an art of devil.
Yes thats the movie cyril, frois, qing lun n me caught today after school.
We did'nt expect it to be a horror show.
Unfortunately, it is a Thai movie and everything was conversed in thai.

well, cyril wanted to go home halfway throughout the movie when we realise its a horror show.
Well, the show is pretty interesting.
Its about this Thai woman(extremely sexy and hot doh!) who had an affair with this rich architect, also a Thai. Then the woman got pregnant and you know what normally happens lah.
The man abandoned her after giving her 2 million baht in total and a several slaps.
Then of course the woman pissed off which made her to consult a black magic expert. And then everyone got cursed by the request of the woman. They died in a gory way.
Since this show is PG, so Resident evil 2 is much more gory since its nc16.

well did'nt manage to catch Resident evil 2, cause the time slot so late.

=|

even before the freaking prelim results are to be released next monday,
we knew exactly our fate.
Its just that we have to stress the importance of getting 20 points or less to get into a JC or a CI. If not, you just have to endure the 3 months of discrimination and disgust from people who highly regard the dumb education policies.

Going to school is getting more depressing.
Not because its boring but teachers are going through the prelim papers that gave us hell for 2 weeks. Every teacher came in and everyone was anticipating his/her comments on the prelims results. But everytime the teacher left, the mood is always depressing.

with barely 5 weeks left to our final obstacle, the freaking O levels,
things are'nt going smoothly as you would expect.
Its our last few metres to run and honestly speaking some of us are'nt coping that well and we just don't have the stamina to complete it.
this is utterly depressing too.

i just find myself hating a particular person in class again.
Im not mentioning names though.
He just fits nicely into my catergory of bastards. Though i dare say im a bastard too.
He may be smart but so what?
He only thinks of winning this and that and tells me i will win the person and i will prove to him that i will beat him.
Isn't that arrogant?
wadever.
I just find that person unpleasant in my eyes.

Till then folks...

ever since my prelims had ended, my days have been uneventful.
things that should'nt happen, happened.
After days of slogging my ass off on books and piles of notes, i finally got the chance to settle down and enjoy myself whole-heartedly on addictive games.
My life has been very ordinary. Nothing happened. My views on life issues has long been gone. Some thoughts are too personal to be written down here and for some, it might just pissed ppl off. Things that i am unhappy with, can't be written down here because my command of english is just so poor.
Now, i am just wasting another day in front of my computer. O lvls is drawing nearer and i have to restudy and re-revise the shit that almost killed me. Thinking about this, makes study so fucked up.

Till then, i shall just blog on the issues worth debating.

And She stood in the doorway,
I heard the mission bell.
I was thinking to myself,
This could be heaven or this could be hell."

prelims finished 2days ago.
heheheh.
but now Os is like drawing nearer.
hai~
need to start studying now too but next week lah.

a couple of weeks and im no longer a Josephian.
after 10 years in a cbs school, it really taught me much.
this 4 years has been dramatic, full of emotions, hatred and greed.

reminiscing the things that had happened
thinking about it it was always fun.

well, throughout my years in sji, i would really like to thank people who had lived me through thick and thin of friendship blah blah blah.

first of all will be the e12 group. Though some of them i daoed dem coz of some disagreement. Jian Zhong, Alex Lim, Alvin Aw, Alvin Chan and Tyrik Lee. We really were close la, esp. Jian ZHong and Alex Lim. I can really share my problems easily with them, it was quite interesting to be together.
hahaha, ALEX LIm, remember the door incident at my house.HAHAHA. Thinking about it, it was so hilarious. Alex was stunned till he almost pee in his pants. lol.

and the guy whose name was Mark(i think so) and his nickname given to him was "Satellite" coz as a prefect, he was "obriting" around de 2e12 table. This guy though he graduated and went to some jc, he was the senior i respected the most. He taught me alot in studies and things about peer pressure.

the first 2 years of sji was full of nice and funny things. seriously i think my first 2 years were the best years.
Then came sec 3. It was like shit. When winston n me(the onlie e12 ppl) went into 309, i had bad feeling about this class. I din't adapt well into the class at all. I don't know wad i was thinking also lah. My first 4 months of sec 3 was such a torture to me till i had 2 send for counselling. But i still din go to my counselling session, instead i asked my parents help me go.

