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I had some major mood swings while clearing soc on friday. all the hokkien phrases just came out in a rush of anger. FUK MANNN! I cldnt clear low rope again. It sucks when you know u need just one more loop to touch the top but you just cldnt do it. It becomes more demoralizing when you see your section mates going all up and shout. argh.

i feel so ashamed to call myself a metal fan. megadeth and black sabbath came to singapore and i didnt even go! wth. I have to wait a decade for them to come again but by then they would be like eagles, old grandpas that could probably have some serious seizure while headbanging. To further degrade myself, i dont even have a single song from megadeth! OMG! They are like the bread and butter of anyone who started out listening to metal. GARGHHH!

bah. its a saturday night, or oh well sunday morning. i've decided to rot at home because i simply dont wish to go out. on this very weekend i longed for everyday in camp, i spent it all at home. before i go emo again, which i hoped it will nvr happen like in my previous posts, i bury myself in dvds and video games. Ah video games(not dota), something that i've not touch in a long time, it relinquish my inner self. Especially in the comforts of my own home, i was comfortable in screaming wildly and cursing at the screen when my character got shot by ze most invincible baddies with a 3000rds per sec mini machine gun.

sad to say, when i wake up tml, probably more than a million people would have died and another million ppl would have been born. the cycle goes on every minute and at any time you might be contributing to this cycle. SO, dont waste your time and start to do the things u might or had love to do, like playing block catching, drive a car without a license, gulp down 10 bottles of booze, visit your frail sickly former teacher and scold him/her your lifetime of beautiful cultured dialect phrases and so on and on.

WHAT WAS I THINKING? I dont know why i end my post in such a manner, i dont remember planning to end it this way.

Gazillion BAHs.

death in photos

Taken by Robert Capa, these photos captured death at its best moments. Just like the 1st photo, I think the guy didnt know what hit him and Robert Capa accidentally shot that photo at the instance he was fatally shot. I love his wartime photos, especially the ones at the Omaha Beach. I was surprised he wasnt shot or blown to bits after following the 1st wave of soldiers onto Omaha.

Watched too much documentaries with bloodshed and gore but i guess i am going to watch it and say omg thats so sad in a pitiful voice and then switch off my tv and go to sleep on my comfy bed and wake up peacefully.