my ex-cadets started to ask me.
how come i'm not in msn.
and i said my msn spoilt.

i delete them for a reason.
not because i hate them
but its for some other reasons.

afterall seeing them gives me nightmares of my experiences.
even after ap, 1 particular bastard from de ncos'04 has to talk behind my back.

i noe i am ranting nonsense but im stressed lah.