another 2 years spent in a new environment. of course that is where i found my own clique too and some cool people i had met.

jeremy chua, yu hsien, alvin ong and shawn rod. Although we like to run away from each other when we were going home, we still are good coz we gossipped little things with each other and behave like some kids. lol, it was sooo damn fun and hilarious. everytime going home, we would plot a plan to stop anyone of us alighting from the bus and alvin ong is always the odd one out. HAHA, so damn funny.

bryan kwek. as wad i had wrote in my testis, he's someone i used to hate alot. But i realise that he's such a gd buddy to talk to and play with. Ever since i sat near him, i think i no longer hate him.

and the china group of our class, yuk chun, eugene tan, tingguan, alvin lee. They spice up my life. LOL. them and their lame jokes. hahahaa, but its better than nothing. hahha.

and the rest, qing lun, jeremy frois, cyril chua, hari, iqbal, calvin tan, clement, naraen and zihong. These are memorable people and people i totally respect. i don think i ever respect anyone of the same age as me but these people change my point of view.

heheh.
thats all folks.
back to my gaming.

omg, 1 more paper left nia.
so fast sia.
good good, liddat i can play liaoz.
lol.

wed, MAYBE i going to watch movie onli.
i asking ppl later.
so long nvr go town liaoz.
its very long, at least more than 5 mths.
i missed the lan gaming though.
haven visit lan shops for a very long time too...
well maybe ppl have grown up, stopped going to lan shops..
but i haven. after all i enjoy being dere.
all yeah, missed the time when we play lan gaming at cine and then play pool at mechmaster. so fun!!

hmm, amaths p2 tml. die lah but still must try.
well, i going for tuition now.

my ex-cadets started to ask me.
how come i'm not in msn.
and i said my msn spoilt.

i delete them for a reason.
not because i hate them
but its for some other reasons.

afterall seeing them gives me nightmares of my experiences.
even after ap, 1 particular bastard from de ncos'04 has to talk behind my back.

i noe i am ranting nonsense but im stressed lah.

have you ever heard of backmasking?
recently, i was interested in song being backmasked.
Was backmasking a new technology or was it juz too coincidental?
Well, it began with Judas Priest, a brute metal band, was charged in an infamous court case over a child who attempted to commit suicide over the sublimal message in one of their songs, Beyond the Realms of Death.
It afterall happened when the child apparently heard the song backwards. "He heard a satanic message within it," as sources had quoted.
But, how did the child heard it backwards since the song came out only in the early 1980s?
Could it be gramaphone?Perhaps.

Anyway, Eagles being a satanic band has been an on-off topic discussion among discussions throughout the world. Many firmly believed that some of Eagle's song carries a strong satanic message.
Take the infamous "satanic" song for example, Hotel California.

Look closely at the lyrics;

On a dark desert highway
Cool wind in my hair
Warm smell of colitas
Rising up through the air
Up ahead in the distance
I saw a shimmering light
My head grew heavy, and my sight grew dim
I had to stop for the night
There she stood in the doorway
I heard the mission bell
And I was thinking to myself
This could be Heaven or this could be Hell
Then she lit up a candle
And she showed me the way
There were voices down the corridor
I thought I heard them say

Welcome to the Hotel California
Such a lovely place
Such a lovely place (background)
Such a lovely face
Plenty of room at the Hotel California
Any time of year
Any time of year (background)
You can find it here
You can find it here

Her mind is Tiffany twisted
She's got the Mercedes bends
She's got a lot of pretty, pretty boys
That she calls friends
How they dance in the courtyard
Sweet summer sweat
Some dance to remember
Some dance to forget
So I called up the Captain
Please bring me my wine
He said
We haven't had that spirit here since 1969
And still those voices are calling from far away
Wake you up in the middle of the night
Just to hear them say

Welcome to the Hotel California
Such a lovely Place
Such a lovely Place (background)
Such a lovely face
They're livin' it up at the Hotel California
What a nice surprise
What a nice surprise (background)
Bring your alibies

Mirrors on the ceiling
Pink champagne on ice
And she said
We are all just prisoners here
Of our own device
And in the master's chambers
They gathered for the feast
They stab it with their steely knives
But they just can't kill the beast
Last thing I remember
I was running for the door
I had to find the passage back to the place I was before
Relax said the nightman
We are programed to recieve
You can check out any time you like
But you can never leave


Does it ring a bell to you?
According to sources, the song was'nt meant to describe a hotel or whatever it is about.
The term "California" actually refered to a street in Los Angeles where the first satanic church was built around in the 1960s.
Amazingly, when some parts of the song was played backwards, it carries a satanic message.

