut off if you're Jewish.

And the number one reason why it sucks to be a
dick:

1. Everytime you get excited, you throw up.

I'd like to share with you a small comic strip which i took it from someone's blog.



I saw from the newspapers that they are making it a serious crime for home users who downloaded stuffs from kazaa.
Arghh!
No more music and videos.
But there's always alternatives.
=)

If you plan to use the tagboard to insult me with your senseless insults, well go ahead. Stupid senseless comments people make on tagboards don't mean anything. Since it turns you on everytime you come up with something that you think I might give a damn about, then go ahead. Thats if it makes your day. Whatever rocks you on. Because if your life revolves around siting infront of your PC all day trying to justify your existance by having people acknowledge your lack of intelligence, then be my guest. Its the INTERNET for god sakes. There has to be something to be something else you'd rather be doing then coming back here day after day.

If you're going to take this personally you can shove it. It's just me bitching about how dumbfucked people can get. Your apology is right here. _|_ _|_ .

=|

SELF DESTRUCTION PART 1

you know live's a bitch
when you fucked up your day and have someone else to blame.
you know live's a bitch
when you don't know what to do in loneliness.
you know live's a bitch
when you study about diplomacy and deterrence and it doesn't apply to your life unless you do politics.
you know live's a bitch
when you begin to screw up cover songs when you jammed.
you know live's a bitch
when you spend $9 on Sampoerna Menthol every Friday.
you know live's a bitch
when your Sampoerna Menthol finished by Sunday.
you know live's a bitch
when a poem turns into nasty rantings like mine.

from friends & co.

Phantom Planet - California

We've been on the run
Driving in the sun
Looking out for #1
California here we come
Right back where we started from

Hustlers grab your guns
Your shadow weighs a ton
Driving down the 101
California here we come
Right back where we started from

California!
Here we come!

On the stereo
Listen as we go
Nothing's gonna stop me now
California here we come
Right back where we started from
Pedal to the floor
Thinkin' of the roar
Gotta get us to the show
California here we come
Right back where we started from

California!
Here we come!

1. you grew up watching He-man,
MASK,Transformers, Silver
hawk ,Mickey Mouse, Ninja turtles, My Little
Pony
and Smurfs too.

2. You grew up brushing your teeth with a mug
in
Primary school during.You will squat by a drain
with all ur classmates beside u,& brush your
teeth
with a coloured mug.The teachers said u must
brush each side 10 times too.

3.You pay 40 cents for Chocolate or
Strawberry
MILK every week in class.

4.You find your friends with pagers and hp cool
in
Sec school.

5. Envelopes given to us to donate to Sharity
Elephant every Children's Day .

6. You've probably read Young Generation
magazine.u know who's Vinny the little vampire
and Acai the constable.

7. u were there when they 1st introduced MRT.
u
went for the first ride with ur parents & u would
kneel on the seat to see e scenery.

8.Movie tickets used to cost only $3.50.

9. u longed to buy tibits called Kaka(20 cents
per
pack),& Ding Dang(50 cents per box), that had
a
toy in it & it changes every wk,not forgetting
the 15
cents animal crackers and the ring pop, where
e
lollipop is the diamond on the ring.

10. u watched TV2(also known as Ch 10)
cartoons because Ch 5 nv had enough
cartoons
for u.

11. Hardy Boys, Nancy Drew,e 3 Investigators,
Famous 5 & Secret 7 are probably the thickest
story books you ever thought you have read.
Even
Sweet Valley High and Malory Towers.

12.The most vulgar thing you said was asshole
&
idiot .THE MOST EXTREME WAS 'super
white'...

13. Your English workbooks was made of some
damn poor quality paper that was smooth &
yellow.

14. Waterbottles were slinged around your
neck
and a must everywhere u go.

15. Teng-teng, batu lesung, chapteh, hentam
bola
and zero point were all the rage with the girls
&boys too..

16.Who can forget Ahmad, Bala, Sumei and
John,
eternalized in our minds from the
textbooks.Miss
Lala & Zaki and Tini in Malay textbooks.

17.We carry out experiments of our own to get
ourself badges for being a Young
Zoologist/Botanist etc.

18.Every children's day& national day u either
get
pins or pens with 'HappyChildren's Day 1993'
or
dumbfiles with Happy National Day1994'.

19.We wear BM2000, BATA, or Pallas shoes.

20.You went to school in slippers & raincoat
when
it rained, & you find a dry spot in the school to
sit
down, dry your feet, &wear your dry and warm
socks and shoes.

21.Autograph books were loaded with "Best
Wishes", "Forget Me Not", &small poems
like "Bird fly high, hard to catch.Friend like
you, hard to forget".

22.Class monitors & prefects loved to say "You
talk somemore, I write your name ah!"

23.When bullied by friends..we tend to
say.."Teacher,u see he take my pencil"..

24. You brought every single book to school,
even
though there was one thing called the timetable.

Ex-Josephians!!

geez.
we ARE finally ex-josephians.

The sec 4 farewell and paraliturgy went on.
i dreaded it cos' it had to last till 12.30pm and this will reduce the time im going to play in lan later on.
well, the event was touching.
I took this time to apologize to whoever i had offended except for a few whom i think don't deserve it.
......
we organised a lan party.
around 11 to 12 people.
it was the biggest.
went to cineleisure, played the whole afternoon away.
damn it, our happiness was shortlived.
we were robbed too....
8.50 for 3.5 hrs.
egad!

till then,
and 10 years later from now. we would see each other again. friend of foe, its always good to meet up again.
how about a time capsule?

=|

Finally,
tomorrow's our last day in SJI.
Aww...so sad.

How sad you know.
Last day of proper lessons,
people still fight violently.
What can i say?

Anyway,
It's so funny.
I find myself tangled up in this mess between certain people.
This group of people(victims of my ranting in this blog in the last 5 posts) decided to screw each other up even till the last day.
A screw B, den B screw C but at the same time screw A. Then D comes into the picture and screw everyone...
The list goes on and on.
Living proof of yours truly validity.
Hyprocrites prevails....
even till their last.
Its so risky to blog what is happening or whatever crap and senseless conspiracy is going on.
If these <> were to be revealed in yours truly blog,
things won't be so pleasant tomorrow.
So i shall just end here.

Oh by the way,
have you people heard about Eminem's controversial music video, Just Lose It?
I find it amusing.
You people should download it.

i just deleted the latest entry.
It was too explicit.
I splurred out everything i had in mind at that momment.
But it seems, that it went too much.
Well, at least i have some remorse of what i write and think. Unlike the master of 2 dogs.

IT'S ABOUT YOU

what a boring day, isn't it?
School's sucks, especially with dogs in the class.

It seems that no one in the class can be trusted.
Even the closest.
Things have to turn out this way and they blamed me.
tsk.
Everything won't have happened if so and so don't do this.
Both sides are in the wrong and they insist that i started this.
Well,
on the contrary, i did confront him.
But they don't realise that i won't have confronted him without a damn reason.
Fucking mofos.

