SELF DESTRUCTION PART 1

you know live's a bitch
when you fucked up your day and have someone else to blame.
you know live's a bitch
when you don't know what to do in loneliness.
you know live's a bitch
when you study about diplomacy and deterrence and it doesn't apply to your life unless you do politics.
you know live's a bitch
when you begin to screw up cover songs when you jammed.
you know live's a bitch
when you spend $9 on Sampoerna Menthol every Friday.
you know live's a bitch
when your Sampoerna Menthol finished by Sunday.
you know live's a bitch
when a poem turns into nasty rantings like mine.

from friends & co.