I've done a small research on my own and to my amazement even Eminem songs has being backmasked.
Even Twinkle Twinkle Star has a racist message when played backwards.
What nonsense.

*****

Hmm....
4 days had passed..
well into my prelims.
I am coping well.
Besides, the time table was realli well planned.
However, Physics was such a discouragement.
Haiz, i am sure to failed it.

I went over to alvin lee's hse after my SS exams..
juz to try the guitar he's going to sell me.
180 bucks with amps. How cheap can it be but there is still visible scratches around the guitar lah. But it was good lah.
Spent 2 hrs at his hse..
and there we were trying out the chords and tabs. I learnt some of the power chords lee taught me.
heheh.
Then we tried to play right here waiting and bring me to life together, with me playing the rhythm. well the results was disturbing

Thats all for now.

im stepping out of my house for the first time later on at ard 11am.
and its my first time of the week!
24/7 stayin at home, lazy to go out even juz to buy my lunch.
and yet i cld'nt finish studying wad im supposed to.
seriously dang

i bet ure luffing ur ass off for my last post, dont you?
heheh. juz a passing remark.

anyway..
its already wednesday. 4 days to my 2nd paper of prelims.
tension going high, stress is killing me.
oh my gawd, 5 subs onli. imagine dos ppl studyin 7 subs now.
my sympathy.

eng was such a @#$% paper.
i almost could'nt finish my paper 1.
AND..
i juz can't believe my frens said paper 2 was manageble.
i almost cried doing paper2.
and my place got no fan.

shit lahh, i din study much today. i mean tuesday.
less slp for me lohh.

im again stressed.
so im being lame again.
laugh at these...

TEACHER: Why are you late?
WEBSTER: Because of the sign.
TEACHER: What sign?
WEBSTER: The one that says, "School Ahead, Go Slow."

***

TEACHER: John, how do you spell "crocodile"?
JOHN: "K-R-O-K-O-D-A-I-L"
TEACHER: No, that's wrong
JOHN: Maybe it's wrong, but you ask me how I spell it!

***

TEACHER: George, go to the map and find North America.
GEORGE: Here it is!
TEACHER: Correct. Now, class, who discovered America?
CLASS: George!

***

Wei se Mo Hou Zi Bu Ke Yi Zuo Xing Xing?
Ans: Ying Wei Xing Xing Hui San

***

heh.

pretty interesting huh?



every picture tells a story, don't you think so?




silent world

juz want to relieve myself frm stress for a while...

Red Hot Chilli Peppers - Californication
Californication (1999)

Psychic spies from China
Try to steal your mind's elation
Little girls from Sweden
Dream of silver screen quotations
And if you want these kind of dreams
It's Californication

It's the edge of the world
And all of western civilization
The sun may rise in the East
At least it settles in the final location
It's understood that Hollywood
sells Californication

Pay your surgeon very well
To break the spell of aging
Celebrity skin is this your chin
Or is that war your waging

First born unicorn
Hard core soft porn
Dream of Californication
Dream of Californication

Marry me girl be my fairy to the world
Be my very own constellation
A teenage bride with a baby inside
Getting high on information
And buy me a star on the boulevard
It's Californication

Space may be the final frontier
But it's made in a Hollywood basement
Cobain can you hear the spheres
Singing songs off station to station
And Alderaan's not far away
It's Californication

Born and raised by those who praise
Control of population everybody's been there and
I don't mean on vacation

First born unicorn
Hard core soft porn
Dream of Californication
Dream of Californication