That mofo, Yu hsien.
Just think that they are right and i am wrong.
Holy shit.
In the first place, he's exagerating things so badly.
Giving his point of views that he actually heard something out of Shawn.
Its the conscience lah.
It goes to the original point. He classify me into his "attitude sucks" people and pinpointed me that i am in the wrong.
What the Fuck.
Yu Hsien wake up lah. That master is trying to brain wash you.
He's cunning remember?
And look what happened to the dogs?

I am stranded.
For goodness sake, i am really stranded.
Days later, its our farewell day. I read winston's blog and i agree with him.
We shan't hate anybody now. Its useless.
What's the point of hating that fuck face?
After all, he gained nothing but happiness.
Its easy to say but difficult to put it into action.
Ignoring them is an obstacle.
Their senseless yet tempting "hush-hush" is getting on my nerves.
But i cant do anything.
Cause i can't talk out of them and they admit that they can infer well because they are history students.
Arrogant Bastards.

Well, i believe that everything that goes around comes around.
His truimph, his evil grins, his master plans can be his trademark and a living proof that he is what-he-called-himself a genius or cunning.
Whatever.
But things don't last long.
Afterall, imperfection prevails, unless you have other views on this.

Honestly, i regret making fun of people like cyril and hating people like zihong or cho yao..
I realise after 2 years, they may seem fucked up on the outside but on the inside i think they are people who uphold good values.
I respect them.
Some people just cannot be trusted. Not one bit.
They are kind souls but backstabbing is their disguise.
You'll never know when they are going to strike.
You're just one poor soul stranded after being stabbed.
I'm not trying to generalise people but seriously history students are one of a kind.
They admit it themselves though.
Youre in my class and you will know it.
This ongoing-useless-getting nowhere things are happening.

I think its time for me to grow up.
Pointless to hate people like that.
I wasted my 1 week, looking at them.
My self esteem got the better of me.
I got tempted by their laughter and their looks at me.
He can go on with his blabbering about me but so what?
Theres no damage done.
Im still myself.
Ignoring them is damn difficult, i got tempted to use force.
I am in a dilema. I don't want to make a fool of myself.
I tried to control myself. Smiling more helps.
Moreover, i felt relieved that i confronted him.
At least i told him i hate him straight in his face.
Cold wars are a waste of time because you gained nothing and misunderstanding happened. In the end, people make a fool of themselves.

I don't know what kind of comments i will be inviting.
But this at least, tell those who are reading and is involved in this piece of crap,
what i am feeling.
And to tell you, that this thing is getting nowhere and both sides are in the wrong.

=|

a few days ago,
i was watching the live services at City Harvest Church.
I was anticipating those solemn environment that you would expect.
Instead,
I saw a group of rockers or musicians strumming their guitars jumping along like it was some rock concert. I saw people jumping with them too. Fortunately, they were singing songs that rhyme.
Do you call that a church service?
The whole place was like an auditorum. I suppose that it was to make church goers more comfortable. But making like a rock concert was totally out.

wasting my time with my guitar, though i still fail to play a full song. I have'nt study since results came out. Yesterday, i did 5 questions for physics mcq. I think when you read this, you'll feel quite relieved. Knowing that someone is slacking more than you.

Yukchun said:" Rap Competition 2004. Gathering of all rappers from China and Tanglin CC. Grab your application form at the teachers table at 409 NOW!!

=|

that shawn rodriguez.
I confronted him few days ago.
That freaking small boy.

He got 2 dogs. Jeremy Chua and Alvin Ong.
These 2 dogs follow his orders everywhere he goes.
The dogs unfortunately did'nt realise that they are now obeying the master.
Shawn shout, "SIT!"
Jeremy Chua will sit down.
gasp! such a good dog.
The master, Shawn, said, "Turn around and look at ERIC!"
Alvin ong followed his orders and dutifully turned around and look at me with his doggy tongue sticking out and barked.
"Woof!"

Hmm..
two nice dogs.

Shawn's a fcuker. He thinks he's oh so great. Talking behind my back with his forever dumb comments of his own logic.
I am sure he's speaking ill of me.
Maybe I am just too sensitive.
Since the day i confronted him, things changed.

Oh he's humji too.
He's too humji in carry out his freaking senseless plan on people(or do u called it a plan?).
Instead, he asked his 2 dogs to carry out.
Oh by the way, he gossiped like some girls.
Its like he came close to his dog's ears and start hushing about this and that. Then he turn to his 2nd dog and start hushing. And he was sooo close to his dogs' ears.
Imagine the smell?

i really hope shawn rodriguez is reading this.

=|

i feel so ashamed of myself.
got 21 points and still can be happy.
Im not even trying hard for my O lvls.
Since release of results, i have'nt really get down and study real hard.

From what i can see, 409 isn't a stupid or dumb class as what people always generalise us. Look, the class average agreggate score isn't that high, most probably around 14 or 15. I am sure the whole class will go JC.
Some people in 409 is just born smart BUT they are just too lazy.
409 just stands out with its unique amptitutes.

mrs chong managed to push my l1r5 to 20. BUT so wad?
20 freaking pts, no big deal. I can't be too assured either.
competition from so many 20 pointers.
I heard that CJC is affiliated to 13 sec schs?
What the Fcuk?
WHich means i have so many competitions and CJC might just be overflooded and probably kick out the borderline people.
Hmm..
I just have to wait and cross my fingers.

From what eugene had blogged, i agreed totally with him.
That Mark Tay is someone that i classify into a freaking bootlicker. Sucking up with supposedly "fame" people.
Well, i think it isn't morally wrong to be close to people who are emotionally down but Mark Tay twisted the whole thing. Instead of shutting his crap, he became some freaking insensitive bastard.
He realised it(thank god, he's at least a tad civilised). But he brought a get well card to school and asked the class to sign it. It just because he wants to apologize for being insensitive at the expense of the class.
What the fcuk?
I got no comments about this because i did'nt realise that he was insensitive initially. I thought it was enrique.
Well...

I STILL HATE THAT MARK TAY.
No words can just describe him lah.
His face contradicts his way of posing.(hehhe, eugene i copy u lah).
Few days ago, i had a small dispute with him. But at that time, both of us were wrong. So no comments...
He think he's so intelligent and well knowledgable.
Maybe he thinks he's very handsome too. I don't know.
His physical appearance may looked like as if he got something but inside its all NOTHING
and..
he's really SICK

well, thats all folks.
FROIS u freaking racist bastard. i changed your surname in my blog for the first time. heh.

=|

what a day, what a sight.

L1r5 = 21 (SOB!)

Well, looks like i won't be getting into a JC.
But there's one more alternative that i can get to.
Thats the Centralised Institute for the 1st three months.
I just have to take 5 subjects(l1r4) which is 16.

so the suspense is over. I can finally get down to study.
Look, its like less than 30 days?

***

There's one thing about hyprocrites and backstabbers.
Fancy saying that you hate backstabbers and hyprocrites, but you failed to realise that you are actually one too.
This made me realise that life imperfection, hyprocrites and backstabbers forever prevails.
You can't prevent them nor change yourself so that you won't be like them.
Its just part of us.

