Giant is Dead!
woohoo i finished my last field exercise as a trainee liao. After moving around the whole of the Northern Singapore, including one deployment ground that was so near my house and sitting inside the fucking hot, crampy and smelly command post vehicle, we were presented our beret.
I read Jesse's blog just now and he was talking about some things that made him nostalgic and filled with regrets. Basically it was part emo, part reminiscing of the past. Anyway, I just want to say no point in getting emo over the past, just move on. Not everything in life ends as happily ever after. Well, you might have missed your past madly but you could relive all these memories by meeting up with your old friends again. As for your love, I dont know what to say. For me, I've already forgotten that girl that I have so fanatically been infatuated with in school. Well, partly because she went away to some far away land to study. But then, i realise I dont want to dwell in such a sad and pathetic feeling everyday. Love supposed to be filled with warmth and happiness, not emo-ness, right?
anyway, listen to this bumblegum pop of the 70s. Its called Yesterday Once more by the carpenters.
9 comments:
haha.. lol... Giant's dead... anyway i was on course with this 3SG from Arti Institute too... u know 3SG Wang??? haha... and congrats to you too... you're now officially a 3SG already???
and well, sometimes it's like that de la.. everyone wants warmth and happiness, but we'll be weak in certain periods and allow the destructive emotions within us to take control of us... but it's really true... we really need to control our emotions well... there's really no point in making such a big fuss out of everything when what's done is done... but saying is easy, doing it is hard...
no la, i next week then pass out. i only got the beret nia. hahahha
nope, i dunno whos that guy, maybe if u tell me his english name if he has any.
yeah, its normal to have emotions taking control of us but I think nowadays alot of people are letting it taking full control of their whole soul, to the extent that they tried to hurt themselves. really stupid.
haha.. wang xiang lin... u know him??? haha... quite a quiet guy.. haha...
and ya, those people are quite extreme... like those with depression... they'll cut and do whatever to themselves without any considerations... but then again, we're not them, and we don't have the right to judge...
nah, dunno shit about that guy.
yeah, we dun have the rights to judge them. what to do, let them cut themselves and die lor. let them dwell in their own depression and blood lor.
lols, i nv knew the last post was so...controversial la. was just thinking of an outlet of venting fustrations all at the same time then, so began typing on the keyboard and voila!
LOLz i wun like shoot myself in the head la. But the both of u guys really need to spend some time in my unit man... i gaurentee three days and you'll come out wif more emo stuff than shakespeare.
hahahaa, so stone and deranged there ah? yr camp is at the kranji camp right? i might be posted there too sia!
anyway, u should also come to my camp sia. its usually stoning period over there but i spent 3/4 of my time there sleeping. hehehe.
ok, one makes me thankful and another makes me jealous of my current workplace...
i wouldn't want to experience what jesse is going through, but i wouldn't mind taking up eric's life... because my job just got a lot shittier... i'm taking over as assistant to deputy chief transport officer, and also assistant to head ops and training officer, and also assistant to staff ops officer, and myself being a transport command operations specialist, and also a transport control specialist... 5 job titles, one person... i have 48 emails in my inbox today, and that came from 5:30pm on monday to 8am today... 48 emails... minus one from our dear weiting, it's 47... damn crap!!! so i really do need at least one hour of sleep in office a day... haha...
wtf!!! so jia lat? actually i dont know what i'm really going to do in a unit once i pass out. hope it isnt that stressful.
i think best is still trainee, the only bad thing is u dont have alot of freedom like going to canteen etc.
haha.. ya la... trainee life is always the most relaxed.. no responsibilities, just do whatever you are told to do... for me, i sort of have a lot of freedom... i can self-declare off for myself any time, i can go to canteen at any time in the day, i can order pizza and have the RP deliver it to my office direct... but the problem arises when you have a responsibility to do your work properly, and you know that you have colonels waiting for your document... so i can say all of my troubles are pretty much self-enforced... but if i don't do well, i dun tink i can have that much offs... hahaha...
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