Destruction leads to a very rough road
But it also breeds creation
And earthquakes are to a girl's guitar
They're just another good vibration
And tidal waves couldn't save the world
From Californication

Pay your surgeon very well
To break the spell of aging
Sicker than the rest
There is no test
But this is what you're craving

First born unicorn
Hard core soft porn
Dream of Californication
Dream of Californication

there's this 2 OCTs(officer cadet trainee) taking a break.think it's was 2 hrs before the parade starts and getting themselves commissionised.haha...well here's the joke.dunno wat struck them...they started drawing out their swords and starting playing with each other...fencing...u imagine.2 OCTs -wearing no.1 uniform.playing with their swords...well juz imagine that...

haha..in the end..some WO(Warrant Officer) saw them.haha..sway...dropped OOC(out of course)..sway...

damn, its my prelims first paper tmr.
so fast lah.
i got no confidence in english. hai.

anyway, the application form for clt is out. i realise 5 ppl is going, including bryan n naraen. SO, if dese 2 ppl go, i wld go. if only jian zhong n darrenn go, im not going. or not i'll be so lonely like last time during udi course.
well i juz get de damn application form n consider lahh.

i find it very awkward to blog about every single details of ur life. seriously very awkward. i give u a good example. Bryan Chung. I used to like his blog coz his entries is very interesting as he was enlisted. I was interested in NS experiences from a NS man himself. But after awhile, i realise. How stupid it was. Every single shit he has to blog. Like go bathe lah, go toilet lah, go out walk his darn dog lahh. Well, i agree, whos interested anyway?

well, i would like to say one thing. pardom me for my childishness n my naive shit. i juz don understand i can't grow up. but i like it dat way coz its makes me more happy everyday. Instead of trying to act mature n screw my day off. anyway, this morning, we saw winston running around the track. not a surprise as he's always late for school. But anyway, he ran past our class n we were all laughing at him.(usual response from most of us). So he smiled n ran forward n whack eugene's tan back. eugene tan face changed frm sibei happy to sibei black. he like kana stunned lor.

so..
winston went into de class n eugene started to say some comments n it sparked off a cold stare from winston, followed by some comments. BUT lucky it ended without a fight. Phew.

ok, dats all i want to say about. Be sure to stay tune for more of my nice nice jokes.

HAHAHAHAHAH.

i find this article very interesting.
i agree totally with it.

Tattoo aside, we all reach a general consensus that army guys are big-muscled, all brawn, no brain and downright stupid creatures who march around mindlessly while shooting one another with their glistening M-16 rifles.


The Army is a stupid place.

Queer enough, it almost feels as though I'm outrightly insulting and cussing at my own intelligence since I'm every bit a true-blue military personnel this very moment.

OK. Make that a conscripted,, unwilling, sour and grumpy true-blue military personnel.

As if it really isn't bad enough for the likes of us army guys to be labelled scornfully as sexually deprived, testesterone-laden, ragingly-desperate perverts who leap and yelp at the sight and smell of every passing female, we have to grapple with the warped general perception that soldiers are every inch brawn and no brains.

BAH!

Lemme correct this unwarranted societal perspectives and set your badly contorted and misaligned views into place.

I am a soldier.
I am every bit smart and highly inteliigent.
But apparently, a smart soldier is pretty much a friggin dead oxymoron.
There lies as much truth in calling a soldier smart as labelling armpit hair to be sweet smelling.
As a soldier, the glowering presence of harsh military laws ensues the strict and uncompromised adherance of orders and commands, bulk-transforming us into mindless zombies who cannot think on our feet and act out of our own discretion and initiative.

Test the system, tread into danger waters, flout a rule and face the risk of being cast into military jail where you'd relish in the pleasure of carrying sandbags topless under the sweltering midday sun.

And if it scares you, sharp objects are banned in military jail, so ya can well forget about bringing in razors to shave your pubic hair with.Oh yes, and in there, masturbation is a crime as well.

Scary.

Which of course bears rational explanations for the countless silly army practices such as shining your boots to the extent of being able to see your teeth glow on the reflective leather, only to trudge through swamps and marshes with the very same pair of boots hours later.

Or for any matter, be forced to sing infantile, nonsensical and explicitly profane army songs and chatter at the top of your voices alongside gasping for darn breath while running your lungs out through an entire 10km.