Close friends turn your back at you.
This guy, Ben(not his real name) has been a close friend of mine for like 2 years.
I trusted this guy too much.
He's now turning one big round and shoot me.
Backstabbing at me.
Oh yes and i remembered him telling me how he hated hyprocrites and backstabbers.
And the way he gossipped, geez. He din realise how he made a fool out of himself.

***

Hmm, bryan told me he's not going for the 48th CLT course.
So, that would say it all lah.
I would not be going then.
Soon, naraen will follow suit.

Well, i don't want to enter the course with _________ and _________.

=|

excitement and axiety fills in.
we filled the seats in the hall with much anticipation.
Personally, I was overwhelmed by the people there. It was a different sense of mood, unlike the couple of rehearsals we had beforehand.
As the sun slowly tucked right into the clear blue sky, the ceremony commenced.
It was Graduation Day!
I looked around promptly, everyone was in their neatest uniform, sitting down chattering away.

****
Embarrasement.
Well, our parents were asked to open the envelope that was given to them earlier. It was the letter which most of us wrote sincerely. The song accompanied this segment gives me the bumps.
geez.
I spotted some parents laughing, some were crying. Aww soo sad.

Next was the presentation of certificate to us. Nothing special about it. I like the part when we sang the song "We are Friends" together as a school. We hold on to each other, regardless whether the person beside me was a bastard or a cheebye. We felt the emotions as we sang away, delivering the maximum effect.
It was a touching sight indeed!

ceremony ended, i met my parents for a momment and i rushed off to meet up with yu hsien and jeremy chua. We were planning to watch resident evil at westmall. Jeremy frois tagged along later.
Well, the movie's quite interesting but not that gory. However, Resident evil seems pale in comparison with Art of the Devil.
The movie's short, the plot is simple, other than that there's nothing interesting about it.

Monday's the release of prelims results. I just can't figure out my feelings for it. Well, we shall see tml.

=|

of course!
its graduation day.
i suppose its something important at this point of life, though the ceremony can be damn boring.
like wad calvin said, graduation makes us feel sooo old.
i somewhat agree with him.

hmm....
its onli 11 plus only.
let me play my games first.

an art of devil.
Yes thats the movie cyril, frois, qing lun n me caught today after school.
We did'nt expect it to be a horror show.
Unfortunately, it is a Thai movie and everything was conversed in thai.

well, cyril wanted to go home halfway throughout the movie when we realise its a horror show.
Well, the show is pretty interesting.
Its about this Thai woman(extremely sexy and hot doh!) who had an affair with this rich architect, also a Thai. Then the woman got pregnant and you know what normally happens lah.
The man abandoned her after giving her 2 million baht in total and a several slaps.
Then of course the woman pissed off which made her to consult a black magic expert. And then everyone got cursed by the request of the woman. They died in a gory way.
Since this show is PG, so Resident evil 2 is much more gory since its nc16.

well did'nt manage to catch Resident evil 2, cause the time slot so late.

=|

even before the freaking prelim results are to be released next monday,
we knew exactly our fate.
Its just that we have to stress the importance of getting 20 points or less to get into a JC or a CI. If not, you just have to endure the 3 months of discrimination and disgust from people who highly regard the dumb education policies.

Going to school is getting more depressing.
Not because its boring but teachers are going through the prelim papers that gave us hell for 2 weeks. Every teacher came in and everyone was anticipating his/her comments on the prelims results. But everytime the teacher left, the mood is always depressing.

with barely 5 weeks left to our final obstacle, the freaking O levels,
things are'nt going smoothly as you would expect.
Its our last few metres to run and honestly speaking some of us are'nt coping that well and we just don't have the stamina to complete it.
this is utterly depressing too.

i just find myself hating a particular person in class again.
Im not mentioning names though.
He just fits nicely into my catergory of bastards. Though i dare say im a bastard too.
He may be smart but so what?
He only thinks of winning this and that and tells me i will win the person and i will prove to him that i will beat him.
Isn't that arrogant?
wadever.
I just find that person unpleasant in my eyes.

Till then folks...

ever since my prelims had ended, my days have been uneventful.
things that should'nt happen, happened.
After days of slogging my ass off on books and piles of notes, i finally got the chance to settle down and enjoy myself whole-heartedly on addictive games.
My life has been very ordinary. Nothing happened. My views on life issues has long been gone. Some thoughts are too personal to be written down here and for some, it might just pissed ppl off. Things that i am unhappy with, can't be written down here because my command of english is just so poor.
Now, i am just wasting another day in front of my computer. O lvls is drawing nearer and i have to restudy and re-revise the shit that almost killed me. Thinking about this, makes study so fucked up.

Till then, i shall just blog on the issues worth debating.

And She stood in the doorway,
I heard the mission bell.
I was thinking to myself,
This could be heaven or this could be hell."

prelims finished 2days ago.
heheheh.
but now Os is like drawing nearer.
hai~
need to start studying now too but next week lah.

a couple of weeks and im no longer a Josephian.
after 10 years in a cbs school, it really taught me much.
this 4 years has been dramatic, full of emotions, hatred and greed.

reminiscing the things that had happened
thinking about it it was always fun.

well, throughout my years in sji, i would really like to thank people who had lived me through thick and thin of friendship blah blah blah.

first of all will be the e12 group. Though some of them i daoed dem coz of some disagreement. Jian Zhong, Alex Lim, Alvin Aw, Alvin Chan and Tyrik Lee. We really were close la, esp. Jian ZHong and Alex Lim. I can really share my problems easily with them, it was quite interesting to be together.
hahaha, ALEX LIm, remember the door incident at my house.HAHAHA. Thinking about it, it was so hilarious. Alex was stunned till he almost pee in his pants. lol.

and the guy whose name was Mark(i think so) and his nickname given to him was "Satellite" coz as a prefect, he was "obriting" around de 2e12 table. This guy though he graduated and went to some jc, he was the senior i respected the most. He taught me alot in studies and things about peer pressure.

the first 2 years of sji was full of nice and funny things. seriously i think my first 2 years were the best years.
Then came sec 3. It was like shit. When winston n me(the onlie e12 ppl) went into 309, i had bad feeling about this class. I din't adapt well into the class at all. I don't know wad i was thinking also lah. My first 4 months of sec 3 was such a torture to me till i had 2 send for counselling. But i still din go to my counselling session, instead i asked my parents help me go.

another 2 years spent in a new environment. of course that is where i found my own clique too and some cool people i had met.

jeremy chua, yu hsien, alvin ong and shawn rod. Although we like to run away from each other when we were going home, we still are good coz we gossipped little things with each other and behave like some kids. lol, it was sooo damn fun and hilarious. everytime going home, we would plot a plan to stop anyone of us alighting from the bus and alvin ong is always the odd one out. HAHA, so damn funny.

bryan kwek. as wad i had wrote in my testis, he's someone i used to hate alot. But i realise that he's such a gd buddy to talk to and play with. Ever since i sat near him, i think i no longer hate him.

and the china group of our class, yuk chun, eugene tan, tingguan, alvin lee. They spice up my life. LOL. them and their lame jokes. hahahaa, but its better than nothing. hahha.

and the rest, qing lun, jeremy frois, cyril chua, hari, iqbal, calvin tan, clement, naraen and zihong. These are memorable people and people i totally respect. i don think i ever respect anyone of the same age as me but these people change my point of view.

heheh.
thats all folks.
back to my gaming.

omg, 1 more paper left nia.
so fast sia.
good good, liddat i can play liaoz.
lol.

wed, MAYBE i going to watch movie onli.
i asking ppl later.
so long nvr go town liaoz.
its very long, at least more than 5 mths.
i missed the lan gaming though.
haven visit lan shops for a very long time too...
well maybe ppl have grown up, stopped going to lan shops..
but i haven. after all i enjoy being dere.
all yeah, missed the time when we play lan gaming at cine and then play pool at mechmaster. so fun!!

hmm, amaths p2 tml. die lah but still must try.
well, i going for tuition now.

my ex-cadets started to ask me.
how come i'm not in msn.
and i said my msn spoilt.

i delete them for a reason.
not because i hate them
but its for some other reasons.

afterall seeing them gives me nightmares of my experiences.
even after ap, 1 particular bastard from de ncos'04 has to talk behind my back.

i noe i am ranting nonsense but im stressed lah.

have you ever heard of backmasking?
recently, i was interested in song being backmasked.
Was backmasking a new technology or was it juz too coincidental?
Well, it began with Judas Priest, a brute metal band, was charged in an infamous court case over a child who attempted to commit suicide over the sublimal message in one of their songs, Beyond the Realms of Death.
It afterall happened when the child apparently heard the song backwards. "He heard a satanic message within it," as sources had quoted.
But, how did the child heard it backwards since the song came out only in the early 1980s?
Could it be gramaphone?Perhaps.

Anyway, Eagles being a satanic band has been an on-off topic discussion among discussions throughout the world. Many firmly believed that some of Eagle's song carries a strong satanic message.
Take the infamous "satanic" song for example, Hotel California.

Look closely at the lyrics;

On a dark desert highway
Cool wind in my hair
Warm smell of colitas
Rising up through the air
Up ahead in the distance
I saw a shimmering light
My head grew heavy, and my sight grew dim
I had to stop for the night
There she stood in the doorway
I heard the mission bell
And I was thinking to myself
This could be Heaven or this could be Hell
Then she lit up a candle
And she showed me the way
There were voices down the corridor
I thought I heard them say

Welcome to the Hotel California
Such a lovely place
Such a lovely place (background)
Such a lovely face
Plenty of room at the Hotel California
Any time of year
Any time of year (background)
You can find it here
You can find it here

Her mind is Tiffany twisted
She's got the Mercedes bends
She's got a lot of pretty, pretty boys
That she calls friends
How they dance in the courtyard
Sweet summer sweat
Some dance to remember
Some dance to forget
So I called up the Captain
Please bring me my wine
He said
We haven't had that spirit here since 1969
And still those voices are calling from far away
Wake you up in the middle of the night
Just to hear them say

Welcome to the Hotel California
Such a lovely Place
Such a lovely Place (background)
Such a lovely face
They're livin' it up at the Hotel California
What a nice surprise
What a nice surprise (background)
Bring your alibies

Mirrors on the ceiling
Pink champagne on ice
And she said
We are all just prisoners here
Of our own device
And in the master's chambers
They gathered for the feast
They stab it with their steely knives
But they just can't kill the beast
Last thing I remember
I was running for the door
I had to find the passage back to the place I was before
Relax said the nightman
We are programed to recieve
You can check out any time you like
But you can never leave


Does it ring a bell to you?
According to sources, the song was'nt meant to describe a hotel or whatever it is about.
The term "California" actually refered to a street in Los Angeles where the first satanic church was built around in the 1960s.
Amazingly, when some parts of the song was played backwards, it carries a satanic message.

I've done a small research on my own and to my amazement even Eminem songs has being backmasked.
Even Twinkle Twinkle Star has a racist message when played backwards.
What nonsense.

*****

Hmm....
4 days had passed..
well into my prelims.
I am coping well.
Besides, the time table was realli well planned.
However, Physics was such a discouragement.
Haiz, i am sure to failed it.

I went over to alvin lee's hse after my SS exams..
juz to try the guitar he's going to sell me.
180 bucks with amps. How cheap can it be but there is still visible scratches around the guitar lah. But it was good lah.
Spent 2 hrs at his hse..
and there we were trying out the chords and tabs. I learnt some of the power chords lee taught me.
heheh.
Then we tried to play right here waiting and bring me to life together, with me playing the rhythm. well the results was disturbing

Thats all for now.

im stepping out of my house for the first time later on at ard 11am.
and its my first time of the week!
24/7 stayin at home, lazy to go out even juz to buy my lunch.
and yet i cld'nt finish studying wad im supposed to.
seriously dang

i bet ure luffing ur ass off for my last post, dont you?
heheh. juz a passing remark.

anyway..
its already wednesday. 4 days to my 2nd paper of prelims.
tension going high, stress is killing me.
oh my gawd, 5 subs onli. imagine dos ppl studyin 7 subs now.
my sympathy.

eng was such a @#$% paper.
i almost could'nt finish my paper 1.
AND..
i juz can't believe my frens said paper 2 was manageble.
i almost cried doing paper2.
and my place got no fan.

shit lahh, i din study much today. i mean tuesday.
less slp for me lohh.

im again stressed.
so im being lame again.
laugh at these...

TEACHER: Why are you late?
WEBSTER: Because of the sign.
TEACHER: What sign?
WEBSTER: The one that says, "School Ahead, Go Slow."

***

TEACHER: John, how do you spell "crocodile"?
JOHN: "K-R-O-K-O-D-A-I-L"
TEACHER: No, that's wrong
JOHN: Maybe it's wrong, but you ask me how I spell it!

***

TEACHER: George, go to the map and find North America.
GEORGE: Here it is!
TEACHER: Correct. Now, class, who discovered America?
CLASS: George!

***

Wei se Mo Hou Zi Bu Ke Yi Zuo Xing Xing?
Ans: Ying Wei Xing Xing Hui San

***

heh.

pretty interesting huh?



every picture tells a story, don't you think so?




silent world

juz want to relieve myself frm stress for a while...

Red Hot Chilli Peppers - Californication
Californication (1999)

Psychic spies from China
Try to steal your mind's elation
Little girls from Sweden
Dream of silver screen quotations
And if you want these kind of dreams
It's Californication

It's the edge of the world
And all of western civilization
The sun may rise in the East
At least it settles in the final location
It's understood that Hollywood
sells Californication

Pay your surgeon very well
To break the spell of aging
Celebrity skin is this your chin
Or is that war your waging

First born unicorn
Hard core soft porn
Dream of Californication
Dream of Californication

Marry me girl be my fairy to the world
Be my very own constellation
A teenage bride with a baby inside
Getting high on information
And buy me a star on the boulevard
It's Californication

Space may be the final frontier
But it's made in a Hollywood basement
Cobain can you hear the spheres
Singing songs off station to station
And Alderaan's not far away
It's Californication

Born and raised by those who praise
Control of population everybody's been there and
I don't mean on vacation