And what's with the need to RUN in step?!?

Left Right Left Right Left Right Left!

Marching in tandem and precision is perfectly understandable but HELLOOOO....RUNNING in synchronised footwork seems pretty absurd and irrationale to me.


"In the Army, we talk about UNIFORMITY! We live as ONE, train as ONE and suffer as ONE! UNIFORMITY IS DISCIPLINE!"


BAH!!!! DOUBLE BAH!!! TRIPLE BAH!!!

Uniformity MY ARSE!
They can SUCK MY COCK for all I care because co-relating uniformity to the ideals of discipline is an utter load of rigid, stupid and gibberish rubbish!

I cannot figure out, to the best of my intelligence, how arranging undergarments and toiletries in the exact cupboard layout as the rest of the entire hundred strong company effectively bars a soldier from contravening rules and doing things like stabbing his peers with his bayonet or setting his commander's office on fire.

The individual soldier is NOT stupid. Of course, there might be some who really are...but that aside...

It's the organisation, with it's massive barrage of senseless, traditional, old-school, rigid and ultimately unreasonable demands and orders which overrides all forms of personal intelligence, replacing them with apparent dumbness and a bleak, absurd facade of conformity.

There you go!
Uniformity = Discipline.

FUCK IT

SHUT YOUR FARKING ARSE AND DON'T TALK BACK SOLDIER!

As long as you don your green camos and that silly looking beret, you are NOT ENTITLED to brains of your own, let alone any mere fraction of intelligence.


Here's Army Stupidity on a outward, massive, big scale and public basis.

The military plays big on ranks.
Have a high rank and get to flaunt it around, fucking anyone below you as and when you feel like it.
Suffer the humiliation of a low rank and run the risk of getting fucked around till ya arse bleeds and goes sore.

Here's a look at the officers' rank structure, in ascension of seniority.



Everytime I look at these, I feel highly compelled to stick out my middle finger and then cuss and swear at these rank insignias because the fuckers donning them are those I have to senselessly salute to and greet, another mindless hierarchial demands of the uniformed services.

Anyway, the ranks rise in seniority from the Lieutenants to the full-fledged Colonels.

YESH! Colonel as in pudgy Colonel Sanders from the American state of Kentucky who used to deep fry chicken in his eleven secret herbs and spices for a living.

To digress a lil, Colonel Sanders WAS NOT at all a Colonel.
He was, instead, a travelling salesman who adopted the military salutation preceding his name for I dunno what fucking reason.

INTERESTING!

There's something called a 2nd Lieutenant below Lieutenant but in my opinion, I think the ONE, MEASLY bar standing all aloof and by itself looks too damn pathetic to even be displayed on my blog, so I decided to leave that out and give it a miss.


"Eh...it ends at the Colonel ah? Where are the Generals?"

PATIENCE.
We wouldn't leave out the awe-inspiring, hotshot Generals of course, but this is also where the disgustingly stupid part comes rolling in.

A lil background technicality before we proceed...SIMPLE ONE LAH!

There're 3 varying General ranks, namely...

1) Lieutenant-General
2) Major-General
3) Brigadier-General

Let's play a game shall we?

In all COMMON SENSE and by LOGICAL DEDUCTIONS, order the these 3 ranks in ascension of seniority, given the fact that Brigadier is a rank above Major, just so that it's kinda obsolete and non-existent in the rank hierarchy in present time.



Since a Brigadier is higher than a Major which in turn is higher in rank than a Lietenant...

Would your logical answer be...

1) Lieutenant-General -> smallest
2) Major-General
3) Brigadier-General -> Biggest


?????


















WRONG WRONG WRONG!




STUPID army reasonings dictate, with a total lack of common sense and reasoning, that a Lieutenant-General supercedes a Major-General which is in turn more senior than a Brigadier-General, making pure crap out of the individual seniority of the rank prefixes.


VERY VERY VERY ILLOGICAL!

I've been traumatised by this prevailing lack of sense and logic from the day I was enlisted.

Can somebody alleviate me from my hounding curiosity and offer me a decent explanation to this????

Please...

BAH!