First born unicorn
Hard core soft porn
Dream of Californication
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there's this 2 OCTs(officer cadet trainee) taking a break.think it's was 2 hrs before the parade starts and getting themselves commissionised.haha...well here's the joke.dunno wat struck them...they started drawing out their swords and starting playing with each other...fencing...u imagine.2 OCTs -wearing no.1 uniform.playing with their swords...well juz imagine that...

haha..in the end..some WO(Warrant Officer) saw them.haha..sway...dropped OOC(out of course)..sway...

damn, its my prelims first paper tmr.
so fast lah.
i got no confidence in english. hai.

anyway, the application form for clt is out. i realise 5 ppl is going, including bryan n naraen. SO, if dese 2 ppl go, i wld go. if only jian zhong n darrenn go, im not going. or not i'll be so lonely like last time during udi course.
well i juz get de damn application form n consider lahh.

i find it very awkward to blog about every single details of ur life. seriously very awkward. i give u a good example. Bryan Chung. I used to like his blog coz his entries is very interesting as he was enlisted. I was interested in NS experiences from a NS man himself. But after awhile, i realise. How stupid it was. Every single shit he has to blog. Like go bathe lah, go toilet lah, go out walk his darn dog lahh. Well, i agree, whos interested anyway?

well, i would like to say one thing. pardom me for my childishness n my naive shit. i juz don understand i can't grow up. but i like it dat way coz its makes me more happy everyday. Instead of trying to act mature n screw my day off. anyway, this morning, we saw winston running around the track. not a surprise as he's always late for school. But anyway, he ran past our class n we were all laughing at him.(usual response from most of us). So he smiled n ran forward n whack eugene's tan back. eugene tan face changed frm sibei happy to sibei black. he like kana stunned lor.

so..
winston went into de class n eugene started to say some comments n it sparked off a cold stare from winston, followed by some comments. BUT lucky it ended without a fight. Phew.

ok, dats all i want to say about. Be sure to stay tune for more of my nice nice jokes.

HAHAHAHAHAH.

i find this article very interesting.
i agree totally with it.

Tattoo aside, we all reach a general consensus that army guys are big-muscled, all brawn, no brain and downright stupid creatures who march around mindlessly while shooting one another with their glistening M-16 rifles.


The Army is a stupid place.

Queer enough, it almost feels as though I'm outrightly insulting and cussing at my own intelligence since I'm every bit a true-blue military personnel this very moment.

OK. Make that a conscripted,, unwilling, sour and grumpy true-blue military personnel.

As if it really isn't bad enough for the likes of us army guys to be labelled scornfully as sexually deprived, testesterone-laden, ragingly-desperate perverts who leap and yelp at the sight and smell of every passing female, we have to grapple with the warped general perception that soldiers are every inch brawn and no brains.

BAH!

Lemme correct this unwarranted societal perspectives and set your badly contorted and misaligned views into place.

I am a soldier.
I am every bit smart and highly inteliigent.
But apparently, a smart soldier is pretty much a friggin dead oxymoron.
There lies as much truth in calling a soldier smart as labelling armpit hair to be sweet smelling.
As a soldier, the glowering presence of harsh military laws ensues the strict and uncompromised adherance of orders and commands, bulk-transforming us into mindless zombies who cannot think on our feet and act out of our own discretion and initiative.

Test the system, tread into danger waters, flout a rule and face the risk of being cast into military jail where you'd relish in the pleasure of carrying sandbags topless under the sweltering midday sun.

And if it scares you, sharp objects are banned in military jail, so ya can well forget about bringing in razors to shave your pubic hair with.Oh yes, and in there, masturbation is a crime as well.

Scary.

Which of course bears rational explanations for the countless silly army practices such as shining your boots to the extent of being able to see your teeth glow on the reflective leather, only to trudge through swamps and marshes with the very same pair of boots hours later.

Or for any matter, be forced to sing infantile, nonsensical and explicitly profane army songs and chatter at the top of your voices alongside gasping for darn breath while running your lungs out through an entire 10km.

And what's with the need to RUN in step?!?

Left Right Left Right Left Right Left!

Marching in tandem and precision is perfectly understandable but HELLOOOO....RUNNING in synchronised footwork seems pretty absurd and irrationale to me.


"In the Army, we talk about UNIFORMITY! We live as ONE, train as ONE and suffer as ONE! UNIFORMITY IS DISCIPLINE!"


BAH!!!! DOUBLE BAH!!! TRIPLE BAH!!!

Uniformity MY ARSE!
They can SUCK MY COCK for all I care because co-relating uniformity to the ideals of discipline is an utter load of rigid, stupid and gibberish rubbish!

I cannot figure out, to the best of my intelligence, how arranging undergarments and toiletries in the exact cupboard layout as the rest of the entire hundred strong company effectively bars a soldier from contravening rules and doing things like stabbing his peers with his bayonet or setting his commander's office on fire.

The individual soldier is NOT stupid. Of course, there might be some who really are...but that aside...

It's the organisation, with it's massive barrage of senseless, traditional, old-school, rigid and ultimately unreasonable demands and orders which overrides all forms of personal intelligence, replacing them with apparent dumbness and a bleak, absurd facade of conformity.

There you go!
Uniformity = Discipline.

FUCK IT

SHUT YOUR FARKING ARSE AND DON'T TALK BACK SOLDIER!

As long as you don your green camos and that silly looking beret, you are NOT ENTITLED to brains of your own, let alone any mere fraction of intelligence.


Here's Army Stupidity on a outward, massive, big scale and public basis.

The military plays big on ranks.
Have a high rank and get to flaunt it around, fucking anyone below you as and when you feel like it.
Suffer the humiliation of a low rank and run the risk of getting fucked around till ya arse bleeds and goes sore.

Here's a look at the officers' rank structure, in ascension of seniority.



Everytime I look at these, I feel highly compelled to stick out my middle finger and then cuss and swear at these rank insignias because the fuckers donning them are those I have to senselessly salute to and greet, another mindless hierarchial demands of the uniformed services.

Anyway, the ranks rise in seniority from the Lieutenants to the full-fledged Colonels.

YESH! Colonel as in pudgy Colonel Sanders from the American state of Kentucky who used to deep fry chicken in his eleven secret herbs and spices for a living.

To digress a lil, Colonel Sanders WAS NOT at all a Colonel.
He was, instead, a travelling salesman who adopted the military salutation preceding his name for I dunno what fucking reason.

INTERESTING!

There's something called a 2nd Lieutenant below Lieutenant but in my opinion, I think the ONE, MEASLY bar standing all aloof and by itself looks too damn pathetic to even be displayed on my blog, so I decided to leave that out and give it a miss.


"Eh...it ends at the Colonel ah? Where are the Generals?"

PATIENCE.
We wouldn't leave out the awe-inspiring, hotshot Generals of course, but this is also where the disgustingly stupid part comes rolling in.

A lil background technicality before we proceed...SIMPLE ONE LAH!

There're 3 varying General ranks, namely...

1) Lieutenant-General
2) Major-General
3) Brigadier-General

Let's play a game shall we?

In all COMMON SENSE and by LOGICAL DEDUCTIONS, order the these 3 ranks in ascension of seniority, given the fact that Brigadier is a rank above Major, just so that it's kinda obsolete and non-existent in the rank hierarchy in present time.



Since a Brigadier is higher than a Major which in turn is higher in rank than a Lietenant...

Would your logical answer be...

1) Lieutenant-General -> smallest
2) Major-General
3) Brigadier-General -> Biggest


?????


















WRONG WRONG WRONG!




STUPID army reasonings dictate, with a total lack of common sense and reasoning, that a Lieutenant-General supercedes a Major-General which is in turn more senior than a Brigadier-General, making pure crap out of the individual seniority of the rank prefixes.


VERY VERY VERY ILLOGICAL!

I've been traumatised by this prevailing lack of sense and logic from the day I was enlisted.

Can somebody alleviate me from my hounding curiosity and offer me a decent explanation to this????

Please...

BAH!

hi,
One fine day back during the pri sch days, I was doing a project at yy's(not her real name) place, when technology or should I say when yy wasn't so advance, she has a cranky computer, which has a cranky owner, will hang, shut down or do whatsoever actions that you will make you go nuts. (long sentence but heck la)
According to its cranky owner, in order to prevent any undesired thing to happen, we must be good to the computer and it will be nice to us in return. and this is what she did:

"I LOVE YOU, COMPUTER!!! AI SI NI LE!!!" after which she proceed to hug the monitor.
What have I done to have friends like this? Pass me a tissue, someone. I feel like crying.


BOOHOOOHOOO!

Here are some very cute jokes from Alvin for ur pleasure.

alvin: dad can u write in the dark?
dad: i think so.. why?
alvin: i nid to u sign my report card

teacher: so alvin wad the formla for water?
alvin: mdm! i noe is HIJKLMO!
teacher: HUH!? Why?
alvin:that time u told me is H to O what ..

teacher: why is ur compo on "my mum" totally the same as ur bro?
alvin: we have the same mother what!!

****

sometimes i wonder. why do ppl haf to lie? be so fake? why do they haf to lie to gain acceptance from society? dun they feel tired? exhusted after a period of time? living in a world of lies? isnt his world so fake? but then again. it might be inside their blood. lolx. jus wanna share a few interesting small talks. let that liar be named xiao. (kinda obvious isnt it??)

xiao: we got night study which starts at 11pm. overnight study till the next day?
(i would like to try out this system)

alvin: i got visa card
xiao: oh! my father oso gimme supplementary card!
(yeah rite. only above the age of 18? btw alvin is using a debit card.)

xiao: i got a left-handed guitar!
person 1: oh. sunday u bring ok? we play together?
xiao: okay! no problem!
on sunday..
person 1: where's ur guitar?
xiao: oh.. i got no money. so i sold it off to the cash converters and i even sold it for a higher price! more than wad i bought it for!
(erm. firstly i doubt that they would gif u more than wad u bought it for. secondly. he dun even know how to play a guitar)

met a new guy friend. (those that goes drinking)
xiao: hey! today friday night leh! wanna go chiong anot?
person 2: ok. later we go chiong lar! steady..
xiao: oh shit. sorry i cannot go. i not enuff money. i only got $12
person 2: huh? nvm lar. i treat u.
xiao(stunned): huh?! dun wan lar. paiseh lar. its ok la.
(how fake can u get? c'mon. chiong? = )

Source: from a fren's blog

I left work at 8 yesterday to meet Idris who got to book out on Friday instead of Saturday, coz his platoon got the best platoon award. I said it was none of his business since he's OOT (out of training) but he insisted that he contributed 18 points to the platoon during IPPT. -_-

I DON'T WANNA ADMIT YOU ARE GOOD EVEN IF YOU SCORED 18PTS WHILE FAILING THE 2.4 RUN. NANNY NANNY POO POO!!!

DUHZ..

Anyway, I stayed over at his place and he told me ghost stories, which is pretty timely.

It's always this time of the year when there's alot of horror movies screening right? NOW IT'S MY TURN!

IT'S STORY TELLING TIME!!




Not very scary one la..I'm quite a bad story teller.


After sending me home one day, Idris took a bus to Catholic JC as he's suppose to transfer to another bus then another to reach his inaccessible house at toh tuck. (yes i'm complaining and digressing.)

So while waiting at the bus stop outside CJC, he saw a WHITE FIGURE ROAMING IN THE SCHOOL COMPOUND!!!

He will never see wrongly, trust me. His eyesight is god damn good.

I thought it's the Police Academy opposite that is haunted? Or maybe the Thing decided to go for a walk?




***


Some guy in Tekong sort of gone mad.

A malay guy went for outdoor training with his whole platoon and returned with one extra member.

No one knew or 'can see', except this malay guy: a pontianak had followed them back into their bunk.

The malay guy went hysteria and got sent to sleep in the office with Idris and the Chief Officer. He was then sent home the next day and had to receive counselling.



***


As Idris was OOT, he was incharge of the ammos during their range training. He was alone in the forest last Thursday night to wait for the groups of recruits. I don't really know the technical procedures. Guys should know better.

If you all noticed, yes, it was a Thursday night. In Tekong, they are not supposed to have night training on Thursdays (Does anyone know why?). The in-charge screwed up I guess.

This particular group of 12 came to Idris and he collected their ammo from them, then they walked(march?) away.

Out of a sudden, someone screamed then everyone screamed and started running. All of them sprinted all the way back to the gathering point and left my boyfriend alone in the forest as he could not leave the ammo unattended.

That group saw something in the forest: The Flying Head Ghost.

The guy who saw it and screamed first fainted the moment he reached the gathering location.



***


One day, my younger sister was downstairs in the living room. Suddenly she ran up of the stairs into the room because she saw a man sitting on the sofa, in my very own house.

Then another day, while I was bathing in the bathroom, my mum came thumping furiously on the door, "Shuyin, Shuyin, (in chinese) the TV downstairs switch on by itself!!"

I thought it was my elder sis who had woke up and went downstairs to watch TV as usual. But she was still sleeping in the room.

So I went downstairs.











MY SIS SET THE TIMER IN WHICH THE TV WILL SWITCH ON BY ITSELF AT THE SET TIME.

ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.
GOTCHA!
But the man sitting one is real.

de jas imposter is back.
i tink dey r wasting deir time.
obviously, i wld'nt fall into deir dumb tricks. bahh.
anywaes, i still think its yuhsien hus trying to play my tagboard.
stipid person, IP is different frm de real jas.
lamer.

nowadays i feel so insecure in sch.
maybe becoz of all dos ppl toking behind my back.
i donno maybe its juz me dat dey hate me.
maybe dey juz don like my face, or dey don like my new hairstyle, or dey don like my attitude or my colour or its juz my blog.
or am i feeling too consious of me.
i donno.
but then..
dey shld tell me straight in my face, instead of toking behind my back, like bunch of girls.
den maybe i cld change so dat to make dem happy.
fair enuff right?
if dey still don like me as a fren, dey nvm loh, den dao me lah. at least i noe whos hating me so i can give him cold stares too.
anyways..
if dey hate me becoz of wad i write in my blog..
den i donno wad to say lahh.
coz i oso read other's ppl blog n sumtimes hate de person by juz reading de blog onli.
but..
wad can i do?
afterall, life is nvr perfect.

prelims chem prac was such a letdown,
esp wif de qualitative analysis
cld'nt find wads de anion, screwed up.
worst my pant's buckle broke n most of de time i was pulling my pants up.
dere goes my b3.

i so miss my guitar man.
after wei sin is willing to sell me his electric guitar for 150 bucks.
frens told me it was'nt worth it, coz i cld buy a brand new one wif 180 bucks.
aniwaes, i brought it home without amps.
my accoustic guitar had one of its strings snapped.
so sad.
now i got nth to play.
i carn wait to try my hands on de drums.
we will see.
=|

“Alethia,” he murmured. “Will you marry me?”

She glanced up in surprise, for she was not expecting this. “Marry you?” she repeated incredulously, her blue eyes twinkling in amusement. “We have only been out once, Lucien, and already you are hearing wedding bells?”

He frowned, not at all pleased by her sentence. His men saw him tense and took a step towards Alethia, glaring menacingly.

“Alethia,” he said calmly, all pleasantness gone from his voice. “We have been through this before. You do not have a choice.”

She laughed and once again, he frowned unpleasantly. “What are you going to do if – when – I reject your proposal?” she questioned, giving him a half smile. “Kidnap me?”

He did not like her tone when she was speaking to him. She still thought he was joking. “We shall see,” he murmured simply, and stalked out of the fancy restaurant they were dining in, with his two bodyguards trailing after him.



Alethia reached home late that night, for she had gone to her friend’s, Stephanie’s, house to talk about Lucien’s proposal. She felt slightly troubled to hear Lucien speak to her like that and was worried what he might do.

The phone rang.

Alethia sighed and dropped her shopping bags onto the floor, moving slowly towards the phone.

“Alethia,” the voice said. In the background, someone was screaming.

She blinked. “Lu-Lucien?”

The voice did not answer her but instead, went on. “I’ve got a knife around Stephanie’s neck.”

The sentence was so precise, so easy to understand but it took Alethia several moments to get his meaning. “Are you joking?” she asked in a hushed tone.

The voice laughed cruelly and suddenly she could hear Stephanie’s voice.

“Alethia!” Stephanie screamed into the phone. “Help me! Lucien has – “

“Lucien?” Alethia panicked. “What about Lucien?”

There was silence on the other line. Then a last, final scream that tore into the night.

Alethia felt back onto her couch, traumatised. “That must be someone playing a sick joke,” she murmured to herself, refusing to believe Stephanie was in danger.

Someone knocked on the door. With a heavy heart, she went over and yanked it open, only to find…

… Lucien standing there with blood dripping from his knife.

He smiled nastily.

“Now will you marry me?”

Alethia screamed with all her might and tore up the stairs. She remembered her parents were out that night (fortunately) and had left her younger brother, Damien, with her (unfortunately). She ran into his room and woke him up.

“We must go!” she yelled hurriedly, facing Damien.

“Why must we – “ he broke off, the confusion on his face was quickly turned into fear. “B-behind you, Alethia, look behind you!”

She spun around and her heart stopped. Alethia backed away from Lucien, whose eyes flashed dangerously and whose lips were curling into an evil smile.

In an instant, he was beside her and her brother.

He grabbed hold of Damien’s neck, lifting him off the bed effortlessly. Alethia found herself frozen, staring unblinking at Damien’s pale face. It was only when he started choking that she reacted.

“Leave him alone!” she screamed, clawing at Lucien’s outstretched arm. “He’s innocent.”

Lucien pushed Alethia away from Damien and she lost her balance, collapsing onto the ground. He smiled in a crazed way.

“Innocent you say?” he murmured. “These are the people that are stopping you from accepting me. How can they be – “ Lucien clutched Damien’s neck tighter. “ – Innocent?”

A chill ran down Alethia’s spine. Damien was slowly turning purple. “Please,” she pleaded helplessly. “Let him go.”

Lucien finally released him and the boy dropped onto the floor.

He was not moving.

He was not breathing.

Alethia bent over Damien’s corpse, crying. “How could you do this to him?” she sobbed. “He was only six.”

Lucien did not reply, for he was interrupted by the sound of the front door opening. Alethia’s parents were home.

He smiled crookedly, raising his bloody knife.

“Now will you marry me?”

i died in my dreams,
Whats That Supposed to Mean?

talk about monday blues.
was almost late for school.
juz nice reached sch at 7.30am.
sydney tan was shouting at dos juz-nice-comers to hurry up.
but i din give a fark n de fcuking bell rang.
in de end had to stand wif de latecomers.
lucky sydney tan nvr ask us 2 run around de tracks.
he tink de sch is wad ah, army camp ah?
bo liao.

den as i was going up de class, mr. j liew call me n iqbal up.
kns, had to wash away our hair.
haiz..nvm.
damn suay.

den remembered got pe.
den nvr bring.
fcuk
nehmind, so i went ard n borrow pe, lucky found one but damn smelly.

wads worst is dat, i hav a headache wich is so painful.
i tried to luff more but in de end it gets worst.
well, it muz be due to de experiment i did ytd night.
swallowed 4 panadol pills wif coke.
was curious la n de feeling ain't nice. i nvr do dat again.
but i realli have to take panadol now, coz my head is so fcuking pain.

next week, our prelims first paper. sian 1/2.
must mug like siao again.
=|

its 2 weeks more before our first prelims start.
next week onwards is our prelims science pracs.
and dis fri is my Os eng oral.
haiz.

i stepped into the NCC ROOM for one last time. I smelled the air for the last time and touch the things there for the last time. I stepped out as a different person. Im not a ugo oriented person anymore. Im going to forget the nightmares i had as a cadet. I deleted everyone dat is frm ncc in my contacts except for a few.
well fcuk ncc.

Maroon 5 - She Will be Loved

darn, how nice it would b if dere was 48 hrs a day.

=|

3rd time blogging in a row.
guess its withdrawal symptoms frm my computer.

hmm..
my mum invited a tuition teacher which was meant to save my ass this 2 months.
a desperate attempt to save my english.
since my highest grade was only c5 throughout my sec sch life.
well, she was kind of fierce.
giant size as in height.
she was explaining to me the points i shld get.
so i tink its kind of impossible to get what i want initially..
unless i slog all day long, completely cut off from the society.
geez..
MAYBE, maybe only, a miracle might happen.

well, mentoring test on saturday was such a breeze. only for physics, so damn difficult. i don tink i want to use my physics as my l1r5. its a hopeless case i tell u.

sian. sch tml again.

blogger is screwed up arghh..

im back 2 study...
sheesh.

Jay Zhou - Fen Lie

zuo zhe wo de mo tuo che zai ni huan huan de li kai
kao bu shang de hao xue xiao ke yi bu wei xiao jiu zou
ba shou man man jiao gei wo fang xia xin zhong de kun huo
yu dian cong liang pang huo guo ge kai liang zhong jing shen de wo
jing guo lao bo de jia lan kuang bian de hao gao
pa guo de na ke shu you he shi bian de miao xiao

zhe yang ye hao kai shi mei ren zhu yi dao wo
deng yu bian qiang zhi qian wo men jiang hui hua ruan ruo

chen shi jian mei fa jue rang wo dai zhe ni li kai
mei you le zheng ming mei you le kong xu
ji yu liang zhong li chang wo hui zhao zhe ni
chen shi jian mei fa jue rang wo dai she ni li kai
zhe bu shi wan gu zhe bu shi tao bi
mei ren bang zhe ni zou cai kuai le

zuo zhe wo de mo tuo che zai ni huan huan de li kai
kao bu shang de hao xue xiao ke yi bu wei xiao jiu zou
ba shou man man jiao gei wo fang xia xin zhong de kun huo
yu dian cong liang pang huo guo ge kai liang zhong jing shen de wo
jing guo lao bo de jia lan kuang bian de hao gao
pa guo de na ke shu you he shi bian de miao xiao

zhe yang ye hao kai shi mei ren zhu yi dao wo
deng yu bian qiang zhi qian wo men jiang hui hua ruan ruo

chen shi jian mei fa jue rang wo dai zhe ni li kai
mei you le zheng ming mei you le kong xu
ji yu liang zhong li chang wo hui zhao zhe ni
chen shi jian mei fa jue rang wo dai she ni li kai
zhe bu shi wan gu zhe bu shi tao bi
mei ren bang zhe ni zou cai kuai le

i've got back my Os mt results.
it was'nt what i expected but aniwaes i still pass.
calvin tan(the usual failers dat is) shocked us with his b3 and distinction in oral.
*claps

well, i can throw away my chi txtbk unless u want it. im not going to retake it.
some ppl are wierd, got a2 still want retake. -.-''

nothing uneventful to blog about, coz its just study n study. everyone in my class is like in a study mood. so whenever i want to fool around in class, i feel so guilty.

to the jas imposter, pls la. ur small little tag wun make me fall into it. bah.

shit la, its sch tmr.
so fast.
aniwaes, i din go out de whole weekend 'cept for de visits to my neighbour's hse.
n i din touch my books at all. donno whye no mood.
well i see whether i can touch my books 2 dae.

nth 2 blog actually larh.
want 2 go to my fren hse n stay overnight but tinkin bout it its so boring dere.
yah..
so bye.

well well, its over ain't it?
3 and a half years down de road and now its all over through 1 parade. Not worth it though in my opinion.
so ytd start with a rush in de morning as i always bathe sooo darn slowly in de morning (dats whye i don survive in camps and prefer not to bathe). i din realise sch starts sumwhere ard 8 or later i donno.
so reached sch and went straight to hq for the usual chills. as usual, ppl was fooling ard here n dere, some were frantically preparing deir uniform. fooled around too and gabriel was shooting his archery. thanks to him, i got bleeding on my eyebrows coz he shot me so close range n lucky it din went into my eyes. cheap thrills, hahahas.
went for assembly and de hot morning sun was sorching de whole fcuking track. n i don feel good. de principal din come till 15 mins later. lucky assembly was short and den we proceed to de hall. a typical celebration for the school. and den came de possessions of the blessed school colours and de prefects and i remembered during inaugural service earlier dis year when i was carrying my unit's flag.dat time it was so screwed up.
after dat went to arranged chairs for the evening's parade. took so fcukin long to do it. jeremy frois and de rest was waiting for bryan, qinglun, naraen n me to go bowling. we wanted to escaped frm cho yao coz we din want him 2 go wif us but wells he found out, so den nevermind lor. though some of us did drop some hints dat he was'nt invited. bowling was screwed as usual, played 2 games coz din wan pay much. den watch de rest played.
so it was POP oredi. was extremely screwed up dis year. but its okay aniwaes den AP starts. well it went off so well, so well but dere was some minor hiccups. yeah, n its all over. emotionless after de parade even though we congratulate each other. so its over. 1 less burden off my shoulder.

jay zhou's album, Qi Li Xiang is so nice dat i want to go n buy. heard few songs frm bryan's mp3, most of dem r raps but all quite nice yeahh! i oredi got 3 songs by illegal means in my pc oredi. yup.

well, heard someone talking behind my back. aiyah was too tired to even care bout it. he's probably nt happi coz me n naraen add sometink else ourselves durin de parade. aiyah, ncc's over liao la, i won't be even seeing him de next time. sometimes ppl juz hav 2 reflect ya noe when nobody has offended him. wadever la.

im chiong my work liaoz laa, maybe 1 or 2 movies would do me good. n i need a tan(hahaha). but seriously i onli have 28 days to my prelims and now i realise i got no time if i wan to get into a jc for de first 3 mths, if not den can slack abit. if i find out my chinese Os's results is bad, i had 2 work doubly hard lohhh. NO fcuking choice la. haizz.

life.is.just.so.unfair

so, today its thurs.
double maths, i hated it.
miss foo was explaining relative velocity.
i was fooling ard...
coz she said if we were lost understanding dis chapter, u can actually give up coz its onli 6 marks in Os.
heh.
winston suddenly juz whack de table sometime in sch.
he juz got such sudden burst of anger.
wads up wif him.
we had AP rehearsals.
and it was so so lah.
haiz..me n naraen screwed up again coz of some wrong timings. well we make mistakes aniwaes.

and dos poor ppl on de field, dey were listening to speeches frm both de principal and de guest of honor. me n naraen was happily drinking water coz its simply not our business and we juz sat ard n i was foolin ard wif eugene n yuk chun.
dis year de rehearsals was such a rush job. its juz seems dat it has very little rehearsals n even at de last rehearsals we still screw up. well lets hope de morning mass blessing of de school colours will bless de parade.
went hm wif eugene tan after dat, reached home juz nice for my show. now im slacking, lazy 2 prepare my uniform n boots.
1 more day, im ROD and "im gettin my ic back" and back 2 civilian life.

im so over de moon

well, my blog goes up online again. well, everytink turns up well now i hope. i have to apologize for wad i posted and hope dat guy forgives me. well i deleted that post, so its equal now.
sheesh, its been days oredi since my loyal readers last read my entries. well its back now but with a different link.
hmm, AP is coming up soon, in 2 days more. Kinda sad as dis will be my last parade before i officially pass out. well, im relieved too that everytink related to ncc is over. Im returning my uniform in a week's time, after 4 years my uniform is still in good quality as i rose through ranks. Still remember when i was in sec 1, when i first received dat new uniform which will lasts me thru thick and thin.
I'll not be really in the parade actually. I'll be welcoming de guest of honor by opening de door for him(dang, without pay summore!), do a little slow march across de goh wif naraen and few shoutings for the marchpast and my job is done. pretty simple eh! Sadly, we will have to go to amoy quee camp to return arms after the parade. How irritating!
next week, i will be receiving my chinese Os results. geez, im so worried u noe. im now hoping for a pass or if better, a b3. prelims in a month time, i have alot to catch up and im still failing my tests, nebermind we still hav 1 month more. =)

2 more days....
and it will b de last time

i hold that black pacestick

wear my lanyard and march off to report to Encik

polish my boots till it shines so brightly

falling in at the part D area or the sandpit

shouting at my cadets, talking to dem, laughing with dem


oh yes btw, AP starts dis Friday at 1800hrs, all r welcome. It might be boring i must say but juz come n watch. im hinting, =P